that our school is hated for petty reasons.
But then again, I'm Christian, Chinese, and I went to Harker High, so I should be used to being hated for no reason.
Fight on USC! :)
20090919
20090913
oh hay
mmmm the rest of the week was relatively uneventful except i went to see one of my lit teachers to discuss my paper and it finally felt like i was doing something contributing to my grade haha -_- in college i'm never sure what counts and what doesn't D:
friday: we did a lot of homework and hung around and then helena and i departed from prb3203 for IGNITE '09 :)) which was basically an intervarsity conference down in irvine so we drove through some heavy traffic and arrived a little before 6PM
we had session 1 and some campus time and lots and lots of worship :) inside this BEAUTIFUL sanctuary with a massive stained glass window. photos on fb :)
then we challenged UCLA to an eating contest which should have theoretically been super easy for them seeing as they brought around 40 people and we had like
...15
but they chickened out D: PSH sirry bruins -_-
anyway they wanted to reschedule and we were like oh hay no. bcus we had a football game to go home too so we drove to where we would be sleeping and dropped our stuff out and went to guppies which is AMAZING
we had this MASSIVE shaved ice in which the bowl was like 5 times the size of my head and some brick toast which has to be the most amazing thing invented. so we fellowshipped and talked and ate until like 1AM and finished that massive bowl. the other tables didn't do as pro as we did but :) so content and happy and needing to urinate :D
then we got back and brushed our teeth and got into bed which was on a floor :( the guys got couches!!!
saturday: woke up sooo early D: and sore haha
also woke up to ben lui's fb update of "GAMEDAY BEAT THE BUCKEYES" so that was nice. got to the main church kind of late so we had to wait for breakfast
session 2 was really really useful for me, i think.
by the time the seminars came around, jeff and i were totally sleeping -_- heh.
so tired!! so we chugged the coffee before our last campus time and session 3.
worship :)
and thenn
RACING HOME TO THE BLUE HOUSE FOR SOME FOOTBALL :D
haha we listened to it on the radio. we had scored a touchdown by worship time and were tied when we left the church. then we all had to pee and ben got angry bcus he was missing the game -_- so we listened to it on the radio and i fell asleep so when we got back to the blue house after ridiculous highway 5 traffic, it was 10-10 and the blue house was very nervous O_O
but bacon hotdogs helped with that, i had three
........
anyway, MOST INTENSE GAME EVER i was about to cry from nerves hahaha but we won yeee trojans <3 teehee :)
then we walked home and did homework.
sunday: church!! the message was shooper interesting today and JUSTIS KAO led worship YES he's like famous!! he's on itunes, check ittt
anyway, i'm glad they talked about this today, it was something i was thinking about after the workshop i attended on saturday (post-modern apologetics) so yahh
then we had pho.
sigh -_- third sunday of pho in a ROW for me blehh
i think i gained 1/3 of the freshman 15 this week D:
meeting alex for dinner soon :))
tata.
friday: we did a lot of homework and hung around and then helena and i departed from prb3203 for IGNITE '09 :)) which was basically an intervarsity conference down in irvine so we drove through some heavy traffic and arrived a little before 6PM
we had session 1 and some campus time and lots and lots of worship :) inside this BEAUTIFUL sanctuary with a massive stained glass window. photos on fb :)
then we challenged UCLA to an eating contest which should have theoretically been super easy for them seeing as they brought around 40 people and we had like
...15
but they chickened out D: PSH sirry bruins -_-
anyway they wanted to reschedule and we were like oh hay no. bcus we had a football game to go home too so we drove to where we would be sleeping and dropped our stuff out and went to guppies which is AMAZING
we had this MASSIVE shaved ice in which the bowl was like 5 times the size of my head and some brick toast which has to be the most amazing thing invented. so we fellowshipped and talked and ate until like 1AM and finished that massive bowl. the other tables didn't do as pro as we did but :) so content and happy and needing to urinate :D
then we got back and brushed our teeth and got into bed which was on a floor :( the guys got couches!!!
saturday: woke up sooo early D: and sore haha
also woke up to ben lui's fb update of "GAMEDAY BEAT THE BUCKEYES" so that was nice. got to the main church kind of late so we had to wait for breakfast
session 2 was really really useful for me, i think.
by the time the seminars came around, jeff and i were totally sleeping -_- heh.
so tired!! so we chugged the coffee before our last campus time and session 3.
worship :)
and thenn
RACING HOME TO THE BLUE HOUSE FOR SOME FOOTBALL :D
haha we listened to it on the radio. we had scored a touchdown by worship time and were tied when we left the church. then we all had to pee and ben got angry bcus he was missing the game -_- so we listened to it on the radio and i fell asleep so when we got back to the blue house after ridiculous highway 5 traffic, it was 10-10 and the blue house was very nervous O_O
but bacon hotdogs helped with that, i had three
........
anyway, MOST INTENSE GAME EVER i was about to cry from nerves hahaha but we won yeee trojans <3 teehee :)
then we walked home and did homework.
sunday: church!! the message was shooper interesting today and JUSTIS KAO led worship YES he's like famous!! he's on itunes, check ittt
anyway, i'm glad they talked about this today, it was something i was thinking about after the workshop i attended on saturday (post-modern apologetics) so yahh
then we had pho.
sigh -_- third sunday of pho in a ROW for me blehh
i think i gained 1/3 of the freshman 15 this week D:
meeting alex for dinner soon :))
tata.
20090909
Gentlemen Don't
1. on monday, i promised helena i would go with her to rite aid to get her meds so that was quite an adventure. actually, not really but i did take LA public transport all by mahself :) and i am quite proud of myself :P we ended up not being able to get the medicine because her insurance office was closed and the price was 300 dollars anyway O_O for such a minor treatment so we bought some facewash, hairties, and slippers instead.
ever since college started, not that i'm hard on money or anything, but i find myself questioning "do i really need this?"
and i feel guilty spending money. unless it's my dining dollars bcus i have entirely too many of those T_T
meh stayed up finishing my paper :(
2. tuesday was my hard classes day but it went by relatively quickly. jour190 was not very pleasant but whatever, 12 more classes, fight on! i can dooo it.
bible study was fun :) it was application week so me and matt and john went to see matt's RA jana. i dunno why matt lives on the jewish muslim floor but whatever! she was very cool and i learned a lot about california history and jewish culture so :P
3. today was excellent just bcus i slept in until 11. we went to bed relatively late and talked really late but my first class was at 12 :) it went by entirely too slowly and i was totally zoning out but i did well on the surprise reaction paper which was on today's lecture so :P after that...did some homework and ate a lot of junk food.
ben came to visit so we talked for a long while and then mai came home so we went to dinner. now she's at her audition and i'm supposed to be doing my hw.
that text made my day :) teehee
i'm wearing really fobby earrings today. :D D:
20090907
Camels and Midgets!
these past like 6 days have been crazy!!
thursday:
SPLASHDOWN :) was a success, i think :) i met a ton of people and had a lot of fun sliding down two huge slip n' slides that we set up on mccarthy quad and a lot of people came which made me proud :) bcus i told them about it!
andd i love my suitemates :) heh.
i woke up the next day SUPER sore and with bruised knees but SO worth it.
than mai's cousin took us to diddy reise in westwood :) and we had some sushi. hahaah wow UCLA's area is so much nicer O_O but there's something endearing about the ghetto around USC and i say that in the most serious way. i think it's because of all the signs and posters and spray ons of the fight on symbol and "welcome back Trojans" all the laundromats and bike stores and rundown shops put up. it makes me feel loved! :)
friday:
woke up sorta late and mai's cousin took us to boiling crab!! heh that was really fun/REALLY TASTYY then later than night we went to poker night with TCF and helena got stung by a bee O_O wtf. yah but it was a lot of fun playing taboo but we had to leave bcus we were meeting rowland to hang outtt
which ended up being super disappointing since we couldn't get our guy friends in without paying a very handsome sum O_O oh well. the night was young. mai and i ended up going home around 1 and eating foods whilst talking and everyone else came home around 3 and we all stayed up to chat.
saturday:
GAME DAYYYYY woke up SOO early to meet with TCF at Tommy trojan and begin our long wait in the sun. at this point it's like 10AM and we're in the stadium by like 1045 and it is HOT. REALLY HOT. we had amazing seats though and the game was SUPER fun ofaedsjfofijfodi trojans <3 the halftime performance was sick too :D
so yes. the game ended around 3 something so that was a good 6-7 hours in the sun and i was VERY VERY burnt :(( sadface
it hurt to scrunch my nose or wink my right eye but so worth staying the whole game
yeee the mighty trojans defeat the spartans 56-3 :D
then i stayed in and tried to do hw before going out for some victory parties :D yeaah we were preparing to go to a dance party when these guys told us to come by the ATO house and check out the monkeys and waterslide and we were like YEE MONKEYS so they told us to follow the spotlight and we did but the party DIDN'T HAVE MONKEYS :( but they DID have a freaking CAMEL and MIDGETS O_O one wore a pimp suit with dollar signs all over it. anyway there was no dancing :(
yet it was still fun but we left when some people needed to go home and the camel started stanking D:
sunday:
church! and pho afterward :) made some new friends :P then came home and did homework. i feel like i'm suffering memory loss, i can hardly remember what i did last night hahaha
anyway. must write paper tonight D:
on this ridiculous book.
NO PLAYING UNTIL THURSDAY NIGHT, PROMISINGGGG
bleh.
i love college!
thursday:
SPLASHDOWN :) was a success, i think :) i met a ton of people and had a lot of fun sliding down two huge slip n' slides that we set up on mccarthy quad and a lot of people came which made me proud :) bcus i told them about it!
andd i love my suitemates :) heh.
i woke up the next day SUPER sore and with bruised knees but SO worth it.
than mai's cousin took us to diddy reise in westwood :) and we had some sushi. hahaah wow UCLA's area is so much nicer O_O but there's something endearing about the ghetto around USC and i say that in the most serious way. i think it's because of all the signs and posters and spray ons of the fight on symbol and "welcome back Trojans" all the laundromats and bike stores and rundown shops put up. it makes me feel loved! :)
friday:
woke up sorta late and mai's cousin took us to boiling crab!! heh that was really fun/REALLY TASTYY then later than night we went to poker night with TCF and helena got stung by a bee O_O wtf. yah but it was a lot of fun playing taboo but we had to leave bcus we were meeting rowland to hang outtt
which ended up being super disappointing since we couldn't get our guy friends in without paying a very handsome sum O_O oh well. the night was young. mai and i ended up going home around 1 and eating foods whilst talking and everyone else came home around 3 and we all stayed up to chat.
saturday:
GAME DAYYYYY woke up SOO early to meet with TCF at Tommy trojan and begin our long wait in the sun. at this point it's like 10AM and we're in the stadium by like 1045 and it is HOT. REALLY HOT. we had amazing seats though and the game was SUPER fun ofaedsjfofijfodi trojans <3 the halftime performance was sick too :D
so yes. the game ended around 3 something so that was a good 6-7 hours in the sun and i was VERY VERY burnt :(( sadface
it hurt to scrunch my nose or wink my right eye but so worth staying the whole game
yeee the mighty trojans defeat the spartans 56-3 :D
then i stayed in and tried to do hw before going out for some victory parties :D yeaah we were preparing to go to a dance party when these guys told us to come by the ATO house and check out the monkeys and waterslide and we were like YEE MONKEYS so they told us to follow the spotlight and we did but the party DIDN'T HAVE MONKEYS :( but they DID have a freaking CAMEL and MIDGETS O_O one wore a pimp suit with dollar signs all over it. anyway there was no dancing :(
yet it was still fun but we left when some people needed to go home and the camel started stanking D:
sunday:
church! and pho afterward :) made some new friends :P then came home and did homework. i feel like i'm suffering memory loss, i can hardly remember what i did last night hahaha
anyway. must write paper tonight D:
on this ridiculous book.
NO PLAYING UNTIL THURSDAY NIGHT, PROMISINGGGG
bleh.
i love college!
20090902
HOTHOT
so when i last left you readers,
i was waiting for my clothes to dry
so mai and i went to the elevator and it's around 1AM right now and the elevator slides open and in comes ____'s crush heh and he was like "OH HARRO" (he's from china) and we were like "oh heyyy" and then it was really awkward so i decided to introduce myself since it was like 3 floors to go and so we got to talking and he like told us he had no more underwear to wear so that's why he's doing laundry at 1AM -____-
laaawl.
so yah then mai and i went to take out our clothes and the dryers are like 50000 degrees hotter here, i SWEAR. i think my clothes all shrunk -_- i flung my towel at mai and she shrieked in pain. just kidding. kind of.
anyway we watched some informercials whilst we waited for our last things to be done.
yesterday's bible study was fun :) and i'm suuper looking forward to splash down tomorrow :))
andd i think i solved my hc dilemma almost :D yeee
FIRST FBALL GAME OF THE SEASON ON FRIIIIDAY
FIGHT ON :)
i was waiting for my clothes to dry
so mai and i went to the elevator and it's around 1AM right now and the elevator slides open and in comes ____'s crush heh and he was like "OH HARRO" (he's from china) and we were like "oh heyyy" and then it was really awkward so i decided to introduce myself since it was like 3 floors to go and so we got to talking and he like told us he had no more underwear to wear so that's why he's doing laundry at 1AM -____-
laaawl.
so yah then mai and i went to take out our clothes and the dryers are like 50000 degrees hotter here, i SWEAR. i think my clothes all shrunk -_- i flung my towel at mai and she shrieked in pain. just kidding. kind of.
anyway we watched some informercials whilst we waited for our last things to be done.
yesterday's bible study was fun :) and i'm suuper looking forward to splash down tomorrow :))
andd i think i solved my hc dilemma almost :D yeee
FIRST FBALL GAME OF THE SEASON ON FRIIIIDAY
FIGHT ON :)
20090901
"Show You"
HAI GUYS :) it's been a while!!
1. so i went to the testing bureau after the last post i posted and i found out i placed out of a foreign language requirement for chinese!!! who woulda known ;) anyway, that was exciting EXCEPT that i did not expect to place so high and therefore none of the chinese 4 or higher classes could fit my schedule so i'm not taking chinese this semester :(
2. then i went to the annenberg county fair with rachael and didn't score as many free things as i would have liked but i did get a super cute annenberg t shirt for free :)) anyway, they also had amazing little donuts there blehh MMM fried doughy goodness.
3. the welcome back dance was also friday night and it was a "foam party" and ridiculous to say the least. no to getting wet and seeing swimsuit-clad foamy people grinding up on each other but breana mai and i basically started the partaaay so it was fun :) then we went back and played chill ice breakers with our RA ;) and some other people on our floor.
4. geez it's been too long to remember what we did but we went to this welcome back carnival and i got super lucky and won two prizes, one from skullcandy :) and we had some pinky's? hotdogs which are apparently a big deal in LA/Socal so yahh and had a little harker reunion over early dinner :D
the concert was afterwards and mai stanley and i watched down down down, as tall as lions, and stayed for one cold war kids song. then we went home bcus we were tireedddd
5. SUNDAY! i got to go to church and meet tons of cool people like ben through emily. he took us to evergreen baptist church and i was like yeaaaahhh for getting off campus :B hahaha
the service was interesting and VERY different so i was like mehhh (this weeks was way better) and we had some shaved ice before we headed back for the christian fair where i picked up some info on some on-campus fellowships.
6. then i met with mai and deej and julia at tommy trojan to take part in a scavanger hunt. we literally ran around for like an hour searching buildings that fulfilled our ten riddles and took cute polaroid photos in front of them and we came in...8th place T_T but it was super fun :)
7. CLASSES STARTED!! the first day was awesome bcus i had a total of 45 minutes of class for 4 hours of lectures so yah :) and then we just chilled the rest of the day and had fun :) but then tuesday is like my killer 6.5 hour day but i did get my schedule straightened out FINALLYYY so this is how it looks:
Mondays: Comm from 12-120
Tuesdays: Dream of the Red Chamber, East Asian Humanities, and Asian American Lit from 930-2, Jour190 from 4-6
Wednesdays: East Asian Humanities from 9-950, Comm from 12-120
Thuresdays: Dream of the Red Chamber, East Asian Humanities, and Asian American Lit from 930-2
Friday: NOOOONE :))))
8. i really enjoy most of my classes and i so didn't know my comm class would be literally 50% sorority girls but that's aite...i had fun this week :) tuesday, i went to IV/TCF parkside fellowship led by cauchy and ben!! and played fun ice breakers and met a lot of cool people :) but i was exhausted afterward. then i went to overflow with TCF on thursday and met more people! i really like intervarsity but i feel biased since i know some people in it....yet i felt like i connected with them the most so i think i'm sticking with them :D
everyone should come out for splash down on thursday!!
9. most of the time i'm not at class i've been chilling with people and hanging out :) we watched koizora last night in our room until like 1AM and breana and stanley laughed at it all the way till the end -___- HAHA desecrating my fav japanese movie D:!
10. friday, we met rowland and his cool sophomore friends (which included isaaac!) and we took the bus to ktown where we bought some food and returned to his apartment. he made us really good dinner and we hung out there for like 5 hours and walked back home at 1130. then we stayed up till 3 talking and eating spicy korean food which resulted in 3 bad dreams that night :( saaadface! never again....no spicay food fo me :(
11. sunday was really fun :D heh. we went to church and then to pho afterward and the service was great :) the music was AMAZING, the singer had a great voice and killed at the piano and i didn't get to meet him although he was like 5 feet away. then i found out he's on itunes and won some award in 2003 for best male singer/songwriter of LA O_O
listen to "show you" by justis kao. and yes that's his real name :) sooo amazing!
he apparently doesn't usually sing his own songs but i'm glad he made this exception this sunday :D
the pho was real good and i really got to know a lot of fellow freshmen in TCF so i had a lot of fun. then we just hung out in my room not doing much/hw until like 6 and we ate dinner.
not much serious partying yet or serious studying :P so it's been pretty chill in college so far
i'm doing my first laundry EVER and overcoming my paranoia of people stealing my underwear by NOT babysitting the dryer right now. also bcus it's 1AM and most people don't get up to steal underwear at 1AM.
:) i'm so happy teeeheee
but i miss home :( sigh @ harker for having the same HC as USC D:
and i finally know what it's like to be a "poor college kid" ssssigh
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE <3 :)
1. so i went to the testing bureau after the last post i posted and i found out i placed out of a foreign language requirement for chinese!!! who woulda known ;) anyway, that was exciting EXCEPT that i did not expect to place so high and therefore none of the chinese 4 or higher classes could fit my schedule so i'm not taking chinese this semester :(
2. then i went to the annenberg county fair with rachael and didn't score as many free things as i would have liked but i did get a super cute annenberg t shirt for free :)) anyway, they also had amazing little donuts there blehh MMM fried doughy goodness.
3. the welcome back dance was also friday night and it was a "foam party" and ridiculous to say the least. no to getting wet and seeing swimsuit-clad foamy people grinding up on each other but breana mai and i basically started the partaaay so it was fun :) then we went back and played chill ice breakers with our RA ;) and some other people on our floor.
4. geez it's been too long to remember what we did but we went to this welcome back carnival and i got super lucky and won two prizes, one from skullcandy :) and we had some pinky's? hotdogs which are apparently a big deal in LA/Socal so yahh and had a little harker reunion over early dinner :D
the concert was afterwards and mai stanley and i watched down down down, as tall as lions, and stayed for one cold war kids song. then we went home bcus we were tireedddd
5. SUNDAY! i got to go to church and meet tons of cool people like ben through emily. he took us to evergreen baptist church and i was like yeaaaahhh for getting off campus :B hahaha
the service was interesting and VERY different so i was like mehhh (this weeks was way better) and we had some shaved ice before we headed back for the christian fair where i picked up some info on some on-campus fellowships.
6. then i met with mai and deej and julia at tommy trojan to take part in a scavanger hunt. we literally ran around for like an hour searching buildings that fulfilled our ten riddles and took cute polaroid photos in front of them and we came in...8th place T_T but it was super fun :)
7. CLASSES STARTED!! the first day was awesome bcus i had a total of 45 minutes of class for 4 hours of lectures so yah :) and then we just chilled the rest of the day and had fun :) but then tuesday is like my killer 6.5 hour day but i did get my schedule straightened out FINALLYYY so this is how it looks:
Mondays: Comm from 12-120
Tuesdays: Dream of the Red Chamber, East Asian Humanities, and Asian American Lit from 930-2, Jour190 from 4-6
Wednesdays: East Asian Humanities from 9-950, Comm from 12-120
Thuresdays: Dream of the Red Chamber, East Asian Humanities, and Asian American Lit from 930-2
Friday: NOOOONE :))))
8. i really enjoy most of my classes and i so didn't know my comm class would be literally 50% sorority girls but that's aite...i had fun this week :) tuesday, i went to IV/TCF parkside fellowship led by cauchy and ben!! and played fun ice breakers and met a lot of cool people :) but i was exhausted afterward. then i went to overflow with TCF on thursday and met more people! i really like intervarsity but i feel biased since i know some people in it....yet i felt like i connected with them the most so i think i'm sticking with them :D
everyone should come out for splash down on thursday!!
9. most of the time i'm not at class i've been chilling with people and hanging out :) we watched koizora last night in our room until like 1AM and breana and stanley laughed at it all the way till the end -___- HAHA desecrating my fav japanese movie D:!
10. friday, we met rowland and his cool sophomore friends (which included isaaac!) and we took the bus to ktown where we bought some food and returned to his apartment. he made us really good dinner and we hung out there for like 5 hours and walked back home at 1130. then we stayed up till 3 talking and eating spicy korean food which resulted in 3 bad dreams that night :( saaadface! never again....no spicay food fo me :(
11. sunday was really fun :D heh. we went to church and then to pho afterward and the service was great :) the music was AMAZING, the singer had a great voice and killed at the piano and i didn't get to meet him although he was like 5 feet away. then i found out he's on itunes and won some award in 2003 for best male singer/songwriter of LA O_O
listen to "show you" by justis kao. and yes that's his real name :) sooo amazing!
he apparently doesn't usually sing his own songs but i'm glad he made this exception this sunday :D
the pho was real good and i really got to know a lot of fellow freshmen in TCF so i had a lot of fun. then we just hung out in my room not doing much/hw until like 6 and we ate dinner.
not much serious partying yet or serious studying :P so it's been pretty chill in college so far
i'm doing my first laundry EVER and overcoming my paranoia of people stealing my underwear by NOT babysitting the dryer right now. also bcus it's 1AM and most people don't get up to steal underwear at 1AM.
:) i'm so happy teeeheee
but i miss home :( sigh @ harker for having the same HC as USC D:
and i finally know what it's like to be a "poor college kid" ssssigh
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE <3 :)
20090821
FIGHT ON
hayy :)
hmm so these past two days i've been suuuper tired but i didn't really do anything strenuous hahaa
(this is going to take so long to type since mai thinks i type too furiously in the mornings.)
wednesday: boarded a delayed plane at 655 and arrived at burbank around 820. cousin got us to USC in 34 minutes despite LA traffic and i was moved in by 1000. then we drove like 9 miles which took 45 minutes -_- to target/staples/costco and loaded up on the food and toiletries and etc. we then drove half an hour to santa monica, about 5 miles away and ate at this really good italian restaurant. i LOVE santa monica it's a cute little beach town like santa cruzz :)
thenn we came back and i really don't remember what we did until the parkside palooza at 7?? anyway yah that was super lame, i was there for the free pizza and the tshirt haha :) but got to talk to alex and meet his friends or whatever.
went to sreep at 1230, they were playing up right outside our building until 1230 very loudly and no one was watching outside -_- parkside palooza fail D:
thursday: woke up suuuper early D: to go to a seminar titled "academic success" haha -_- wut. yah anyway it was surprisingly crowded O_O when i got back, i chilled in my room and went to lunch with some people at the lot. then i had to come back and study for my test -_- which was the most disorganized thing in the WORLD but surprisingly less challenging than i thought. but some questions were like WTF with vocab about like third world countries and technology and stuff -_- anyway we'll see what i get todayyy
then we just chilled and go to to know each other in each others rooms
we went to the dive-in but that was a bust so we watched marching band on the field and met a drunk guy named CONG LAWL he was the best. anyway haha the story is too long so ask me and i'll tell you in person :)
then we went back and our suitemates got locked out :P and we met a lot of people from our floor like the guys next door HAHA anyway.
then i ate ramen at 1AM bcus i was soo hungry :( and i woke up hungry too!! but we went to sleep at like 2AM.
kay that is all, i have to go to the testing bureau soon to check out mah score. :) wish me luuck
hmm so these past two days i've been suuuper tired but i didn't really do anything strenuous hahaa
(this is going to take so long to type since mai thinks i type too furiously in the mornings.)
wednesday: boarded a delayed plane at 655 and arrived at burbank around 820. cousin got us to USC in 34 minutes despite LA traffic and i was moved in by 1000. then we drove like 9 miles which took 45 minutes -_- to target/staples/costco and loaded up on the food and toiletries and etc. we then drove half an hour to santa monica, about 5 miles away and ate at this really good italian restaurant. i LOVE santa monica it's a cute little beach town like santa cruzz :)
thenn we came back and i really don't remember what we did until the parkside palooza at 7?? anyway yah that was super lame, i was there for the free pizza and the tshirt haha :) but got to talk to alex and meet his friends or whatever.
went to sreep at 1230, they were playing up right outside our building until 1230 very loudly and no one was watching outside -_- parkside palooza fail D:
thursday: woke up suuuper early D: to go to a seminar titled "academic success" haha -_- wut. yah anyway it was surprisingly crowded O_O when i got back, i chilled in my room and went to lunch with some people at the lot. then i had to come back and study for my test -_- which was the most disorganized thing in the WORLD but surprisingly less challenging than i thought. but some questions were like WTF with vocab about like third world countries and technology and stuff -_- anyway we'll see what i get todayyy
then we just chilled and go to to know each other in each others rooms
we went to the dive-in but that was a bust so we watched marching band on the field and met a drunk guy named CONG LAWL he was the best. anyway haha the story is too long so ask me and i'll tell you in person :)
then we went back and our suitemates got locked out :P and we met a lot of people from our floor like the guys next door HAHA anyway.
then i ate ramen at 1AM bcus i was soo hungry :( and i woke up hungry too!! but we went to sleep at like 2AM.
kay that is all, i have to go to the testing bureau soon to check out mah score. :) wish me luuck
20090819
in 6 hours
i will be boarding a plane destined for LA.
my mom bought me a manual powered flashlight that functions as an FM radio, a red light, a cell phone charger, and a siren. i'm ready for USC. lawl
i am sad to be leaving :(
my mom bought me a manual powered flashlight that functions as an FM radio, a red light, a cell phone charger, and a siren. i'm ready for USC. lawl
i am sad to be leaving :(
20090817
2 days
wednesday night: went to nate's house and had a grand time :) hahaha we watched for stars and saw some too :)
thursday: went to the moves with DENIZ <3 and then we went to westgate and dined at johnny rockets :D mmm so unhealthy D:
then i hung out with won :) teehee
and did somewhat lame things for a while like work on college apps -_- sighh
anyway, i haven't seen him since! :( he does not want to see me.
i hung out with the guys later who wanted to make mini movies in crowded public places late at night and i was supposedly their female hostage but they got bored and we went to BJs instead and had pizookies at midnight.
friday: went to megan's! and departed for seascape <3 heh yayyy!!
we played at the beach and ate a lot and stayed up late watching movies and baking cookies
saturday: went to the beach in the morning and then left for home all sandy and exhausted. when we got home...we went to tartini! haha and then i actually went home home.
showered and then went to youthgroup where we made cards for the elderly and the sick :) it was fun.
then we had girls night out and watched the time traveler's wife which was really sad/cute/creepy/confusing all at the same time and reminded me of secret kind of -_-
sunday: church!! last sunday at 4hoc :( sad day. we went to lunch afterwards at chipotle and thenn to hau's house to play basketball/frisbee
came home very sweaty and tired at 5PM
then! went to megan's at 7PM to watch the comedy of errors at memorial park :) it was difficult sitting on that slopey hill and only simi knew the actual plot (somewhat) but it was still fun/cold :B
then simi came to my house and my mom cut her hair -_-
and that is the end of my very very eventful week, i overslept this morning.
thursday: went to the moves with DENIZ <3 and then we went to westgate and dined at johnny rockets :D mmm so unhealthy D:
then i hung out with won :) teehee
and did somewhat lame things for a while like work on college apps -_- sighh
anyway, i haven't seen him since! :( he does not want to see me.
i hung out with the guys later who wanted to make mini movies in crowded public places late at night and i was supposedly their female hostage but they got bored and we went to BJs instead and had pizookies at midnight.
friday: went to megan's! and departed for seascape <3 heh yayyy!!
we played at the beach and ate a lot and stayed up late watching movies and baking cookies
saturday: went to the beach in the morning and then left for home all sandy and exhausted. when we got home...we went to tartini! haha and then i actually went home home.
showered and then went to youthgroup where we made cards for the elderly and the sick :) it was fun.
then we had girls night out and watched the time traveler's wife which was really sad/cute/creepy/confusing all at the same time and reminded me of secret kind of -_-
sunday: church!! last sunday at 4hoc :( sad day. we went to lunch afterwards at chipotle and thenn to hau's house to play basketball/frisbee
came home very sweaty and tired at 5PM
then! went to megan's at 7PM to watch the comedy of errors at memorial park :) it was difficult sitting on that slopey hill and only simi knew the actual plot (somewhat) but it was still fun/cold :B
then simi came to my house and my mom cut her hair -_-
and that is the end of my very very eventful week, i overslept this morning.
20090812
AWHFY?
last night/this morning was pretty ridiculous
i went out around noon to run some errands and it took way longer than expected -_- i first went to petroglyph to pick up my mug :) i should have painted more coats :( but i'm pretty satisfied with the way it came out :) anyway, there was no close parking so it took soo long to walk in the heat :(
then i went to the library to return my books before i jet off to L.A. thenn i went to fill up my gas tank. last but not least, i dropped a visit to harker to return my beloved nimbus 2000 to it's rightful owner and talked with mr. daren a bit. then emily chow dropped by with her friend so of course i talked with her. then won and jun came so...i stayed a bit longer. i went home around 4PM -___-
anyway, brian and i came up with the brilliant idea of watching the perseid's meteor shower in my backyard and inviting everyone over and then, after talking it over with alex, we decided that we would hike to some far remote location that was darker than my backyard and watch from there so we all gathered in front of my house at 830 PM. well actually, we left at about 940 PM bcus everyone was late!! (group as of now=alex, paul, anthony, brian, megan, me, and david.) kaytee was supposed to meet us there and we kinda...were really late bcus paul wanted to get his two free tacos at jack in the box -___- so when we finally got there, megan showed us a shortcut to hunter's point, which was the "short" walk and we waited on the curb for kaytee to arrive. then, we waited for won to arrive and the guys to come back with batteries for a flashlight bcus the road up was SCARY AS HECK O_O
it was like walking 20 minutes in pitch black and the guys kept making axeman jokes :( and we had to lug all our sleeping stuff up too.
alex and paul had gone back to pick barrett up and our group grew to 10 people! :P we set up tripods, cameras, blankets, and sleeping bags, and observed the sky. barrett and them just barely came back and we had seen about 4 stars before we kinda got busted for being there after hours and were forced to leave. the park ranger was nice though and let us off. HAHA we are so badass it's awesome.
anyway, barrett paul and alex gave megan a lift back haha and all our stuff and we began our long trek down. at the end, won had to leave and kevin kim joined us as we continued our adventure in the direction of in n' out for some munchies at 1AM.
afterwards, after some minor complications (HAHA and kaytee had left our group :() we made our way to the park near my house (in quite a shady manner). then barrett left :( and we lay under the stars counting meteors and gossiping and laughing until 4AM.
our group had shrunk to 5 people by then and by 5AM, it was just megan, alex, and i lying on my driveway. we finally crashed in my living room at around 530 AM (me and megan) and slept the morning away (hah)
we got up at around 10 and went to hobees for a really late brunch at like 1130 (but not too late yaddidamean ;)) and then went back home to watch cadet kelly -___-
so now i am here. about to go out again.
and very very tired.
i didn't see as many stars this year but i will make wishes for them later :)
last night was the most fun i have had in a long time and a perfect almost-goodbye for college
and it almost made me realize how much more fun it is to be young and reckless
we also reminded us of those silly reality tv shows of those rich fabulous glamorous beautiful people and all they do is hang out till the wee hours of the morning
but we're cooler.
i wouldn't have had last night any other way :)
i can't believe i have to say goodbyeee :(
20090810
Manic Monday
hello again.
so i've taken to writing everything i have to remember on these little post-its (the electronic kind), including many things i have to buy before college so you can imagine they've grown rather long and numerous. and i feel kind of desperate to get rid of one, which i've written down the content of my dreams on so here goes:
this dream was in three separate parts:
1. i guess albert and anthony's meeting of the wondergirls triggered this but my friends and i (simi, megan, ana, mash?) were walking on this like wooden really long porch at night and suddenly out of nowhere this group of famous kpoppers stroll out and are like "OMG DO YOU LIKE US?? ARE YOU FANS??" and masha's like nah "BUT SHE IS!" and shoves me at like, yoobin, or someone. and it was like the wondergirls and some guys who were supposedly in like super junior or something but he didn't look familiar at all and then masha began to take photos of us but the first one, the guy was making some kind of strange pose and totally blocked my face and the second was blurry so i left rather flustered and annoyed that the photos did not come out well.
2. the second part flashed back to when i was part of the senior homecoming court and for some reason, my mother and i had to drive to a far away destination through death valley like land and the buildings along the way all looked very familiar. this segment was rather sci-fi and very degrading as each person we met along the way told me my hair wasn't nice enough (and chopped it off) and my skin wasn't nice enough (and injected this strange thing that made me all wrinkley??) anyway, very nightmarish :( and then i returned back to where the rest of the senior court was and told them that i quit bcus i couldn't handle it (i looked back to normal though for some reason...) and i explained why and then they got all riled up (HAHA) and deej was extremely enraged at this injustice. i guess that was it.
3. the third place was at mai's house although it resembled my old house more than it resembled her house and everything was tinted blue (this isn't the first time this has happened...). for some reason, i was just sitting there chilling with an open umbrella and i dunno, the whole thing was really weird, she had this trunk in her bathroom that had all sorts of things in it and her little brother was jun hee?? and we went upstairs to tell him something and he was with his friends playing video games and he got really annoyed i don't really remember anything else that happened.
yes, i woke up very confused.
anyway, today, albert came over to return my SD card and we ended up talking for a couple hours on the steps in front of mah house. then my mom and i went out for a super late lunch at SR and thenn i chilled at home. then! i hung out with won hee :) and now i am home.
seeing best friends tomorrow <3
began using ipod touch. sadface, kind of!
so i've taken to writing everything i have to remember on these little post-its (the electronic kind), including many things i have to buy before college so you can imagine they've grown rather long and numerous. and i feel kind of desperate to get rid of one, which i've written down the content of my dreams on so here goes:
this dream was in three separate parts:
1. i guess albert and anthony's meeting of the wondergirls triggered this but my friends and i (simi, megan, ana, mash?) were walking on this like wooden really long porch at night and suddenly out of nowhere this group of famous kpoppers stroll out and are like "OMG DO YOU LIKE US?? ARE YOU FANS??" and masha's like nah "BUT SHE IS!" and shoves me at like, yoobin, or someone. and it was like the wondergirls and some guys who were supposedly in like super junior or something but he didn't look familiar at all and then masha began to take photos of us but the first one, the guy was making some kind of strange pose and totally blocked my face and the second was blurry so i left rather flustered and annoyed that the photos did not come out well.
2. the second part flashed back to when i was part of the senior homecoming court and for some reason, my mother and i had to drive to a far away destination through death valley like land and the buildings along the way all looked very familiar. this segment was rather sci-fi and very degrading as each person we met along the way told me my hair wasn't nice enough (and chopped it off) and my skin wasn't nice enough (and injected this strange thing that made me all wrinkley??) anyway, very nightmarish :( and then i returned back to where the rest of the senior court was and told them that i quit bcus i couldn't handle it (i looked back to normal though for some reason...) and i explained why and then they got all riled up (HAHA) and deej was extremely enraged at this injustice. i guess that was it.
3. the third place was at mai's house although it resembled my old house more than it resembled her house and everything was tinted blue (this isn't the first time this has happened...). for some reason, i was just sitting there chilling with an open umbrella and i dunno, the whole thing was really weird, she had this trunk in her bathroom that had all sorts of things in it and her little brother was jun hee?? and we went upstairs to tell him something and he was with his friends playing video games and he got really annoyed i don't really remember anything else that happened.
yes, i woke up very confused.
anyway, today, albert came over to return my SD card and we ended up talking for a couple hours on the steps in front of mah house. then my mom and i went out for a super late lunch at SR and thenn i chilled at home. then! i hung out with won hee :) and now i am home.
seeing best friends tomorrow <3
began using ipod touch. sadface, kind of!
Late Morning Rambles
1. i think that i'm a huge hypocrite and people give me more credit than i deserve. people supposedly view me as "sincere, and nice" and i "have a heart of gold." they seem to view me higher than how i view myself and to be honest, i'm not a very nice person. i don't think? and i'm quite loud and obnoxious and tend to gossip too much and cuss a bit. all sins.
i went to church by myself on sunday, which was a bit sad. i mean, yesterday was just a sad day in general bcus my rose salve also melted :( and got on my car leather!! :( though it got better bcus won and my mommy and sisters came home.
anyway, the pastor spoke (more generally directed towards a family audience) about leading a blessed and changed life in order to SHOW people how God's affected the way you live. and i began to think (along with the fact that i was translating the sermon in my head faster than the translator was...) that i am hardly a walking testimony.
back in the underclassman years, i tried quite hard to bring my friends to church-and i did. they attended youth group, sunday services, Christian concerts with me, but i have nothing to show for it. so maybe i was trying too hard.
i considered myself to be a good person at the age of 13, naive and innocent. sort of
i'm vaguely different now, although people tend to remember how i used to be.
i don't know where i'm going with this.
but!
as of now, i'm swearing off swearing.
and i hope college makes no time for silly girl gossip.
and i wish i had gone to retreat...
2. i have an (irrational?) fear of becoming completely unoriginal. which is why the thought of having a mac, an ipod touch, a jansport backpack, and rainbows, all at once (not that i do. yet.), makes me feel slightly disturbed
.........
and very materialistic.
i can't help but want to go shopping every last day i'm here just bcus shopping, among other things, presents a dark black hole of mystery down in LA.
MUST. NOT. SPEND. MONEY.
FIND. JOB. (at school...)
3. i'm sorry if i offended anyone/if you have all of the above^
4. my bedding in college is going to be extremely festive. which is vaguely exciting. okay, i lied, very exciting.
my comforter has cinnamoroll on it :) heh sanrio <3
i'm sorry mai, it had to be done.
5. i probably use my mac flight tracker more than a normal person would. which makes me feel slightly all-knowing as well as really, really creepy. on that same note, i am going to track deniz's flight from amsterdam to SFO and i am shoooper excited.
6. my sisters went to thailand WHAAT -_- jealous. they got me cute things though. from hk too, keychains and pens and pencils and the headphones i was GOING to buy with cheney. they know me too well??
cell phone cases and charms (PANDUH!) and a laptop case and my beloved cinnamoroll blanket <3
anyway, that is all.
i went to church by myself on sunday, which was a bit sad. i mean, yesterday was just a sad day in general bcus my rose salve also melted :( and got on my car leather!! :( though it got better bcus won and my mommy and sisters came home.
anyway, the pastor spoke (more generally directed towards a family audience) about leading a blessed and changed life in order to SHOW people how God's affected the way you live. and i began to think (along with the fact that i was translating the sermon in my head faster than the translator was...) that i am hardly a walking testimony.
back in the underclassman years, i tried quite hard to bring my friends to church-and i did. they attended youth group, sunday services, Christian concerts with me, but i have nothing to show for it. so maybe i was trying too hard.
i considered myself to be a good person at the age of 13, naive and innocent. sort of
i'm vaguely different now, although people tend to remember how i used to be.
i don't know where i'm going with this.
but!
as of now, i'm swearing off swearing.
and i hope college makes no time for silly girl gossip.
and i wish i had gone to retreat...
2. i have an (irrational?) fear of becoming completely unoriginal. which is why the thought of having a mac, an ipod touch, a jansport backpack, and rainbows, all at once (not that i do. yet.), makes me feel slightly disturbed
.........
and very materialistic.
i can't help but want to go shopping every last day i'm here just bcus shopping, among other things, presents a dark black hole of mystery down in LA.
MUST. NOT. SPEND. MONEY.
FIND. JOB. (at school...)
3. i'm sorry if i offended anyone/if you have all of the above^
4. my bedding in college is going to be extremely festive. which is vaguely exciting. okay, i lied, very exciting.
my comforter has cinnamoroll on it :) heh sanrio <3
i'm sorry mai, it had to be done.
5. i probably use my mac flight tracker more than a normal person would. which makes me feel slightly all-knowing as well as really, really creepy. on that same note, i am going to track deniz's flight from amsterdam to SFO and i am shoooper excited.
6. my sisters went to thailand WHAAT -_- jealous. they got me cute things though. from hk too, keychains and pens and pencils and the headphones i was GOING to buy with cheney. they know me too well??
cell phone cases and charms (PANDUH!) and a laptop case and my beloved cinnamoroll blanket <3
anyway, that is all.
20090809
TEN DAYS!
!!!!!
it's passing by too quickly :(
and the more i think about it, the less willing i am to convert back into school mode. senior year was a bit different from "regular" high school, i think. so i feel like i have to convert back to the student i was in junior year.
this will take adjustment.
there are so many things to do before i leave and i fear i will not be able to do all of them :(
it's passing by too quickly :(
and the more i think about it, the less willing i am to convert back into school mode. senior year was a bit different from "regular" high school, i think. so i feel like i have to convert back to the student i was in junior year.
this will take adjustment.
there are so many things to do before i leave and i fear i will not be able to do all of them :(
20090808
still excellent!
today was a good day :)
megan came to my house and picked me up and we went to blue rock shoot to munch on delicious sandwiches at the cute park in the back. after that...we drove around LG downtown and got a bit lost before finding parking and walking to petroglyph! then we spent 4 hours painting cups that WERE NOT OUR FIRST CHOICE haha :( boo
but that's okay, we had fun.
during which, sean called and we made dinner plans before the twins left for scandinavia (norway in a nutshell!) not many people came though being UNREACHABLE DD:
anyway, rio adobe was good as always and i am very content. as is my stomach. we conversed for almost three hours and now i am home.
mommy+sisters come home tomorrowwy :)
and won!!
should i go to church/chinese service tomorrow...? no one there :( not even parents. hermm
megan came to my house and picked me up and we went to blue rock shoot to munch on delicious sandwiches at the cute park in the back. after that...we drove around LG downtown and got a bit lost before finding parking and walking to petroglyph! then we spent 4 hours painting cups that WERE NOT OUR FIRST CHOICE haha :( boo
but that's okay, we had fun.
during which, sean called and we made dinner plans before the twins left for scandinavia (norway in a nutshell!) not many people came though being UNREACHABLE DD:
anyway, rio adobe was good as always and i am very content. as is my stomach. we conversed for almost three hours and now i am home.
mommy+sisters come home tomorrowwy :)
and won!!
should i go to church/chinese service tomorrow...? no one there :( not even parents. hermm
20090807
HOLD MY HEART
what
the yecckkk
JAY CHOU IS IN THE GREEN HORNET???
BUT HE CAN'T SPEAK ENGLISH -____-
not that i'm complaining.
but wotttt?
the yecckkk
JAY CHOU IS IN THE GREEN HORNET???
BUT HE CAN'T SPEAK ENGLISH -____-
not that i'm complaining.
but wotttt?
20090806
come onnn everybody if you feelin' alright
in the third grade, one of my favorite books to read was "The Kingfisher Young People's Pocket Atlas."
ah, according to the inside cover, i received it as a gift in the winter of '98. excellent. hmm...vaguely outdated, korea doesn't even have it's own section...
lawl the book automatically opens to the worn pages of "the pacific islands," "australia," and "antartica."
i was a weird kid.
anyway, i went to the library a couple days ago to return a few books and came home with quite a few cds and a couple books.
i was in search of some passionate faith-inducing books but the library doesn't quite have a religion section, much less a Christian section. they do, however, have a mystery section....anyway. i gave up only bcus i had to look through monster rows of non-fiction for authors such as c.s. lewis and that was just ridiculous work. also bcus i realized that i have a copy of "mere Christianity," "the purpose-driven life," and "the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe" (which really belongs to brian chao) already sitting on my bookcase.
so i just picked up some girly teenage novels before going home
i didn't really look at the content of these books but upon opening one of them, just happens to be about a Christian girl and her experiences with her faith, her walk with Jesus, and high school.
:) heh, He never ceases to amaze me.....
SO, i haven't really been doing anything these past couple days (in an effort to make up for the few days i skipped out on breakfast, lunch, and dinner at home...) except eating, reading, and DLing old music.
hawk nelson never gets old :)
no matter how good their last couple of albums were, their first one is bombb. i remember listening to it in simi's house in freshman year. still so good :)
i am ashamed to admit that i began listening to them bcus i saw a picture of their rather attractive lead singer, jason dunn, in the SJ Merc accompanying an article titled "building their house on rock." witty title :) it was about Christian rock.
i am having too many subsequent bad hair days. sighh :(
TOMORROW, I WILL GO TO TOFU HOUSE.
next time you're at in n' out, check the bottoms of your cups and wrappers for bible verses :)
ah, according to the inside cover, i received it as a gift in the winter of '98. excellent. hmm...vaguely outdated, korea doesn't even have it's own section...
lawl the book automatically opens to the worn pages of "the pacific islands," "australia," and "antartica."
i was a weird kid.
anyway, i went to the library a couple days ago to return a few books and came home with quite a few cds and a couple books.
i was in search of some passionate faith-inducing books but the library doesn't quite have a religion section, much less a Christian section. they do, however, have a mystery section....anyway. i gave up only bcus i had to look through monster rows of non-fiction for authors such as c.s. lewis and that was just ridiculous work. also bcus i realized that i have a copy of "mere Christianity," "the purpose-driven life," and "the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe" (which really belongs to brian chao) already sitting on my bookcase.
so i just picked up some girly teenage novels before going home
i didn't really look at the content of these books but upon opening one of them, just happens to be about a Christian girl and her experiences with her faith, her walk with Jesus, and high school.
:) heh, He never ceases to amaze me.....
SO, i haven't really been doing anything these past couple days (in an effort to make up for the few days i skipped out on breakfast, lunch, and dinner at home...) except eating, reading, and DLing old music.
hawk nelson never gets old :)
no matter how good their last couple of albums were, their first one is bombb. i remember listening to it in simi's house in freshman year. still so good :)
i am ashamed to admit that i began listening to them bcus i saw a picture of their rather attractive lead singer, jason dunn, in the SJ Merc accompanying an article titled "building their house on rock." witty title :) it was about Christian rock.
i am having too many subsequent bad hair days. sighh :(
TOMORROW, I WILL GO TO TOFU HOUSE.
next time you're at in n' out, check the bottoms of your cups and wrappers for bible verses :)
20090805
marry me, juliet!
so i was just watching this video of an old friend and a new friend sing/play guitar, they know each other! who knew. anyway,
this inspired me to make a list of random things.
list of random things:
1. i, like ana, have always wanted to kiss someone with pop rocks in mah mouth.
2. i think that there are several things that could be the worst possible things to ever happen an that would be: contracting an STD (mostly from casual sex), getting pregnant when you don't mean to, being infertile, accidentally killing someone (i mean like in a car accident -_- not like accidentally chucking a knife at someone), being involved in a failing marriage (particularly in the middle of your life. like in your 40s or something :/)
3. i think i'm the only girl in the world who thinks that being in the worship band at church is +2938493493 points in attractiveness -_-
4. my first kiss was a girl.
5. i like to reuse teabags but by the third soak it doesn't taste like anything :( and i have an unhealthy obsession with babybel cheese and salami. and i ate in n' out two days in a row. ssssiiiighhhh D: but! i ate a lot of carrots today in an attempt to balance out the inordinate time i spent staring at my computer today.
this inspired me to make a list of random things.
list of random things:
1. i, like ana, have always wanted to kiss someone with pop rocks in mah mouth.
2. i think that there are several things that could be the worst possible things to ever happen an that would be: contracting an STD (mostly from casual sex), getting pregnant when you don't mean to, being infertile, accidentally killing someone (i mean like in a car accident -_- not like accidentally chucking a knife at someone), being involved in a failing marriage (particularly in the middle of your life. like in your 40s or something :/)
3. i think i'm the only girl in the world who thinks that being in the worship band at church is +2938493493 points in attractiveness -_-
4. my first kiss was a girl.
5. i like to reuse teabags but by the third soak it doesn't taste like anything :( and i have an unhealthy obsession with babybel cheese and salami. and i ate in n' out two days in a row. ssssiiiighhhh D: but! i ate a lot of carrots today in an attempt to balance out the inordinate time i spent staring at my computer today.
exactly two weeks
until move-in!!! woww can time just stop now :(
i was excited to go until i realized that it's also exactly three weeks until CLASSES start wwwaaaatttt like after second semester senior year i fell into this lax kinda position where i didn't really care too much about school. i still did well and tried and went to bed late and spent hours on papers etc etc but man it feels weird to get back into that crazed super ridiculous study mode that will persist the next four years T_T
i almost envy 2010.
nah, not really, nvm.
although i was looking at all my photos from senior year and i'm going to miss high school a lot :( particularly october/november etc etc around hc and football season. which sounds silly bcus i'm going to USC but meh.
naoo i am listening to hawk nelson and thinking about how their first album was <3 even though smile it's the end of the world is pretty rad. i'm at a loss as to where all my cds disappear to. esp the ones with autographs on them T_T lawl i opened all my cases today looking for cds and they weren't there??? sighhh
"it's over" is probably the happiest break up song in the world HAHA.
mmm looking forward to:
date on sat :))
sunday!
whenever the fam comes home.........LAWL I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHEN??
nate's
megan's
mr walsh's wedding?? i wish
stargazing on the 17th
welcome week at USC :)
i need to go shopping. and buy some bedding.
TODAY I BOUGHT TICKETS TO THE AWAKE AND ALIVE CONCERT IN LA with skillet and hawk nelson YES i'm so excited hahaha IF ANYONE IS IN LA AT THAT TIME (OCT 27) COME WITH US!! :) they were kinda cheap too so :) i'm excited.
i also finished alcohol education today which was....really really long :(
and onething is coming to LA :) so hopefully the hoc4 '09ers can finally go to a convention together :P
oh yah, 6 months :)!
i was excited to go until i realized that it's also exactly three weeks until CLASSES start wwwaaaatttt like after second semester senior year i fell into this lax kinda position where i didn't really care too much about school. i still did well and tried and went to bed late and spent hours on papers etc etc but man it feels weird to get back into that crazed super ridiculous study mode that will persist the next four years T_T
i almost envy 2010.
nah, not really, nvm.
although i was looking at all my photos from senior year and i'm going to miss high school a lot :( particularly october/november etc etc around hc and football season. which sounds silly bcus i'm going to USC but meh.
naoo i am listening to hawk nelson and thinking about how their first album was <3 even though smile it's the end of the world is pretty rad. i'm at a loss as to where all my cds disappear to. esp the ones with autographs on them T_T lawl i opened all my cases today looking for cds and they weren't there??? sighhh
"it's over" is probably the happiest break up song in the world HAHA.
mmm looking forward to:
date on sat :))
sunday!
whenever the fam comes home.........LAWL I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHEN??
nate's
megan's
mr walsh's wedding?? i wish
stargazing on the 17th
welcome week at USC :)
i need to go shopping. and buy some bedding.
TODAY I BOUGHT TICKETS TO THE AWAKE AND ALIVE CONCERT IN LA with skillet and hawk nelson YES i'm so excited hahaha IF ANYONE IS IN LA AT THAT TIME (OCT 27) COME WITH US!! :) they were kinda cheap too so :) i'm excited.
i also finished alcohol education today which was....really really long :(
and onething is coming to LA :) so hopefully the hoc4 '09ers can finally go to a convention together :P
oh yah, 6 months :)!
"Will you stand by me"
SIGH SO RIDICULOUS.
yesterday, i went out with simi and then albert felt lonely so i went with him to the mall AGAIN and wasted so much time and got shoooper fat and then he was running late to a dinner date with winston so i had to go with him and guess who was late? winston.
sighhh it was supposed to take one hour, it took three.
and today we went to do the actual filming and it was crazy, i just barely got home -_____- ri.di.cu.lous. i will not elaborate.
anyway, this survey looked fun so i will do it:
1. First thing you wash in the shower?
uhhh i dunno. hair i guess??
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
i don't have a favorite. lawl but i like my new USC sweatshirt bcus it's fuzzay inside, still haven't washed it. SO CARDINAL AND GOLD <3
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yesssss
4. Do you plan outfits?
if it's important. but usually, no.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
TIRED and kind of anxious
6. Whats the closest thing to you that's red?
my "love punch" charm that hangs on my keys
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
uhmmm won and i were at this park and we were walking a a dog?? and he was freaking out bcus i was bouncing this egg up and down for some reason and he was scared it would break and the chicken would die but for some reason, it was an invincible egg! :D
question 8 ?
9. What are you craving right now?
well i ate a ridiculous amount today so not anything particularly solid. juice would be good, or natural soda or tea or i dunno, something tasty and liquid. :)
10. Do you floss?
....not as much as i should
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
BAI CAI WANG ZI. <3 <3 <3 NATHAN ON AN OSTRICH. haahha only mai would understand this...
12. Are you emotional?
definitely.
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
yup, we were in grand canyon for the 7th grade field trip and ms. martinez said we'd get back to the hotel in thirty minutes so simi megan and i counted until 1,800 and they fell asleep on me so i finished it and lo and behold we did return in half an hour give or take a couple minutes :P
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
liiiick
15. Do you like your hair?
nah. or maybe today i just had a bad hair day :((
16. Do you like yourself?
hahah sometimes!
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
yah, why not? interesting man.
18. What are you listening to right now?
can i stay here forever-starfield
19. Are your parents strict?
ermm, depends :) they're alright now though since i have nothing to do but PLAYY until i move away forever in two weeks.
20. Would you go sky diving?
meh, i'd be scared hahaah
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
every time i see it i want to eat it and then i eat it i don't like it.
22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
ermm jah. i've kinda "met" several christian singers: kutless, hawk nelson, matthew west, stellar kart
meh i've met other famous people but i don't remember. they're just normal people like us :P
23. Do you rent movies often?
nope, only when i go out with fam friends to blockbusters to rent our traditional DVDs
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
hmm well the door says "STEFF-O" on a somewhat sparkly red star from winterball two years ago. i think that's pretty much it. my ring is sparkly, the ugly side. the rhinestone side, eww :( haha
25. How many countries have you visited?
australia, canada, china, new zealand, england, france, italy, mexico, 8?? maybe more...?
26. Have you made a prank phone call?
yupp
27. Ever been on a train?
yah, across china a couple times
28. Brown or white eggs?
both!! i love eggs :P hahhaheoaif
29. Do you have a cell-phone?
LG ICE CREAM GAHH SO CUTEE <3 <3
30. Do you use chap stick?
sometimes, and rose salve heh :P the box is a cute pink.
31. Do you own a gun?
nope
32. Can you use chop sticks?
yahh!
33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
i've had enough of hanging out these past two days -_- i was witthhh mai, her siblings, albert, michelle, and anthony -____-
34. Are you too forgiving?
forgiveness is a good thing.
35. Ever been in love?
of course
36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
working, i dunno, exploring spain, community outreach in las vegas, playing in turkeyyy
37. Ever have cream puffs?
BEARD PAPAS <3
38. Last time you cried?
couple weeks ago??
39. What was the last question you asked?
"HE HAS A LETTERMAN?? IN WHAT??? FENCING??" LAWL to deniz <3
40. Favorite time of the year?
ALLLL
41. Do you have any tattoos?
nope.
42. Are you sarcastic?
sometimes.
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
nah dudeee
44. Ever walked into a wall?
uhmm i can't think of a particular instance but probably :B
45. Favorite color?
pink, teal, mandarin orange :P
46. Have you ever slapped someone?
probably, i hit people when i laugh sometimes. i feel like i picked this quality up from janet...HAHAHAA but yah sometimes
47. Is your hair curly?
nahh
48. What was the last CD you bought?
MATTHEW WEST, SOMETHING TO SAY. AND ITS SIGNED :)
49. Do looks matter?
a bit but not much :)
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
of course.
51. Is your phone bill sky high?
OMGAHHH MY TEXTING BILL IS THROUGH THE ROOF THIS MONTH IM GOING TO DIE. but other than that it's alright.
52. Do you like your life right now?
yah. kinda bored these days, tired, missing people :( not wanting to pack half my life for college :(
53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
don't really watch tv.
54. Can you handle the truth?
yah i guess so.
55. Do you have good vision?
20/20 <3 anddd i'm asian! heh winnn
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
hmm not hate, but i dislike the way some people act. all people are good people though, with the exception of a couple people.
57. How often do you talk on the phone?
i don't like talking on the phone but ti depends :)
58. The last person you held hands with?
won hee
59. Wearing?
the latesttt harker athletics t shirt :) and underwear. and some jewelry.
60.What is your favorite animal?
MONKEYS, PANDUHS, DOLPHINS, KANGAROOOS, jellyfish. NARWHALS.
61. Where was your profile picture taken?
in santa cruz with won hee <3 :)
62. Can you hula hoop?
JAH i beat out a bunch of people with tianna to win a free tshirt at swc 06 heh :) good memories...
63. Do you have a job?
nah mann
64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
in n' out. and if it's not supposed to be food related....swimsuit bottoms from a&f?
65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yahh all the time.
**********************************************
Do you want to know the date of your death?
nahdude
What comes to mind when I say 69?
....lawl whatever i say will be interpreted wrongly.
Last person you hugged?
winston wey :P
Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
uhmmm...if it was anthony, nah lawl besides mah friend :P if it was won...of course :)
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
mmm HHAHAHAAH before playing that ridic balloon game at fellowship on saturday.
Do you say sorry first?
yes, i don't like to fight/argue about silly things.
Could you go a whole year without cursing?
uhm. i should be going my whole life without cursing...
Do you act differently around the person you like?
i used to. but anymo :)
Are you happy with the way things are going?
jah.
Do you believe in forever?
mmhmmmmm
Who's your favorite redhead?
heh kaytizzle :))
Have you smoked a cigarette today?
yuck ;(
How's your hair looking?
gross. in a ponytail.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
of course!
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
hopefully :)
When you're bored in class, what do you usually do?
doodle, think about other things
How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
HAHAHAHAAH WHAT??
countless hah.
How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
i dunno, depends on what it is and where it is.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with a j,c,d,l,or z?
nope.
Can you go a day without thinking about the person that’s on your mind now?
nah man, some things are always on mah mind. like Jesus and food.
What were you doing at 1 in the morning?
lawl well it's 2AM right nao. i was probably sreeping yesterday or talking to deniz mai and albert like i am right now.
How are you feeling at this moment?
meh. CRACKING UP with deniz hahahaa <3
What woke you up today?
blerg had it get up and drive to anna's house to pick up her phone -_____-
What ruined your day today?
WHY ARE YOU ASSUMING I HAD A BAD DAY? i dunno just that it was taking sooo long
Where would you be at in 5 years?
uhm i'd be 22 and be graduated and heipi and free and maybe traveling or working or getting into grad school.
What are you doing right now?
fb-ing videos, watching fti on youtube, talking to mai and deniz
Are you mad about anything?
nahhh
If you were given $100, would you spend it or save it?
save!
Who was the last person you have a missed call from?
anna?
Do you wear flip-flops during the winter?
nope
Do you want your tongue pierced?
AHAHA no. i don't ever want to pierce anything in mah life again
Is your room clean at this moment?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Are you comfortable with your height?
mmm an inch or two more and it'd be perfect :)
What is on your wrists right now?
my wwjd bracelet, the leather bracelet i got for us in venice, a friendship bracelet won made me heh :P
Where did you last sleep other than your own bed?
uhmm on alex's floor???
How was last night?
meh
Who did you talk to on the phone last, why?
nobody? i dunno
Who's in your profile picture with you?
won heeee
Who was the last person to send you a text message?
simran
Do your parents yell at you constantly about "cleaning up after yourself"?
nah just clean mah room
Would you rather give up the computer or the TV?
tv hahaahahha
Do you like being kissed spontaneously or asked?
spontaneously although i thought it was rather cute when guys asked, like the first time. ....HAHAAHHA THIS IS WEIRDLY IRONIC
Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
nah, unless it ruins mah dream D: i like texts when i'm sleeping hahaha i'm weird. i've been sleeping with my phone under mah pillow since sophomore year bcus of _____ and i've never gotten out of the habit. but if you're thinking of me late at night it makes me feel special :)
Are you tall?
nah kinda average. and very unproportional.
How many people have you had feelings for in 2009?
one.
yesterday, i went out with simi and then albert felt lonely so i went with him to the mall AGAIN and wasted so much time and got shoooper fat and then he was running late to a dinner date with winston so i had to go with him and guess who was late? winston.
sighhh it was supposed to take one hour, it took three.
and today we went to do the actual filming and it was crazy, i just barely got home -_____- ri.di.cu.lous. i will not elaborate.
anyway, this survey looked fun so i will do it:
1. First thing you wash in the shower?
uhhh i dunno. hair i guess??
2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
i don't have a favorite. lawl but i like my new USC sweatshirt bcus it's fuzzay inside, still haven't washed it. SO CARDINAL AND GOLD <3
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yesssss
4. Do you plan outfits?
if it's important. but usually, no.
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
TIRED and kind of anxious
6. Whats the closest thing to you that's red?
my "love punch" charm that hangs on my keys
7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
uhmmm won and i were at this park and we were walking a a dog?? and he was freaking out bcus i was bouncing this egg up and down for some reason and he was scared it would break and the chicken would die but for some reason, it was an invincible egg! :D
question 8 ?
9. What are you craving right now?
well i ate a ridiculous amount today so not anything particularly solid. juice would be good, or natural soda or tea or i dunno, something tasty and liquid. :)
10. Do you floss?
....not as much as i should
11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
BAI CAI WANG ZI. <3 <3 <3 NATHAN ON AN OSTRICH. haahha only mai would understand this...
12. Are you emotional?
definitely.
13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
yup, we were in grand canyon for the 7th grade field trip and ms. martinez said we'd get back to the hotel in thirty minutes so simi megan and i counted until 1,800 and they fell asleep on me so i finished it and lo and behold we did return in half an hour give or take a couple minutes :P
14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
liiiick
15. Do you like your hair?
nah. or maybe today i just had a bad hair day :((
16. Do you like yourself?
hahah sometimes!
17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
yah, why not? interesting man.
18. What are you listening to right now?
can i stay here forever-starfield
19. Are your parents strict?
ermm, depends :) they're alright now though since i have nothing to do but PLAYY until i move away forever in two weeks.
20. Would you go sky diving?
meh, i'd be scared hahaah
21. Do you like cottage cheese?
every time i see it i want to eat it and then i eat it i don't like it.
22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
ermm jah. i've kinda "met" several christian singers: kutless, hawk nelson, matthew west, stellar kart
meh i've met other famous people but i don't remember. they're just normal people like us :P
23. Do you rent movies often?
nope, only when i go out with fam friends to blockbusters to rent our traditional DVDs
24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
hmm well the door says "STEFF-O" on a somewhat sparkly red star from winterball two years ago. i think that's pretty much it. my ring is sparkly, the ugly side. the rhinestone side, eww :( haha
25. How many countries have you visited?
australia, canada, china, new zealand, england, france, italy, mexico, 8?? maybe more...?
26. Have you made a prank phone call?
yupp
27. Ever been on a train?
yah, across china a couple times
28. Brown or white eggs?
both!! i love eggs :P hahhaheoaif
29. Do you have a cell-phone?
LG ICE CREAM GAHH SO CUTEE <3 <3
30. Do you use chap stick?
sometimes, and rose salve heh :P the box is a cute pink.
31. Do you own a gun?
nope
32. Can you use chop sticks?
yahh!
33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
i've had enough of hanging out these past two days -_- i was witthhh mai, her siblings, albert, michelle, and anthony -____-
34. Are you too forgiving?
forgiveness is a good thing.
35. Ever been in love?
of course
36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
working, i dunno, exploring spain, community outreach in las vegas, playing in turkeyyy
37. Ever have cream puffs?
BEARD PAPAS <3
38. Last time you cried?
couple weeks ago??
39. What was the last question you asked?
"HE HAS A LETTERMAN?? IN WHAT??? FENCING??" LAWL to deniz <3
40. Favorite time of the year?
ALLLL
41. Do you have any tattoos?
nope.
42. Are you sarcastic?
sometimes.
43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
nah dudeee
44. Ever walked into a wall?
uhmm i can't think of a particular instance but probably :B
45. Favorite color?
pink, teal, mandarin orange :P
46. Have you ever slapped someone?
probably, i hit people when i laugh sometimes. i feel like i picked this quality up from janet...HAHAHAA but yah sometimes
47. Is your hair curly?
nahh
48. What was the last CD you bought?
MATTHEW WEST, SOMETHING TO SAY. AND ITS SIGNED :)
49. Do looks matter?
a bit but not much :)
50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
of course.
51. Is your phone bill sky high?
OMGAHHH MY TEXTING BILL IS THROUGH THE ROOF THIS MONTH IM GOING TO DIE. but other than that it's alright.
52. Do you like your life right now?
yah. kinda bored these days, tired, missing people :( not wanting to pack half my life for college :(
53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
don't really watch tv.
54. Can you handle the truth?
yah i guess so.
55. Do you have good vision?
20/20 <3 anddd i'm asian! heh winnn
56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
hmm not hate, but i dislike the way some people act. all people are good people though, with the exception of a couple people.
57. How often do you talk on the phone?
i don't like talking on the phone but ti depends :)
58. The last person you held hands with?
won hee
59. Wearing?
the latesttt harker athletics t shirt :) and underwear. and some jewelry.
60.What is your favorite animal?
MONKEYS, PANDUHS, DOLPHINS, KANGAROOOS, jellyfish. NARWHALS.
61. Where was your profile picture taken?
in santa cruz with won hee <3 :)
62. Can you hula hoop?
JAH i beat out a bunch of people with tianna to win a free tshirt at swc 06 heh :) good memories...
63. Do you have a job?
nah mann
64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
in n' out. and if it's not supposed to be food related....swimsuit bottoms from a&f?
65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
yahh all the time.
**********************************************
Do you want to know the date of your death?
nahdude
What comes to mind when I say 69?
....lawl whatever i say will be interpreted wrongly.
Last person you hugged?
winston wey :P
Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
uhmmm...if it was anthony, nah lawl besides mah friend :P if it was won...of course :)
Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
mmm HHAHAHAAH before playing that ridic balloon game at fellowship on saturday.
Do you say sorry first?
yes, i don't like to fight/argue about silly things.
Could you go a whole year without cursing?
uhm. i should be going my whole life without cursing...
Do you act differently around the person you like?
i used to. but anymo :)
Are you happy with the way things are going?
jah.
Do you believe in forever?
mmhmmmmm
Who's your favorite redhead?
heh kaytizzle :))
Have you smoked a cigarette today?
yuck ;(
How's your hair looking?
gross. in a ponytail.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
of course!
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
hopefully :)
When you're bored in class, what do you usually do?
doodle, think about other things
How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
HAHAHAHAAH WHAT??
countless hah.
How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
i dunno, depends on what it is and where it is.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name starts with a j,c,d,l,or z?
nope.
Can you go a day without thinking about the person that’s on your mind now?
nah man, some things are always on mah mind. like Jesus and food.
What were you doing at 1 in the morning?
lawl well it's 2AM right nao. i was probably sreeping yesterday or talking to deniz mai and albert like i am right now.
How are you feeling at this moment?
meh. CRACKING UP with deniz hahahaa <3
What woke you up today?
blerg had it get up and drive to anna's house to pick up her phone -_____-
What ruined your day today?
WHY ARE YOU ASSUMING I HAD A BAD DAY? i dunno just that it was taking sooo long
Where would you be at in 5 years?
uhm i'd be 22 and be graduated and heipi and free and maybe traveling or working or getting into grad school.
What are you doing right now?
fb-ing videos, watching fti on youtube, talking to mai and deniz
Are you mad about anything?
nahhh
If you were given $100, would you spend it or save it?
save!
Who was the last person you have a missed call from?
anna?
Do you wear flip-flops during the winter?
nope
Do you want your tongue pierced?
AHAHA no. i don't ever want to pierce anything in mah life again
Is your room clean at this moment?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Are you comfortable with your height?
mmm an inch or two more and it'd be perfect :)
What is on your wrists right now?
my wwjd bracelet, the leather bracelet i got for us in venice, a friendship bracelet won made me heh :P
Where did you last sleep other than your own bed?
uhmm on alex's floor???
How was last night?
meh
Who did you talk to on the phone last, why?
nobody? i dunno
Who's in your profile picture with you?
won heeee
Who was the last person to send you a text message?
simran
Do your parents yell at you constantly about "cleaning up after yourself"?
nah just clean mah room
Would you rather give up the computer or the TV?
tv hahaahahha
Do you like being kissed spontaneously or asked?
spontaneously although i thought it was rather cute when guys asked, like the first time. ....HAHAAHHA THIS IS WEIRDLY IRONIC
Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
nah, unless it ruins mah dream D: i like texts when i'm sleeping hahaha i'm weird. i've been sleeping with my phone under mah pillow since sophomore year bcus of _____ and i've never gotten out of the habit. but if you're thinking of me late at night it makes me feel special :)
Are you tall?
nah kinda average. and very unproportional.
How many people have you had feelings for in 2009?
one.
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