Reality

friday was relatively enjoyable, mai and i went on yet another adventure that involved a lot of food, dance was pretty fun too. then we had dinner, me and a bunch of dudes.
story of my life :/
i need some girl friends.
and i've spent all day today "working" and lazing around, i really have to stop being so lazyyy :(

i was reading this girls blog and she was pretty negative in it and she doesn't seem like that when i'm around her so i was thinking that it's kinda sad that people are so good at hiding away how they feel. i suppose it's a good thing too, sometimes, but i think that wearing you heart on your sleeve is an important part of building human relationships...

[16:35] steffo: you know deniz, it's a good thing w're not depressed.
[16:36] deniz: yeah
[16:36] deniz: either that or theres something wrong with us
[16:36] steffo: AHAHAHAAHAHAHHAAHA
[16:36] deniz: because were seniors and we should be depressed
[16:36] deniz: haha

siiigh

things to do:
[ ] 2 apsa pieces (at least)
[x] 6.1-6.2 homework for stats
[x] 5 sources for a research paper in english
[ ] work in app/write two essays
[ ] math test corrections

i wan't wait for second semester....