WHY IS IT

that there is so much i regret right now?
i feel like i didn't try nearly hard enough junior year and now it's senior year and i'm going to be very sorry when acceptance (and rejection) letters start coming out a little more than half a year from now.
i like to think that i work really hard
but the reality is
that i don't
maybe it's the competitive atmosphere that harker basks in that makes me feel so below average
but at the same time, i can't help but wonder why i really do have to work so hard to get mediocre results. i'm insanely jealous of naturally smart people :/
mai says that it's no use moping about it
and the only thing we can do is work harder from now on
what if it's too late :/

BLEH. i do not work well under pressure.

i hate to say it but i told you soo
steffo, school just ain't yo thing.

EVERYONE SHOULD GO BUY SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE, AUGUST EDITION
bcus the beautiful and talented noel duan is in it!
i'm so proud of her :)

i wish we were sophomores again. that was a good year!

I CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT.