i wish i could be like raghav and find the happy mean.
aka
working just hard enough as a second semester senior to earn a B
cruiiiisin.
i'm flunking school.
!!
20090227
20090218
Fill me with You
retreat was the best thing that happened to me this break (except... :B)
or well, almost the ONLY thing that happened to me this break -_-
the weather was ridiculously terrible, it hailed the first night we got there. it hurt :(
but living in the waterlogged mountains with your church family and
bonding with each other and God
is the best experience in the world.
i'm very thankful for the relationships i strengthened and the new ones i formed.
hrmm
DAY ONE:
we moved in and chilled and ate a lot.
we had our first session
we received our "lives" and filled it up with the good things and the bad
i found it hard to concentrate, particularly because we were pretty exhausted.
we stayed up pretty late talking, it started with "let's ask each other questions" but turned into "lets ask the senior girls awkward questions."
underclassmen are very very curious...
DAY TWO:
rain rain rain
we had a few more sessions, ate a lot more
sermon was focused a lot on forgiveness. pretty hard to digest...
group activities and games :)
lots of bonding and eating
LOTS OF FREE TIME=FACEBOOK. i never realized how dependant i was on it T_T sighh
we got back together to share more about forgiveness and the mood ended up kind of solemn :/
hrmm we got kicked out of the lounge when we tried staying up all night playing bang
so we went back to our cabin to play mafia with the young adult and talk about...boys :)
DAY THREE:
MORE RAIN T_T sigh
but slightly better today.
a lot more bonding and eating, more sessions
more praying.
more playingg
we had our campfire. indoors
it was a good time for reflection and reevaluating
ridiculous body worship (better stay off fb....) and gospel choir (HAHA)
we sorted out our "lives" and did a symbolic and physical dump of everything bad into the fire.
it felt really really good, to be able to get rid of something so easily, and be surrounded by people who are in all sorts of different places in life, but know that they're with you in some way.
but it was also really difficult to realize how hard it would be to change.
regrouped with cabins
didn't stay up too late, james came around 1 to borrow the febreeze for various bathroom needs....jen and sally came by around 2, but most of us were asleep....
DAY FOUR:
slept in :) did cabin clusters
prayed.
BRUNCH (river of life left, LESS LINES :D)
last sermon
group photo
packed
..more photos
and home :)
and that is it in a nutshell.
i wanted to cry, listening to alice read this story outloud
for some reason, none of us felt like discussing it. instead, we shared and prayed about each other
blafjoigkjk!!!
read it!
that is all, i said i would go to bed an hour ago, but i didn't.
good night!
or well, almost the ONLY thing that happened to me this break -_-
the weather was ridiculously terrible, it hailed the first night we got there. it hurt :(
but living in the waterlogged mountains with your church family and
bonding with each other and God
is the best experience in the world.
i'm very thankful for the relationships i strengthened and the new ones i formed.
hrmm
DAY ONE:
we moved in and chilled and ate a lot.
we had our first session
we received our "lives" and filled it up with the good things and the bad
i found it hard to concentrate, particularly because we were pretty exhausted.
we stayed up pretty late talking, it started with "let's ask each other questions" but turned into "lets ask the senior girls awkward questions."
underclassmen are very very curious...
DAY TWO:
rain rain rain
we had a few more sessions, ate a lot more
sermon was focused a lot on forgiveness. pretty hard to digest...
group activities and games :)
lots of bonding and eating
LOTS OF FREE TIME=FACEBOOK. i never realized how dependant i was on it T_T sighh
we got back together to share more about forgiveness and the mood ended up kind of solemn :/
hrmm we got kicked out of the lounge when we tried staying up all night playing bang
so we went back to our cabin to play mafia with the young adult and talk about...boys :)
DAY THREE:
MORE RAIN T_T sigh
but slightly better today.
a lot more bonding and eating, more sessions
more praying.
more playingg
we had our campfire. indoors
it was a good time for reflection and reevaluating
ridiculous body worship (better stay off fb....) and gospel choir (HAHA)
we sorted out our "lives" and did a symbolic and physical dump of everything bad into the fire.
it felt really really good, to be able to get rid of something so easily, and be surrounded by people who are in all sorts of different places in life, but know that they're with you in some way.
but it was also really difficult to realize how hard it would be to change.
regrouped with cabins
didn't stay up too late, james came around 1 to borrow the febreeze for various bathroom needs....jen and sally came by around 2, but most of us were asleep....
DAY FOUR:
slept in :) did cabin clusters
prayed.
BRUNCH (river of life left, LESS LINES :D)
last sermon
group photo
packed
..more photos
and home :)
and that is it in a nutshell.
Holy fire burn away,The Room.
my desire for anything
that is not of You and is of me.
I want more of You and less of me.
Empty me, empty me
Fill, won't you fill me
with You, with You
i wanted to cry, listening to alice read this story outloud
for some reason, none of us felt like discussing it. instead, we shared and prayed about each other
blafjoigkjk!!!
read it!
that is all, i said i would go to bed an hour ago, but i didn't.
good night!
20090212
XX V
since i've been tagged so many times, i'll write one.
1. i have a strange obsession with beautiful people. which is why i spend a lot of time looking at uhljjangs. i think jungroo, angelababy, and park boram are the prettiest :)
2. potatoes are my favorite food bcus they are versatile. mashed potatoes, baked potatoes, french fries, hashbrowns, etc. vanilla ice cream with rainbow sprinkles is deniz's favorite food.
3. i like smart and charming boys who smell good and give good hugs :)
4. junior year was the best year of highschool and second semester senior year has yet to live up to high standards. i'm hoping it'll be underrated by graduation.
5. i'm scared of growing old alone.
6. i hate the expression "follow your heart." it sounds all cute and romantic and sentimental but it's also the most frustrating thing to do.
7. so many people come and confide in me their secrets and problems. yet i feel like i'm terrible at giving advice. i'm always here to listen though!
8. i think boys look HOTTT dressed up :)
9. i'm super duper un confrontational and pretty bad with words. and really awkward.
10. i believ that arron and gui gui belong together forever. and i suppose xiao gui can have a girl too, just not gui gui. and i really need to see episode 15 but i'm going on retreat tomorrow so i can't :(
11. i love blackcurrent frutips
12. my body is super unproportional. and i like my nails best.
13. inbox (1) makes me very happy.
14. i love sunflowers and daisies
15. sometimes, my heart hurts O_O really. when i'm looking at someone i love, like my family. or when i get upset over someone i love :( or i miss them.
it doesn't REALLY hurt, but it's all tickly and it feels weird :/
16. my favorite things to do in the spring are lay on the turf in the sun after school or eat froyo or go to harker baseball games
17. i want to go to chinatown and buy cellphone charms and earrings
18. the doors of the new f21 dressing rooms remind me of alice in wonderland
19. i'm worried that my roommate will hate me in college
20. shiho thinks i'm a pimp. :(
21. i forgot my calculator almost every math final and one time barrett asked all the math teachers if they could lend me one. ahaha :B
22. i don't really like to eat baked goods unless they just came out of the oven
23. the weather yesterday was the best weather
24. i'm a packrat and i can't throw anything away. which is why my room looks the way it does
25. i plan on finishing my paper outline tonight. at least.
1. i have a strange obsession with beautiful people. which is why i spend a lot of time looking at uhljjangs. i think jungroo, angelababy, and park boram are the prettiest :)
2. potatoes are my favorite food bcus they are versatile. mashed potatoes, baked potatoes, french fries, hashbrowns, etc. vanilla ice cream with rainbow sprinkles is deniz's favorite food.
3. i like smart and charming boys who smell good and give good hugs :)
4. junior year was the best year of highschool and second semester senior year has yet to live up to high standards. i'm hoping it'll be underrated by graduation.
5. i'm scared of growing old alone.
6. i hate the expression "follow your heart." it sounds all cute and romantic and sentimental but it's also the most frustrating thing to do.
7. so many people come and confide in me their secrets and problems. yet i feel like i'm terrible at giving advice. i'm always here to listen though!
8. i think boys look HOTTT dressed up :)
9. i'm super duper un confrontational and pretty bad with words. and really awkward.
10. i believ that arron and gui gui belong together forever. and i suppose xiao gui can have a girl too, just not gui gui. and i really need to see episode 15 but i'm going on retreat tomorrow so i can't :(
11. i love blackcurrent frutips
12. my body is super unproportional. and i like my nails best.
13. inbox (1) makes me very happy.
14. i love sunflowers and daisies
15. sometimes, my heart hurts O_O really. when i'm looking at someone i love, like my family. or when i get upset over someone i love :( or i miss them.
it doesn't REALLY hurt, but it's all tickly and it feels weird :/
16. my favorite things to do in the spring are lay on the turf in the sun after school or eat froyo or go to harker baseball games
17. i want to go to chinatown and buy cellphone charms and earrings
18. the doors of the new f21 dressing rooms remind me of alice in wonderland
19. i'm worried that my roommate will hate me in college
20. shiho thinks i'm a pimp. :(
21. i forgot my calculator almost every math final and one time barrett asked all the math teachers if they could lend me one. ahaha :B
22. i don't really like to eat baked goods unless they just came out of the oven
23. the weather yesterday was the best weather
24. i'm a packrat and i can't throw anything away. which is why my room looks the way it does
25. i plan on finishing my paper outline tonight. at least.
20090211
TEA PARTY, 11:15.
i feel really unmotivated to post nowadays.
so far, this break has been ehhh but i've been sleeping slightly more. as in, going to bed at unGodly hours and waking up at noon T_T i'm forcing myself to get up at 9 though, at latest.
i went shopping with simi yesterday :)
todayy...i will be having a lunch date with wei wei
and then going to dinner with mai and shiho (she's leaving on thursday! D:)
i will gain 2794893 lbs today.
sigh, i'm very worried due to the fact that hhms is down. if it isn't up by thursday i'm not doing my hw -___- bcus i'm leaving on friday. yah and then the teachers will be D:< so i suppose i'll be staying up very late monday night T_T
hmm i should get started on my paper :(
TO DO FOR THIS BREAK:
sleeeep more
visit megan
have an influential time at retreat (if that makes sense)
write my shakespeare paper T_T
watch the 14th episode of pi li mit HAHA
hmmm
i don't really have many this time :/
THAT IS ALL.
i miss you! :)
so far, this break has been ehhh but i've been sleeping slightly more. as in, going to bed at unGodly hours and waking up at noon T_T i'm forcing myself to get up at 9 though, at latest.
i went shopping with simi yesterday :)
todayy...i will be having a lunch date with wei wei
and then going to dinner with mai and shiho (she's leaving on thursday! D:)
i will gain 2794893 lbs today.
sigh, i'm very worried due to the fact that hhms is down. if it isn't up by thursday i'm not doing my hw -___- bcus i'm leaving on friday. yah and then the teachers will be D:< so i suppose i'll be staying up very late monday night T_T
hmm i should get started on my paper :(
TO DO FOR THIS BREAK:
sleeeep more
visit megan
have an influential time at retreat (if that makes sense)
write my shakespeare paper T_T
watch the 14th episode of pi li mit HAHA
hmmm
i don't really have many this time :/
THAT IS ALL.
i miss you! :)
20090207
Suspiciously happy post
for brian
break is magnificent
i went to yearbook today for 5.5 hours T_T
i'm hanging by a moment here with you.
break is magnificent
i went to yearbook today for 5.5 hours T_T
i'm hanging by a moment here with you.
20090201
The best luck I had was you <3
WING IT!
was slightly bittersweet.
although it was a bit of a let down as our senior production, i had a lot of fun.
i'm going to miss dance production....
but i'm kind of glad it's over.
i've been feeling really guilty lately for not trying harder in my classes even though i'm so exhausted -___- and also, i feel like most of my stress comes from classes i take voluntarily, shakespeare's comedies, yearbook, apsa
T_T why do i do this? bcus i LIKE IT? looool
sigh.
but i do like it T_T
i don't want to let down my teachers :/ or myself. i kinda want to do well.
but i'm tired :(
RANDOM THOUGHTS:
the australian men's final was intenseee, the women's was kinda a let down :/
i'm so screwed for stats
I'M GOING TO RETREAT :) eheheh only the seniors at my church are going T_T yahh '09 is gonna have a good time <3
i want my bangs to grow
apsa :(
my hair doesnt grow straight -____- or anything else. it's just gross.
i messed up really badly friday night
and dr j hugged me and said "it's okay to be different!"
haahahah and it made me feel a lot better
:B
baaaaaah
was slightly bittersweet.
although it was a bit of a let down as our senior production, i had a lot of fun.
i'm going to miss dance production....
but i'm kind of glad it's over.
i've been feeling really guilty lately for not trying harder in my classes even though i'm so exhausted -___- and also, i feel like most of my stress comes from classes i take voluntarily, shakespeare's comedies, yearbook, apsa
T_T why do i do this? bcus i LIKE IT? looool
sigh.
but i do like it T_T
i don't want to let down my teachers :/ or myself. i kinda want to do well.
but i'm tired :(
RANDOM THOUGHTS:
the australian men's final was intenseee, the women's was kinda a let down :/
i'm so screwed for stats
I'M GOING TO RETREAT :) eheheh only the seniors at my church are going T_T yahh '09 is gonna have a good time <3
i want my bangs to grow
apsa :(
my hair doesnt grow straight -____- or anything else. it's just gross.
i messed up really badly friday night
and dr j hugged me and said "it's okay to be different!"
haahahah and it made me feel a lot better
:B
baaaaaah
20090127
20090126
GONG XI FA CAI
hong bao na lai :)
get it??? teehee
AHA so cute :)
winterball was fun :)
this week won't be :(
get it??? teehee
AHA so cute :)
winterball was fun :)
this week won't be :(
20090122
English Class
[21:06] steffothehottie: this hufnagl study guide is RIDIC
[21:06] steffothehottie: hahaa
[21:06] twoft3inchestall: lols
[21:06] twoft3inchestall: sorrz dood
[21:06] twoft3inchestall: what class is it?
[21:07] twoft3inchestall: sadness?
[21:07] steffothehottie: LOL
[21:07] steffothehottie: HAHAAHAHAHAHA
[21:07] steffothehottie: comedies
[21:08] twoft3inchestall: lol
[21:08] twoft3inchestall: that wouldve been so good
[21:08] twoft3inchestall: sadness in literature
[21:10] twoft3inchestall: write that joke in your blog
EDIT:
i think he can see through everything but my heart
[21:06] steffothehottie: hahaa
[21:06] twoft3inchestall: lols
[21:06] twoft3inchestall: sorrz dood
[21:06] twoft3inchestall: what class is it?
[21:07] twoft3inchestall: sadness?
[21:07] steffothehottie: LOL
[21:07] steffothehottie: HAHAAHAHAHAHA
[21:07] steffothehottie: comedies
[21:08] twoft3inchestall: lol
[21:08] twoft3inchestall: that wouldve been so good
[21:08] twoft3inchestall: sadness in literature
[21:10] twoft3inchestall: write that joke in your blog
EDIT:
i think he can see through everything but my heart
20090120
A-HA HONEY HONEY
saturday: sat on my bum. i'm pretty sure i did something vaguely interesting such as leave the house but i'm not positive/i don't remember.
(I REALLY WANT SALAMI AND CHEEEZE)
sunday: went to church! kaytee's, other things....
monday: wasted a lot of time
i'm pretty peeved that i got switched into thiele third bcus wednesday was supposed to be my chillll day but now i have my hardest class. DOUBLE. FIRST THING IN THE MORNING!! :(
today he told us transfers that every morning you MUST say "good morning mr. thiele" bcus it is the "third period culture" and so we all greeted him cordially and then i said
"WANNA HEAR A JOKE? :D"
and he said
"NO."
ouch. shot dowwwn :((
first period, we watched the inaugaration !!
how exciting.
lots of yb work to do do do do
we watched mamma mia on sunday and now i know why deniz loves that song so much (lay your love on me) ahahaha it's CUTE
man what a life
you can't be unhappy in greece O_O
let's go there!
CHINESE HOMEWORK IS VAGUE AND AMBIGUOUS sigh
here is what i have to do
STATS chapter 9 hw (three sections...)
YEARBOOK meeting tomorow with the editors, think about the agenda....
COMEDIES must finish ACT I which is beastlyy :( of taming of the shrew
MANDO study for quiz and confirm answersss with maitai
PSYCH read up on emotions and plan with kevo what we're gonna do
APES study energy and make that dang study guide
WOOOWOWOOWOW second semester rocksss -___-
AHAHA just kidding, it totally does! i feel soooo liberated...................
and lazy.
SHOOT I REALLY WANT SALAMI
i hope megan gets my email about the new guestpass BY TOMOROWW DD:
i am so rambling right now.
GOOD NIGHT!
MUCHLOVE <3 :) ehe
(I REALLY WANT SALAMI AND CHEEEZE)
sunday: went to church! kaytee's, other things....
monday: wasted a lot of time
i'm pretty peeved that i got switched into thiele third bcus wednesday was supposed to be my chillll day but now i have my hardest class. DOUBLE. FIRST THING IN THE MORNING!! :(
today he told us transfers that every morning you MUST say "good morning mr. thiele" bcus it is the "third period culture" and so we all greeted him cordially and then i said
"WANNA HEAR A JOKE? :D"
and he said
"NO."
ouch. shot dowwwn :((
first period, we watched the inaugaration !!
how exciting.
lots of yb work to do do do do
we watched mamma mia on sunday and now i know why deniz loves that song so much (lay your love on me) ahahaha it's CUTE
man what a life
you can't be unhappy in greece O_O
let's go there!
CHINESE HOMEWORK IS VAGUE AND AMBIGUOUS sigh
here is what i have to do
STATS chapter 9 hw (three sections...)
YEARBOOK meeting tomorow with the editors, think about the agenda....
COMEDIES must finish ACT I which is beastlyy :( of taming of the shrew
MANDO study for quiz and confirm answersss with maitai
PSYCH read up on emotions and plan with kevo what we're gonna do
APES study energy and make that dang study guide
WOOOWOWOOWOW second semester rocksss -___-
AHAHA just kidding, it totally does! i feel soooo liberated...................
and lazy.
SHOOT I REALLY WANT SALAMI
i hope megan gets my email about the new guestpass BY TOMOROWW DD:
i am so rambling right now.
GOOD NIGHT!
MUCHLOVE <3 :) ehe
20090117
LOVEBUG
friday was such a loong day
and it felt like everyone was on edge and cranky :/
the nichol's memorial was really sad :( i cried.
photographing it was really hard.
hrmm after that, deniz erica and i went to chipotle (i had never been there before O_O)
it was gooood :9
we went late to the jazz concert and sat there for like 20 minutes before we realized that high school didn't even start until after the intermission -_-
ERIN LEE CALLED ME UGLY T_T sigh. BUT i'm def cuter than anthony, :D
she said we should be a couple and she could live with us AHAHA no -_-
DER DER
iloveher though she's soo cuteee
jazz band sounded faaantastic <3 :)
orchestra was long and made me...sleepy
:)
ahaha....
I AM A SECOND SEMESTER SENIOR
i don't really feel that different and everyone is telling me that it's TOTALLY overrated and everything will be just the same
i don't think so, there's def lest pressure to do well
megan promises that we'll have so much fun it'll be underrated :)
i can't wait to seeee herrr next week
i'm supposed to be setting up for winterball right now but i have no ride D:
and i really want yogurtland and cream puffs and i want to go SHOPPING
hafodsfkg!!!
three things i have never told:
1. my school password
2. the yearbook theme
3. my history project ;)
HAHA
shoot, that's some top secret schnitzle.
Now I’m speechless
Over the edge and just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
With this love bug again
and it felt like everyone was on edge and cranky :/
the nichol's memorial was really sad :( i cried.
photographing it was really hard.
hrmm after that, deniz erica and i went to chipotle (i had never been there before O_O)
it was gooood :9
we went late to the jazz concert and sat there for like 20 minutes before we realized that high school didn't even start until after the intermission -_-
ERIN LEE CALLED ME UGLY T_T sigh. BUT i'm def cuter than anthony, :D
she said we should be a couple and she could live with us AHAHA no -_-
DER DER
iloveher though she's soo cuteee
jazz band sounded faaantastic <3 :)
orchestra was long and made me...sleepy
:)
ahaha....
I AM A SECOND SEMESTER SENIOR
i don't really feel that different and everyone is telling me that it's TOTALLY overrated and everything will be just the same
i don't think so, there's def lest pressure to do well
megan promises that we'll have so much fun it'll be underrated :)
i can't wait to seeee herrr next week
i'm supposed to be setting up for winterball right now but i have no ride D:
and i really want yogurtland and cream puffs and i want to go SHOPPING
hafodsfkg!!!
three things i have never told:
1. my school password
2. the yearbook theme
3. my history project ;)
HAHA
shoot, that's some top secret schnitzle.
Now I’m speechless
Over the edge and just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
With this love bug again
20090113
Symmetrical tumors
me: i sleep with my phone, am i going to die from radiation?
rachel: no. you'll just have three-headed children.
BLAHHHHHH
i have to write my final draft for the senior research paper
start and finish the mando project
study for that massive psych test
watch two episodes of PI LI MIT
yahh too much :(
i am looking forward to watching girl, interrupted in class tomorrow.
hrm, i'm hoping we could just skip thursday bcus it sucks :( double stats?? double apsa?? DOUBLE MANDO (PROJ DUE) DOUBLE PSYCH aerirkdj!! test.
and thenn dance D:
FRIDAY: nichol's memorial
jazz concert thing.
FREEDOM, i will be a second semester senior.
THAIKSFJOIJFODKLCJILDJSLI!!!
kevin tagged me as yaminashi T_T i'm so sad :(
also, my wall is awesome, watch eeet.
EDIT:
mr walsh's tarot cards told me i was going to encounter a lot of heartbreak. nate did it for me three times!! and each time, that's one of my biggest fears, dying alone/being alone for extended periods of time O_O
[00:56] steffothehottie: man i feel a massive zit coming
[00:56] denizangel: ok
[00:56] denizangel: hahahahaha
[00:56] denizangel: well
[00:56] denizangel: if you look at it that way,
[00:57] denizangel: you will attract all the negative energy in the universe
[00:57] denizangel: and it will happen
rachel: no. you'll just have three-headed children.
BLAHHHHHH
i have to write my final draft for the senior research paper
start and finish the mando project
study for that massive psych test
watch two episodes of PI LI MIT
yahh too much :(
i am looking forward to watching girl, interrupted in class tomorrow.
hrm, i'm hoping we could just skip thursday bcus it sucks :( double stats?? double apsa?? DOUBLE MANDO (PROJ DUE) DOUBLE PSYCH aerirkdj!! test.
and thenn dance D:
FRIDAY: nichol's memorial
jazz concert thing.
FREEDOM, i will be a second semester senior.
THAIKSFJOIJFODKLCJILDJSLI!!!
kevin tagged me as yaminashi T_T i'm so sad :(
also, my wall is awesome, watch eeet.
EDIT:
mr walsh's tarot cards told me i was going to encounter a lot of heartbreak. nate did it for me three times!! and each time, that's one of my biggest fears, dying alone/being alone for extended periods of time O_O
[00:56] steffothehottie: man i feel a massive zit coming
[00:56] denizangel: ok
[00:56] denizangel: hahahahaha
[00:56] denizangel: well
[00:56] denizangel: if you look at it that way,
[00:57] denizangel: you will attract all the negative energy in the universe
[00:57] denizangel: and it will happen
20090111
What a looong night ...
i had so much fun though :)
6:30 we decided we wanted FROYO but we were gonna be late so we were like :( sadface
7:00 looking for parking
7:10 finally get in and yahhh
9:15 finished dinner bahaha i miss hanging out with all of them :( i never do anymore.
i feel kinda awkward a lot bcus when they invite me places it's always the "guys" and their girlfriends. so what am i? a guy? i'm just the random girl hahahaha -____-
9:30 left SR
9:45 got to henna's
erm yah. kay hahaha
there were like 6 seniors....total? from harker lol
it was fun, really awkward
10:30 decided to leave for tartini
missed it by one minute (they close at 11 T_T)
11:11 drove to in n out
12:05 left in n out
12:30 got to deniz's house to drop off her BURGER hahahaha
12:40 got to seany's house
1:15 left seany's house
sigh sigh slept at 2
very content.
my mom just gave me this strange tea with lemons in it. bcus everyone's getting sick :/
BUT THE WEATHER IS NICE AGAIN :D i kinda want the weather to be nice. so we can go out a lot during second semester, which is in 5 school days :D
DENIZ+GLITTER+PAPER+STRING
:)
ALMOST as cute as mine ;) ehehehe
blahblahblah why isn't first semester over yet??
TODO:
[ ] pray
[ ] 2 math assignments and study for the popquiz we're probably going to have bcus he cancelled on friday
[ ] email some peepo
[ ] 2 ap psych essays
[ ] grade a few ap psych essays
[ ] study for apes and mando
6:30 we decided we wanted FROYO but we were gonna be late so we were like :( sadface
7:00 looking for parking
7:10 finally get in and yahhh
9:15 finished dinner bahaha i miss hanging out with all of them :( i never do anymore.
i feel kinda awkward a lot bcus when they invite me places it's always the "guys" and their girlfriends. so what am i? a guy? i'm just the random girl hahahaha -____-
9:30 left SR
9:45 got to henna's
erm yah. kay hahaha
there were like 6 seniors....total? from harker lol
it was fun, really awkward
10:30 decided to leave for tartini
missed it by one minute (they close at 11 T_T)
11:11 drove to in n out
12:05 left in n out
12:30 got to deniz's house to drop off her BURGER hahahaha
12:40 got to seany's house
1:15 left seany's house
sigh sigh slept at 2
very content.
my mom just gave me this strange tea with lemons in it. bcus everyone's getting sick :/
BUT THE WEATHER IS NICE AGAIN :D i kinda want the weather to be nice. so we can go out a lot during second semester, which is in 5 school days :D
DENIZ+GLITTER+PAPER+STRING
:)
ALMOST as cute as mine ;) ehehehe
blahblahblah why isn't first semester over yet??
TODO:
[ ] pray
[ ] 2 math assignments and study for the popquiz we're probably going to have bcus he cancelled on friday
[ ] email some peepo
[ ] 2 ap psych essays
[ ] grade a few ap psych essays
[ ] study for apes and mando
20090110
GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE
this week was a terrible week.
i hope next week is better.
SHOOT, 2009 isn't looking so good anymore, but i think it'll get better after the next two weeks are over :/
yesterday, mr thiele sang "hate that i love you" for us.
ahahahaa.
i hope tonight is fun.
i hope next week is better.
SHOOT, 2009 isn't looking so good anymore, but i think it'll get better after the next two weeks are over :/
yesterday, mr thiele sang "hate that i love you" for us.
ahahahaa.
i hope tonight is fun.
20090109
Here we go again
siiigh i wish ________ never happened :(
IT WOULD HAVE MADE MY LIFE EASIER
shoot i have three quizzes/tests tomorrow and i'm too distracted to study for them.
!!!
IT WOULD HAVE MADE MY LIFE EASIER
shoot i have three quizzes/tests tomorrow and i'm too distracted to study for them.
!!!
20090105
i'm so whiny
it is true.
bcus it is 10:18 and i have finished my homework for tomorow, i will write my new year's resolutions
1. be happy!
2. go to youthgroup and church hop (ahah) once second semester starts (two weeks!!)
3. get my license (haha....)
4. maintain my first semester grades (these all seem too short term)
5. stop being annoying and whiny
6. care more about what i look like and stop dressing like a bum. haha.
7. be more organized D:
8. stop going on fb so much T_T
9. STOP OVERANALYZING
10. prioritize. correctly.
11. get back in some semblance of shape T_T
12. stop daydreaming during class (....)
13. keep friendships
14. KEEP PROMISES
15. stop missing 11:11PM
16. read more!
17. PRAY MORE T_T
18. travel the world.
19. stop cussing
20. no more procrastination
21. take chances
22. bake tasty treats
23. being more grateful
24. EATING HEALTHIER
25. fall in love. ahaha :) with anything/anyone worthwhile
THAT IS IT FOR NOW :D
i was reading girl, interrupted and it scared me so bad bcus kaysen writes so realistically and it makes me believe that i could be insane myself and not even realize it until one day, i totally lose it O_O she makes the line between insane and sane seem so....thin and slipping into this parallel universe seems so easy
second creepiest book i've read so far (only bcus of it's realistic qualities), SECOND TO YELLOW WALLPAPER (definitely hard to beat)
this class was so worth taking.
although i really dreaded today, it wasn't too bad.
lol mr walsh got a new blazer or something
....
sigh harry heehoon kim is being nice to me
something is very very wrong.
why are the freshmen only a year younger than me. why are the sophomores the same age as me. blaaarg!
i'm hardly more mature T_T hahaha!
i will now tell you of my nailpolish predicament
i went to target with deniz today and painted my nail pink, just my thumb nail
and now i really like the color and i only have my thumb done -___- how LAME sigh
MAYDONI IS SO PRETTY
right now, my computer is broked and i really need sound to listen to:
snsd's HOW GEEE mai told me it was cute and catchy D: i waaaant
pi li mit ep 9!!
GOSSIP GIRL OMGAHH SO MANY SUGGESTIVE FB STATUSES T_T
okay the end, good day to you all!
bcus it is 10:18 and i have finished my homework for tomorow, i will write my new year's resolutions
1. be happy!
2. go to youthgroup and church hop (ahah) once second semester starts (two weeks!!)
3. get my license (haha....)
4. maintain my first semester grades (these all seem too short term)
5. stop being annoying and whiny
6. care more about what i look like and stop dressing like a bum. haha.
7. be more organized D:
8. stop going on fb so much T_T
9. STOP OVERANALYZING
10. prioritize. correctly.
11. get back in some semblance of shape T_T
12. stop daydreaming during class (....)
13. keep friendships
14. KEEP PROMISES
15. stop missing 11:11PM
16. read more!
17. PRAY MORE T_T
18. travel the world.
19. stop cussing
20. no more procrastination
21. take chances
22. bake tasty treats
23. being more grateful
24. EATING HEALTHIER
25. fall in love. ahaha :) with anything/anyone worthwhile
THAT IS IT FOR NOW :D
i was reading girl, interrupted and it scared me so bad bcus kaysen writes so realistically and it makes me believe that i could be insane myself and not even realize it until one day, i totally lose it O_O she makes the line between insane and sane seem so....thin and slipping into this parallel universe seems so easy
second creepiest book i've read so far (only bcus of it's realistic qualities), SECOND TO YELLOW WALLPAPER (definitely hard to beat)
this class was so worth taking.
although i really dreaded today, it wasn't too bad.
lol mr walsh got a new blazer or something
....
sigh harry heehoon kim is being nice to me
something is very very wrong.
why are the freshmen only a year younger than me. why are the sophomores the same age as me. blaaarg!
i'm hardly more mature T_T hahaha!
i will now tell you of my nailpolish predicament
i went to target with deniz today and painted my nail pink, just my thumb nail
and now i really like the color and i only have my thumb done -___- how LAME sigh
MAYDONI IS SO PRETTY
right now, my computer is broked and i really need sound to listen to:
snsd's HOW GEEE mai told me it was cute and catchy D: i waaaant
pi li mit ep 9!!
GOSSIP GIRL OMGAHH SO MANY SUGGESTIVE FB STATUSES T_T
okay the end, good day to you all!
20090104
se7en's love
listen to it, good song.
I AM CONFUSED/CONFLICTED
sigh
EDIT:
HOMFG, STATS QUIZ, APES LAB, MADNESS IN LIT RESEARCH PAPER, PSYCH EC, MANDO TEST??
dearest underclassmen, having no finals is NOT ALL THAT
sigh, we got so much hw bcus they feel like we have soo much time bcus we have no finals. WRONG. the whole point was to have more time for apps, was it not? sigh :(
1. i feel like i will die before second semester, thus never reaching the promised land
2. ________ (secret)
EDIT2:
jay is a baller. wo bu pei is an awesome song. that girl is so pretty.
the more i think about my work, the more i want to sleep. senioritis at its finest.
i think. i'm. going. to. ....
AUGHHHH!!!! SO FRUSTRATED
i think i broke my brain.
I AM CONFUSED/CONFLICTED
sigh
EDIT:
HOMFG, STATS QUIZ, APES LAB, MADNESS IN LIT RESEARCH PAPER, PSYCH EC, MANDO TEST??
dearest underclassmen, having no finals is NOT ALL THAT
sigh, we got so much hw bcus they feel like we have soo much time bcus we have no finals. WRONG. the whole point was to have more time for apps, was it not? sigh :(
1. i feel like i will die before second semester, thus never reaching the promised land
2. ________ (secret)
EDIT2:
jay is a baller. wo bu pei is an awesome song. that girl is so pretty.
the more i think about my work, the more i want to sleep. senioritis at its finest.
i think. i'm. going. to. ....
AUGHHHH!!!! SO FRUSTRATED
i think i broke my brain.
20090103
BLARGLEFISH
sigh my computer is dead T_T it got infected with this SUPER VIRUS and yeah. it sucks. so now i have to wait till tomorrow for my cousin to come fix it.
BUT BESIDES THAT
day 3 of 2009, SO FAR SO GOOD.
hohumm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WON HEE LEE :)
movies yesterday, the first time i've gone since....the mummy 3 (august)-___- which i saw in HK. and the third day in a row for him (LOSER)
benjamin button was really good, kinda sad, and really deep
too deep for me to understand, i suppose
besides yesterday, i haven't gone out AT ALL.
oh i bought fugly shoes the other day on purpose
beard papa's was closed yesterday :(
right now i'm being sad bcus i can't watch PI LI MIT bcus the computer i'm using right now has NO SOUND like wtfxors T_T sigh
so i'm listening to old jay cds that danyo burned me hahahaha on my retro cd player
the cd says "i saved the best for last" and the last song is houki boshi by younha -_____- ahaha!
i'm also trying to write a research paper on the increase in diagnoses of mental illnesses in women and it SUCKS
i also want to eat a BLT
and wondering if my cousin is going to come soon.
this computer sucks, it stopped loading photos momentarily so i couldn't see FAHRENHEIT and DBSK TOGETHER so epik. but now i can and it's sort of awkward.
I LOVE ARRON now hahaha after pi li mit, almost as much as jiro. but jiro's just dumb, that's why he's so loveable. i hope he gets with guigui soonnn teehee :P
[13:13] x swirly whirl x: lul i hope something awesome happens in pi li mit
[13:13] steffothehottie: LOL STFU I HATE YOUUUU
[13:13] x swirly whirl x: so i can be like EHEHEHEHEHE :B
[13:13] x swirly whirl x: AND YOU'LL HAVE NO IDEAAAA
she is so cruel.
BUT BESIDES THAT
day 3 of 2009, SO FAR SO GOOD.
hohumm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WON HEE LEE :)
movies yesterday, the first time i've gone since....the mummy 3 (august)-___- which i saw in HK. and the third day in a row for him (LOSER)
benjamin button was really good, kinda sad, and really deep
too deep for me to understand, i suppose
besides yesterday, i haven't gone out AT ALL.
oh i bought fugly shoes the other day on purpose
beard papa's was closed yesterday :(
right now i'm being sad bcus i can't watch PI LI MIT bcus the computer i'm using right now has NO SOUND like wtfxors T_T sigh
so i'm listening to old jay cds that danyo burned me hahahaha on my retro cd player
the cd says "i saved the best for last" and the last song is houki boshi by younha -_____- ahaha!
i'm also trying to write a research paper on the increase in diagnoses of mental illnesses in women and it SUCKS
i also want to eat a BLT
and wondering if my cousin is going to come soon.
this computer sucks, it stopped loading photos momentarily so i couldn't see FAHRENHEIT and DBSK TOGETHER so epik. but now i can and it's sort of awkward.
I LOVE ARRON now hahaha after pi li mit, almost as much as jiro. but jiro's just dumb, that's why he's so loveable. i hope he gets with guigui soonnn teehee :P
[13:13] x swirly whirl x: lul i hope something awesome happens in pi li mit
[13:13] steffothehottie: LOL STFU I HATE YOUUUU
[13:13] x swirly whirl x: so i can be like EHEHEHEHEHE :B
[13:13] x swirly whirl x: AND YOU'LL HAVE NO IDEAAAA
she is so cruel.
20090101
Hello 2009
FINALLY,
2008 is over (and good riddance. kind of.)
it was arguably the best year of highschool for some odd reason although we all battled through the second half of the crappiest year (junior year) and the first half of supposedly the best (definitely worse than junior year)
but! we got through it
i'm not gonna lie, it was pretty painful. but it also had its ups and i'd say...it was the biggest year for growth.
in 2008...i am thankful for:
second semester junior year, excel, baseball games+afterschool, yearbook, dance production, yogurtland runs, the class of 08, spirit week, junior prom, europe, hongkong china, homecoming, the class of 09, senior year :)
mmmm so much 09 pride :) makes me heipii
i couldn't ask for a better class, it's our year!
new years eve was good, with the friends i've had since forever. yogurtland, tropic thunder hahaha
brian says that the way we spend new years is the way we spend the rest of the year so i'm pretty sure i'm set :P surrounded by friends family and completely happy.
are we ready, 2009? most definitely!
2008 is over (and good riddance. kind of.)
it was arguably the best year of highschool for some odd reason although we all battled through the second half of the crappiest year (junior year) and the first half of supposedly the best (definitely worse than junior year)
but! we got through it
i'm not gonna lie, it was pretty painful. but it also had its ups and i'd say...it was the biggest year for growth.
in 2008...i am thankful for:
second semester junior year, excel, baseball games+afterschool, yearbook, dance production, yogurtland runs, the class of 08, spirit week, junior prom, europe, hongkong china, homecoming, the class of 09, senior year :)
mmmm so much 09 pride :) makes me heipii
i couldn't ask for a better class, it's our year!
new years eve was good, with the friends i've had since forever. yogurtland, tropic thunder hahaha
brian says that the way we spend new years is the way we spend the rest of the year so i'm pretty sure i'm set :P surrounded by friends family and completely happy.
are we ready, 2009? most definitely!
20081231
105 Secrets
i was tagged by kevin and i kinda like filling these out just to see how much i've changed in a year.
1. real name – stephanie j g
2. birthday - march 19, 1992
3. single or taken - Single
4. tall or short – short
5. male or female - female
6. elementary - rms
7. middle - h___r
8. high school- h___r
9. eye color - brown
10. hair color- black
15. are you a health freak - usually
17. do you have a crush on someone – hahahahaa
18. do you think highly of your self –barely ever
19. piercings – ears
20. tattoos – nope
21. righty or lefty - righty
FIRSTS:
22. first surgery - none
23. first piercings – ears
24. first best friend - bryan yu
25. first word - not sure....
26. first sport - tennis!
27. first pet – dog
28. first vacation - sydney? hahaha
30. first crush – lol bryan yu :P
CURRENTLY:
49. eating – nothing
51. i'm about to - ....eat?
52. listening to – metro staton
53. waiting for – tonight!
54. wearing – jeans and a sweatshirt
55. want kids - 3!
56. want to get married - definitely :)
67. careers in mind – hahaahah
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
68. lips or eyes - eyes
69. hugs or kisses - both :P
70. shorter or taller - taller
71. tan skinned or light- i don't care? haha
72. romantic or spontaneous - BOTH
73. dark or light hair - dark
74. muscular or normal - ...fit?
75. hook-up or relationship - RELATIONSHIP
HAVE YOU EVER:
77. kissed a stranger - pAHAHAH NO
80. got sick from eating - nope
81. went to Rehab?- nope
82. broken someones heart - hahaaha
83. turned someone down - yeah
84. liked a friend as more than a friend - mhmm
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. yourself - sometimes
87. miracles - definitely
90. sex on the first date -definitely NOT
91. angels/ghosts? - yep!
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
92. is there one or more people you want to be with right now? yeahh :(
93. if you could get back together with an ex, would you? lol no hahaaha
94. are you cool? the coolest.
LAST:
96. recieved call - mom
97. call made - mom....HAHA
98. wall post on facebook - henry chung!
99. missed call - won hee
101. you hugged- kathy
104. you slapped – my dad hahaha....
105. said i love you to - ehh simi?
THE END! :)
1. real name – stephanie j g
2. birthday - march 19, 1992
3. single or taken - Single
4. tall or short – short
5. male or female - female
6. elementary - rms
7. middle - h___r
8. high school- h___r
9. eye color - brown
10. hair color- black
15. are you a health freak - usually
17. do you have a crush on someone – hahahahaa
18. do you think highly of your self –barely ever
19. piercings – ears
20. tattoos – nope
21. righty or lefty - righty
FIRSTS:
22. first surgery - none
23. first piercings – ears
24. first best friend - bryan yu
25. first word - not sure....
26. first sport - tennis!
27. first pet – dog
28. first vacation - sydney? hahaha
30. first crush – lol bryan yu :P
CURRENTLY:
49. eating – nothing
51. i'm about to - ....eat?
52. listening to – metro staton
53. waiting for – tonight!
54. wearing – jeans and a sweatshirt
55. want kids - 3!
56. want to get married - definitely :)
67. careers in mind – hahaahah
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
68. lips or eyes - eyes
69. hugs or kisses - both :P
70. shorter or taller - taller
71. tan skinned or light- i don't care? haha
72. romantic or spontaneous - BOTH
73. dark or light hair - dark
74. muscular or normal - ...fit?
75. hook-up or relationship - RELATIONSHIP
HAVE YOU EVER:
77. kissed a stranger - pAHAHAH NO
80. got sick from eating - nope
81. went to Rehab?- nope
82. broken someones heart - hahaaha
83. turned someone down - yeah
84. liked a friend as more than a friend - mhmm
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. yourself - sometimes
87. miracles - definitely
90. sex on the first date -definitely NOT
91. angels/ghosts? - yep!
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
92. is there one or more people you want to be with right now? yeahh :(
93. if you could get back together with an ex, would you? lol no hahaaha
94. are you cool? the coolest.
LAST:
96. recieved call - mom
97. call made - mom....HAHA
98. wall post on facebook - henry chung!
99. missed call - won hee
101. you hugged- kathy
104. you slapped – my dad hahaha....
105. said i love you to - ehh simi?
THE END! :)
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