English Class

[21:06] steffothehottie: this hufnagl study guide is RIDIC
[21:06] steffothehottie: hahaa
[21:06] twoft3inchestall: lols
[21:06] twoft3inchestall: sorrz dood
[21:06] twoft3inchestall: what class is it?
[21:07] twoft3inchestall: sadness?
[21:07] steffothehottie: LOL
[21:07] steffothehottie: HAHAAHAHAHAHA
[21:07] steffothehottie: comedies
[21:08] twoft3inchestall: lol
[21:08] twoft3inchestall: that wouldve been so good
[21:08] twoft3inchestall: sadness in literature
[21:10] twoft3inchestall: write that joke in your blog

EDIT:
i think he can see through everything but my heart

A-HA HONEY HONEY

saturday: sat on my bum. i'm pretty sure i did something vaguely interesting such as leave the house but i'm not positive/i don't remember.
(I REALLY WANT SALAMI AND CHEEEZE)
sunday: went to church! kaytee's, other things....
monday: wasted a lot of time

i'm pretty peeved that i got switched into thiele third bcus wednesday was supposed to be my chillll day but now i have my hardest class. DOUBLE. FIRST THING IN THE MORNING!! :(

today he told us transfers that every morning you MUST say "good morning mr. thiele" bcus it is the "third period culture" and so we all greeted him cordially and then i said
"WANNA HEAR A JOKE? :D"
and he said
"NO."
ouch. shot dowwwn :((

first period, we watched the inaugaration !!
how exciting.

lots of yb work to do do do do

we watched mamma mia on sunday and now i know why deniz loves that song so much (lay your love on me) ahahaha it's CUTE
man what a life
you can't be unhappy in greece O_O
let's go there!

CHINESE HOMEWORK IS VAGUE AND AMBIGUOUS sigh
here is what i have to do
STATS chapter 9 hw (three sections...)
YEARBOOK meeting tomorow with the editors, think about the agenda....
COMEDIES must finish ACT I which is beastlyy :( of taming of the shrew
MANDO study for quiz and confirm answersss with maitai
PSYCH read up on emotions and plan with kevo what we're gonna do
APES study energy and make that dang study guide

WOOOWOWOOWOW second semester rocksss -___-
AHAHA just kidding, it totally does! i feel soooo liberated...................
and lazy.

SHOOT I REALLY WANT SALAMI
i hope megan gets my email about the new guestpass BY TOMOROWW DD:

i am so rambling right now.
GOOD NIGHT!
MUCHLOVE <3 :) ehe

LOVEBUG

friday was such a loong day
and it felt like everyone was on edge and cranky :/
the nichol's memorial was really sad :( i cried.
photographing it was really hard.
hrmm after that, deniz erica and i went to chipotle (i had never been there before O_O)
it was gooood :9
we went late to the jazz concert and sat there for like 20 minutes before we realized that high school didn't even start until after the intermission -_-

ERIN LEE CALLED ME UGLY T_T sigh. BUT i'm def cuter than anthony, :D
she said we should be a couple and she could live with us AHAHA no -_-
DER DER
iloveher though she's soo cuteee

jazz band sounded faaantastic <3 :)
orchestra was long and made me...sleepy
:)
ahaha....

I AM A SECOND SEMESTER SENIOR

i don't really feel that different and everyone is telling me that it's TOTALLY overrated and everything will be just the same
i don't think so, there's def lest pressure to do well
megan promises that we'll have so much fun it'll be underrated :)
i can't wait to seeee herrr next week

i'm supposed to be setting up for winterball right now but i have no ride D:
and i really want yogurtland and cream puffs and i want to go SHOPPING
hafodsfkg!!!

three things i have never told:
1. my school password
2. the yearbook theme
3. my history project ;)
HAHA

shoot, that's some top secret schnitzle.

Now I’m speechless
Over the edge and just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
With this love bug again

Symmetrical tumors

me: i sleep with my phone, am i going to die from radiation?
rachel: no. you'll just have three-headed children.

BLAHHHHHH
i have to write my final draft for the senior research paper
start and finish the mando project
study for that massive psych test
watch two episodes of PI LI MIT
yahh too much :(

i am looking forward to watching girl, interrupted in class tomorrow.

hrm, i'm hoping we could just skip thursday bcus it sucks :( double stats?? double apsa?? DOUBLE MANDO (PROJ DUE) DOUBLE PSYCH aerirkdj!! test.
and thenn dance D:

FRIDAY: nichol's memorial
jazz concert thing.
FREEDOM, i will be a second semester senior.

THAIKSFJOIJFODKLCJILDJSLI!!!

kevin tagged me as yaminashi T_T i'm so sad :(
also, my wall is awesome, watch eeet.

EDIT:
mr walsh's tarot cards told me i was going to encounter a lot of heartbreak. nate did it for me three times!! and each time, that's one of my biggest fears, dying alone/being alone for extended periods of time O_O

[00:56] steffothehottie: man i feel a massive zit coming
[00:56] denizangel: ok
[00:56] denizangel: hahahahaha
[00:56] denizangel: well
[00:56] denizangel: if you look at it that way,
[00:57] denizangel: you will attract all the negative energy in the universe
[00:57] denizangel: and it will happen

What a looong night ...

i had so much fun though :)

6:30 we decided we wanted FROYO but we were gonna be late so we were like :( sadface
7:00 looking for parking
7:10 finally get in and yahhh
9:15 finished dinner bahaha i miss hanging out with all of them :( i never do anymore.
i feel kinda awkward a lot bcus when they invite me places it's always the "guys" and their girlfriends. so what am i? a guy? i'm just the random girl hahahaha -____-
9:30 left SR
9:45 got to henna's
erm yah. kay hahaha
there were like 6 seniors....total? from harker lol
it was fun, really awkward
10:30 decided to leave for tartini
missed it by one minute (they close at 11 T_T)
11:11 drove to in n out
12:05 left in n out
12:30 got to deniz's house to drop off her BURGER hahahaha
12:40 got to seany's house
1:15 left seany's house

sigh sigh slept at 2
very content.

my mom just gave me this strange tea with lemons in it. bcus everyone's getting sick :/
BUT THE WEATHER IS NICE AGAIN :D i kinda want the weather to be nice. so we can go out a lot during second semester, which is in 5 school days :D

DENIZ+GLITTER+PAPER+STRING
:)

ALMOST as cute as mine ;) ehehehe

blahblahblah why isn't first semester over yet??

TODO:
[ ] pray
[ ] 2 math assignments and study for the popquiz we're probably going to have bcus he cancelled on friday
[ ] email some peepo
[ ] 2 ap psych essays
[ ] grade a few ap psych essays
[ ] study for apes and mando

GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE

this week was a terrible week.
i hope next week is better.

SHOOT, 2009 isn't looking so good anymore, but i think it'll get better after the next two weeks are over :/

yesterday, mr thiele sang "hate that i love you" for us.
ahahahaa.

i hope tonight is fun.

Here we go again

siiigh i wish ________ never happened :(

IT WOULD HAVE MADE MY LIFE EASIER

shoot i have three quizzes/tests tomorrow and i'm too distracted to study for them.
!!!

i'm so whiny

it is true.

bcus it is 10:18 and i have finished my homework for tomorow, i will write my new year's resolutions
1. be happy!
2. go to youthgroup and church hop (ahah) once second semester starts (two weeks!!)
3. get my license (haha....)
4. maintain my first semester grades (these all seem too short term)
5. stop being annoying and whiny
6. care more about what i look like and stop dressing like a bum. haha.
7. be more organized D:
8. stop going on fb so much T_T
9. STOP OVERANALYZING
10. prioritize. correctly.
11. get back in some semblance of shape T_T
12. stop daydreaming during class (....)
13. keep friendships
14. KEEP PROMISES
15. stop missing 11:11PM
16. read more!
17. PRAY MORE T_T
18. travel the world.
19. stop cussing
20. no more procrastination
21. take chances
22. bake tasty treats
23. being more grateful
24. EATING HEALTHIER
25. fall in love. ahaha :) with anything/anyone worthwhile

THAT IS IT FOR NOW :D

i was reading girl, interrupted and it scared me so bad bcus kaysen writes so realistically and it makes me believe that i could be insane myself and not even realize it until one day, i totally lose it O_O she makes the line between insane and sane seem so....thin and slipping into this parallel universe seems so easy
second creepiest book i've read so far (only bcus of it's realistic qualities), SECOND TO YELLOW WALLPAPER (definitely hard to beat)
this class was so worth taking.

although i really dreaded today, it wasn't too bad.
lol mr walsh got a new blazer or something
....

sigh harry heehoon kim is being nice to me
something is very very wrong.

why are the freshmen only a year younger than me. why are the sophomores the same age as me. blaaarg!
i'm hardly more mature T_T hahaha!

i will now tell you of my nailpolish predicament
i went to target with deniz today and painted my nail pink, just my thumb nail
and now i really like the color and i only have my thumb done -___- how LAME sigh

MAYDONI IS SO PRETTY
right now, my computer is broked and i really need sound to listen to:
snsd's HOW GEEE mai told me it was cute and catchy D: i waaaant
pi li mit ep 9!!
GOSSIP GIRL OMGAHH SO MANY SUGGESTIVE FB STATUSES T_T

okay the end, good day to you all!

se7en's love

listen to it, good song.

I AM CONFUSED/CONFLICTED
sigh

EDIT:
HOMFG, STATS QUIZ, APES LAB, MADNESS IN LIT RESEARCH PAPER, PSYCH EC, MANDO TEST??
dearest underclassmen, having no finals is NOT ALL THAT
sigh, we got so much hw bcus they feel like we have soo much time bcus we have no finals. WRONG. the whole point was to have more time for apps, was it not? sigh :(
1. i feel like i will die before second semester, thus never reaching the promised land
2. ________ (secret)

EDIT2:
jay is a baller. wo bu pei is an awesome song. that girl is so pretty.

the more i think about my work, the more i want to sleep. senioritis at its finest.

i think. i'm. going. to. ....
AUGHHHH!!!! SO FRUSTRATED
i think i broke my brain.

BLARGLEFISH

sigh my computer is dead T_T it got infected with this SUPER VIRUS and yeah. it sucks. so now i have to wait till tomorrow for my cousin to come fix it.
BUT BESIDES THAT
day 3 of 2009, SO FAR SO GOOD.

hohumm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WON HEE LEE :)
movies yesterday, the first time i've gone since....the mummy 3 (august)-___- which i saw in HK. and the third day in a row for him (LOSER)
benjamin button was really good, kinda sad, and really deep
too deep for me to understand, i suppose

besides yesterday, i haven't gone out AT ALL.
oh i bought fugly shoes the other day on purpose
beard papa's was closed yesterday :(

right now i'm being sad bcus i can't watch PI LI MIT bcus the computer i'm using right now has NO SOUND like wtfxors T_T sigh
so i'm listening to old jay cds that danyo burned me hahahaha on my retro cd player
the cd says "i saved the best for last" and the last song is houki boshi by younha -_____- ahaha!
i'm also trying to write a research paper on the increase in diagnoses of mental illnesses in women and it SUCKS
i also want to eat a BLT
and wondering if my cousin is going to come soon.
this computer sucks, it stopped loading photos momentarily so i couldn't see FAHRENHEIT and DBSK TOGETHER so epik. but now i can and it's sort of awkward.

I LOVE ARRON now hahaha after pi li mit, almost as much as jiro. but jiro's just dumb, that's why he's so loveable. i hope he gets with guigui soonnn teehee :P

[13:13] x swirly whirl x: lul i hope something awesome happens in pi li mit
[13:13] steffothehottie: LOL STFU I HATE YOUUUU
[13:13] x swirly whirl x: so i can be like EHEHEHEHEHE :B
[13:13] x swirly whirl x: AND YOU'LL HAVE NO IDEAAAA

she is so cruel.

Hello 2009

FINALLY,
2008 is over (and good riddance. kind of.)
it was arguably the best year of highschool for some odd reason although we all battled through the second half of the crappiest year (junior year) and the first half of supposedly the best (definitely worse than junior year)
but! we got through it
i'm not gonna lie, it was pretty painful. but it also had its ups and i'd say...it was the biggest year for growth.
in 2008...i am thankful for:
second semester junior year, excel, baseball games+afterschool, yearbook, dance production, yogurtland runs, the class of 08, spirit week, junior prom, europe, hongkong china, homecoming, the class of 09, senior year :)

mmmm so much 09 pride :) makes me heipii
i couldn't ask for a better class, it's our year!

new years eve was good, with the friends i've had since forever. yogurtland, tropic thunder hahaha
brian says that the way we spend new years is the way we spend the rest of the year so i'm pretty sure i'm set :P surrounded by friends family and completely happy.

are we ready, 2009? most definitely!

105 Secrets

i was tagged by kevin and i kinda like filling these out just to see how much i've changed in a year.
1. real name – stephanie j g
2. birthday - march 19, 1992
3. single or taken - Single
4. tall or short – short
5. male or female - female
6. elementary - rms
7. middle - h___r
8. high school- h___r
9. eye color - brown
10. hair color- black
15. are you a health freak - usually
17. do you have a crush on someone – hahahahaa
18. do you think highly of your self –barely ever
19. piercings – ears
20. tattoos – nope
21. righty or lefty - righty

FIRSTS:
22. first surgery - none
23. first piercings – ears
24. first best friend - bryan yu
25. first word - not sure....
26. first sport - tennis!
27. first pet – dog
28. first vacation - sydney? hahaha
30. first crush – lol bryan yu :P

CURRENTLY:
49. eating – nothing
51. i'm about to - ....eat?
52. listening to – metro staton
53. waiting for – tonight!
54. wearing – jeans and a sweatshirt
55. want kids - 3!
56. want to get married - definitely :)
67. careers in mind – hahaahah

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:

68. lips or eyes - eyes
69. hugs or kisses - both :P
70. shorter or taller - taller
71. tan skinned or light- i don't care? haha
72. romantic or spontaneous - BOTH
73. dark or light hair - dark
74. muscular or normal - ...fit?
75. hook-up or relationship - RELATIONSHIP

HAVE YOU EVER:

77. kissed a stranger - pAHAHAH NO
80. got sick from eating - nope
81. went to Rehab?- nope
82. broken someones heart - hahaaha
83. turned someone down - yeah
84. liked a friend as more than a friend - mhmm

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. yourself - sometimes
87. miracles - definitely
90. sex on the first date -definitely NOT
91. angels/ghosts? - yep!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

92. is there one or more people you want to be with right now? yeahh :(
93. if you could get back together with an ex, would you? lol no hahaaha
94. are you cool? the coolest.

LAST:

96. recieved call - mom
97. call made - mom....HAHA
98. wall post on facebook - henry chung!
99. missed call - won hee
101. you hugged- kathy
104. you slapped – my dad hahaha....
105. said i love you to - ehh simi?

THE END! :)

I bought really ugly shoes today.

on purpose! but everyone thinks they're ugly T_T
well, my dad likes them.

ANYWAY
TODAY
I FINISHED MY COLLEGE APPS.
yes, best day of break BY FARR :))

sigh but i still have monstrous amounts of hw :( blarjgsiflgk

Corn Puppies

bumbumbum
steffo is tired of essays.
this break sucks.

EDIT-
RE: college app frustration :(
"its okay! you're almost done! its like running the 400 lol, it'll be over soon :P and then once your done you're going to forget the pain pretty quickly"
-wonheeleeeeeeee

"HAHAHA that was a brilliant metaphor"
-wonheelee
....sigh

"you're implying that im vain arent you. hmph"
-wonheelee

READ ME ON YO iPHONE

HII WON :)!!

Happy birthday Jesus :)

happy holidays everyone :)

hmmm i'm submitting my wellesley app now. and being hungry.

also, won hee is a lame-o brain head who lies D:<
teehee :P

update in the morningg :)


EDIT:
merry Christmas :)

my parents got me a rice cooker (among other things) -____- HAHA they really can't wait till i leave for college huh :P
I LOVE IT THOUGH, i'm gonna bake a cake in it bcus there are so many stinkin december/january birthdays :P i will tell you how it goes.
hmmm it's 1PM already so i should get craaaacking on apps if i want to finish by tomorrow!

so far, i haven't finished anything on my list of things to do :( except D2 for yearbook ahaha D:

lamesauce.

albert says Christmas is the time for honesty?
but if i were to be honest it'd be full of _______ bcus too many people read this blog. so maybe new years :)

HERE'S TO THE BIRTHDAY BOY WHO SAVED OUR LIVES.

Listen to my song :)

steffo is almost done with college applications! then she can play play play all day. FALSE, seniors got an inordinate amount of homework -___-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMRAN.

atm, i am rewriting all the reasons why i would attend an all female college.

i will be back.

To unknown land!

today is my mother's birthday. we went out to lunch at fontana's, the same restaurant we eat at every year around Christmas and we sat at the same table we always sit at.
afterwards, we went to beard papa's to buy CREAM PUFFS, one of God's many blessings :)
we also went to the japanese import store next door called daiso and bought way too many cute asian things. all 1.50 O_O hahah hmm i got so excited :P
this one tall japanese man walked up to me and said loudly "BECAUSE OF YOU" and walked off. then the white man crouching in the aisle beside me said "STOP DOING THAT, NO ONE CAN TELL YOU'RE TALKING TO ME" and i lolled.

hmmm tomorrow, my mother is forcing me to get my hair thinned T_T
blargg, i hope the lady doesn't chop off like 50 gajillion inches bcus if she does, i'll be very very angry.

atm, i am writing my cornell supp. ALMOST THERE. JIA YOU.

GUTENTAG :P

BTW
it's raining :)

secret #10
i wanted my first kiss in the rain.

MUCH LOVE

i'm happy.

sigh, i've been kinda D:< at certain people recently but that's just the way it is :/ and i'm sorry but asdkfl i can't help it T_T
my dad comes home tonight
my cousin leaves for NY tonight

i didn't feel like writing today so i submitted two of my common app colleges and i FREAKED OUT bcus it told me i couldn't change my personal statement (when applying to different colleges) and mr walsh AND brianchao told me i could T_T
all i can say is THANK GOD for collegeconfidential.com
i learned how to replicate my original common app bahaha :P

and now i'm being paranoid about how i submitted and it SAYS i submitted but some of the yellow squares aren't turning into green trianglesssss

sigh i can't wait till this whole horrible ordeal is over.

I SMELL RICE.

i want to go buy nail polish with simran and go on a movie date with deniz and her sister and her sister's bff and i want toooo go to the tech museum and go to christmas in the park
and not do my homework
and i want to go to the movies right noww and watch a chickflick and watch a meteor shower :)
<3

i believe that the meaning of life is love.
david kastelman believes it is helping others out of the goodness of your heart.
deniz says it is mayhaps to serve God. i agree.

when it comes to loving you, all the things i would dooo~
been waiting for this day for far too long
i never could imagine you so strong
as long as i'm with you, i can't go wrong
oh baybee what you do to me
you're the one
:) fti. their accents complete me.

[18:56] seanfeng: steffo is flawless. immaculate.
hahaha :P

LIES.

you're my dream please come true :)

RELIENT K REVIVAL.

the next two days are dedicated to PURE COLLEGE APP'N
at this point, i'm insanely jealous of the underclassmen bcus they're DONE by friday for sure
also, they don't have ridiculous amounts of "grade-grubbin" projects to be done in hopes of amping up those grade for colleges to see D:
i foresee a lot of work in the future T_T
atm, FINISHED NYU :) i'm kind of proud of it. anddd on to NU D:

hmm things to do for BREAK (when i get around to it...)

D2
FINISH APPS
clean my room. and the office.
christmas in the park :)
bake something tasty
watch a lot of girly movies
psych EC (all of it)
study for stats D:
APES lab
get fat
paint my nails
go to chinatown
shooppinngggg
wb dress :)
use my 25 dollars to the movie theatre
doubledate with deniz PAHAHA :))
fobherding with alex....
stargazing :)