20090430

"Come on seniors! One last time!"

So tomorrow is our last rally and this week has definitely had it's ups and downs....
and I don't expect to be sent out with "Good lucks" and "We'll miss you"s like we did the last class because to be honest, we're not well liked.

But I've decided that the most important thing is that we've really made it this far and I would do so much for this class.
We can be "that class" that loses spirit as seniors, but I guess that doesn't really matter anymore, does it? There is very little chance that we can make up the gap, and I also believe that half our class suffers from a thing called learned helplessness.
This year, we've worked ridiculously hard on getting our class together for that one last hurrah in Laguna and I think we've done a pretty good job at it. But no matter how hard we work and how much time and effort, bolts of cloth, laurels, rehearsals, paint, screams, we put into it, we won't win.

So we simply stop trying. For a couple hours. Then it's back to work!

That said, tomorrow is gonna be that much more fun because we're in it together to have a good last rally and not to win this silly little competition (actually, we plan on winning).

And I suppose I don't REALLY hate the juniors, I'm just fed up with their cockiness and the way they carry themselves because I really have no respect for their class. But I'm not going into detail because I'll just make enemies for myself (apparently I'm quite skilled at doing this without even provoking anyone...) and sound super bitter.
Which I'm not because they can win a regatta with a raftwithrails but at least our class likes each other.
That said, I hear some are skipping out to study for SATs? At least kids in our class study in the bleachers.

9 seniors just liked my status in 5 minutes.
I love this class!

Sooo...
SENIORS ROCK THE HOUSE :)
GO 09!!

The Witching Hour

WON THE POWDERPUFF :)

This is our last spirit rally :(
Our class has come such a loooong way (believe me) and I'm going to be very very sorry to leave this group of people. Siiigh
And I think I will definitely miss high school, although next year sounds good with all the free time, no supervision, parties, LA, etc.
Definitely beats senioritis, APs, and SATs :D

But I dunno, it's weeks like these that'll make me miss high school. And school formals, silly things like the ice skating rink, amazing buffet style food, the teachers, the kids :( Harker really is one of a kind.

Tomorrow, I'll submit my stuff for USC :/
But as of now, still a Harker kid :)

20090428

RARAARARAAA

1. SPORTS DAY WOOOOHHHH
2. POWDER PUFF
3. 2 MOCK APS NOOOOO

Tomorrow is gonna be half a blasttt :)
CAN'T WAIT FOR OUR TEAM TO DESTROY THEIRS IN A MATTER OF SECONDS.
I usually don't say these things before the actual event but I'm fairly confident and I have faith in our super baller '09 girls. And '12.
ESPECIALLY SINCE I HEARD ____ TALKING SMACK ABOUT US.
HA HA HA I LAUGH IN YOUR FACE WEWONASFRESHMEN.

That said, if we lose, I will cry tears of sorrow.

Time to attempt APes :(

20090427

mm what you say

STUDYING FOR PSYCH woo I feel slightly productive
This week is killer T_T

Yb photos//English FB project
A psych assessment EVERY class D:
Stats test on Wednesday
APes quiz tomorrow, mock AP on Wednesday

SPIRIT ALL WEEK LONG/SENIOR PRACTICE??
T_T DEATH

But it's fun :)
I had something important to say but I kind of forget.

I really don't like ____ and their sarcastic statuses.
It's totally unnecessary and rude and it makes me sad :(
Grow up.
For a while, I thought their class was unified and happy and nice (hahaaa I made a jjoke :D) but I guess not. -_- Not even to each other, sighhh.

For the record, I love emails from our class.
Mr. Draper sends us what may possibly be the cutest pep emails in the world :B
___ told me today that sophomores should be with the seniors v. the juniors because she wanted to lay the smackdown hahaaaa :) ILHER. Good to know not everyone hates on our class.

FAILING
SCHOOL
BADLY.

20090426

GETTIN' JIGGY WITH IT

The mixer was aiiite hahaha not many people came but it was a good last dance for high school (minus prom). Afterwards, Deniz and I went to In n' Out and ate deliciously unhealthy food and laughed till we wanted to pee our pants. Literally.
Got home at midnight and slept late :/

Last Sunday with Leon and Virginia :(

Senior practice :D it was super fun, I love our class <3

Time to study :(

BTW, it's okay Noel, some middle schooler asked me if I was in 8th grade on Friday T_T.

20090425

I wasted 15 cents today.

我最恨的就是。。。
有时候我觉得他没那么喜欢我。
还有,我们在打电话还是什么,他每次多是说 一样的东西, 很不personal。
我不是要他说"我爱你"还是什么。我只要他跟我讲话想我是他的女朋友。他每次都
很whatever象他真的不关心。
我也不想跟他在网上聊天因为我们讲的都是很无聊的东西,比以前不一样。我们不
讲我也会散心。。。
我也不想跟他讲因为这真的是很无聊但是我一直想就很心疼。

the mixer tonight better be goooood!

20090421

Today is not a good day.

I definitely failed two tests today and I didn't get into _____ which was one of the few things that made me feel pretty good about going to USC and I also found out that ____ and ____ had crappy relationships and that made me kinda worry about the future for some reason.
And because they scheduled senior stuff sunday morning. Don't other people go to church too??? I guess it's okay if I skip and then go to lunch with my cousin because he's going back to Australia soon.
So now I'm thinking about getting married
Kinda like how people are so likely to change after they get married and that's one of my worst fears.
I don't want to be in one of those relationships that fail when I'm like OLD or something -_-
Blargleee DO NOT WANT TO DO HW :(

Secret #11
Sometimes, when it's cold and wet and rainy (basically miserable) outside, I feel like just wearing a t-shirt because I want to empathize with the hobos who are possibly enduring a hard night. :(

20090419

BLARGLE!

Saturday was super super busy T_T
I woke up at like 9 AM which is super early for a Saturday and took a shower and drove to Harker (I DROVE) to work on the senior mural. Then I drove home, changed, and we went back to Harker to pick up Mai at 1 PM. We then drove to San Mateo for the USC reception which was meh. Most of it, I already knew. But it was cool that there were two reps from Annenberg and two students in Annenberg so I really got to talk to the professors for a long time. Mai got bored though bcus there were 87234839 people in her session. She sat next to Aaron Wessels! Har har I'm a creeper. I also saw Steven An and 928394 Harker kids.

Woo okay then we drove back to SJ and ate dinner at Johnny Rockets (ewww) and walked to the Center of Performing Arts. Won already saved a place in line but we waited for a good HOUR whilst the rest of the Harker children (cheated and) congregated at our place as they got there. It was kind of ridiculous, aside from getting cheated out of of 25 dollars per ticket, two doors opened on opposite sides of the building so it essentially didn't matter when you got there. Then we had to wait in the building for like half an hour packed like sardines and it was gross and hot and aodijf. Then we got our seats which were OKAYY but I'm not complaining hahaha.
ANDY WAS AMAZING, the local crews were pretty impressive. Super Cr3w was def anti-climactic. Whatever, it was fun. And helped educate children in Kenya.

Sunday, we went to church and thaaan went to Pasta Pomodoro for lunch. I ATE SO MUCH. Then we went to look at some Ferraris and stopped by Ben&Jerry's on the way back. I feel 10 pounds heavier T_T. Then I worked on my senior collage because I kind of forgot to work on my Thiele worksheet until now.

And I still have stuff to prepare for and blarjdsf FML! I guess it's my fault but seniors shouldn't have to work this hard T_T.

HELLO SUMMER, PLEASE STAY FOR A WHILE.
Hoping dress code will not be easy to abide to.

20090417

Blogger blocked at Harker?

At the moment, Deniz and I are watching prom-asking videos as the season of prom-asking has begun!

Last night, Won and I went to see the musical. It was good but hard to understand because I don't think all of their mics were on O_O. Anyway, today, I went to the baseball game with David and we won 20-0 in like the 5th inning. And Sean stole home! HAHA Then Deniz and I went to Johnny Rockets (EWW) and walked around and bought some bubblegum and bouncy balls.
Then we met with the guys at something Adobe, this mexican restaurant? It was good :B
Rockband latar.

Tomorrow:
Senior mural
USC off-campus reception
Ken-ya Dance?

I really want to go to the Giant's game on Sunday :(

20090412

To me, Easter means...

eternal second chances!

:)

In their fright the women bowed down with their faces to the ground, but the men said to them, "Why do you look for the living among the dead?
He is not here; he has risen! Remember how he told you, while he was still with you in Galilee:
'The Son of Man must be delivered into the hands of sinful men, be crucified and on the third day be raised again.'"
Then they remembered his words.

Luke 24:5-8

Happy Easter everyone! :D

20090411

Pet Peeve #1

When people don't reply.
Although this is slightly hypocritical.

20090405

[2]

SPRING BREAK: TO DO
2. Go shopping for GEE AHAHA
6. Catch up in stats DD:
7. Psych movie project
9. Study! MUST. NOT. GET. RESCINDED.
11. Do something with my life
12. Go out for another movie
13. Eat out Saturday night with church friends
15. SF??

That is what I have left! Sigh, I do not want to go back to school. Why is it that Harker.org says we have the key club dance two weeks before prom? That is silly.

Two months feels like nothing, but it also feels like forever. Only one.five months left of school!
Here's to making the best of it!

I wish APs didn't exist.

20090404

Spring break is almost over :(

UPDATE :D
SPRING BREAK: TO DO
1. See Midsummer Night's Dream ballet check!
2. Go shopping for GEE AHAHA
3. Go to the beach (again) check!
4. Apply for USC thematic options program check!
5. Prepare concentration for show check!
6. Catch up in stats DD:
7. Psych movie project
8. Lots of psych extra credit check!
9. Study! MUST. NOT. GET. RESCINDED.
10. Eat lots of froyo check!
11. Do something with my life
12. Go out for another movie
13. Eat out Saturday night with church friends
14. Two month :) (that's not a to do...)
15. SF??
16. GET LICENSE? check!
17. Apply for housing check!

EDIT:

Today, I woke up around 9:30 AM which is relatively good for me. I didn't really do anything useful though, I finished reading the AP Psychology modules and creating Vocabulary Lists for extra credit so I guess that's pretty good.
Hmm then I made a trip to Trader Joe's to buy some flowers for Ana and Ida. Yay for spring! I bought them daisies, the flowers there are so cheap! And pretty :) only 6 dollars a bouquet. I think daisies are my favoritest. I wrote about them a year ago! Haha I remember because Heidi gave me a daisy on that particular day, the day I got my permit. Which was a little less than exactly a year ago.
Anyway, then I went downtown SJ and watched Ana and Ida's senior recital (which was amazing) with Simran and thenn left with her and her sister to eat some Penguin Froyo. It's pretty good, they give you a lot but the toppings are kind of pricy :/ So I got half regular half vanilla with chocolate chips. There was a weird couple in there and the guy kept talking to me -_-. Then I went home!
I went running today, it HURT. But only after that first mile, which is pretty good considering I haven't really exercised in a good 7 months.
I started studying for APs! Exciting.
And that is the end of my wonderful day.

I bid you adieu! (Won's phrase)

20090402

Body Language


I don't update very often anymore, but I don't think I have very many readers anymore either hahahaa....
This whole blog hype has really gone down, I think. Although I guess it would be cool if everyone had a blog. Kinda like the good ol' xanga days. Technically I've been blogging for a good 6 years O_O

I have a huge cankersore thing in my mouth because I decided to be responsible and wear my retainer for the first time in like, a month. And it hurts to eat T_T What could be worse? Actually, many things. AND I have a dentist appointment on Sunday, BLARGLEBLARGEBLARGLE.

Today, I need to get Rain Man so I can finally get started on this Psych project. AND ALSO, drop by Ms. Aguero's and drop off some schnitzle. I really want to go shopping but I don't think I can T_T.

I want to do something like go with the guys to the Giant's game on Friday. Or go to Klub Ice on Friday.

BOOOOORED AND HUNGRY.

20090401

I did it for love.

UPDATE :D
SPRING BREAK: TO DO
1. See Midsummer Night's Dream ballet with Mai and Andy
2. Go shopping for GEE AHAHA
3. Go to the beach (again) check!
4. Apply for USC thematic options program
5. Prepare concentration for show check!
6. Catch up in stats DD:
7. Psych movie project
8. Lots of psych extra credit
9. Study! MUST. NOT. GET. RESCINDED.
10. Eat lots of froyo check!
11. Do something with my life
12. Go out for another movie
13. Eat out Saturday night with church friends
14. Two month :) (that's not a to do...)
15. SF??
16. GET LICENSE? check!
17. Apply for housing check!

So I really want to go the Giant's game on Friday but alas! It's time to start studying for APs :(
We went to the beach, the weather was almost perfect (perfect would be 72.5 :D) and it was goood despite the fact that there was really no grill so we kinda gave up on the hotdogs. We dropped by Armadillo Willy's instead. I'M TIRED, the sun definitely drained all the energy out of me :)
Yet, still no tan :/