btw: rain's interview
it's painful to watch...
chicken BRAST and VESSETABLES :D
&&
epic fail
but sooo cute!
20080731
120
I'M EXCITED.
btw: rain's interview
it's painful to watch...
chicken BRAST and VESSETABLES :D
&&
epic fail
but sooo cute!
btw: rain's interview
it's painful to watch...
chicken BRAST and VESSETABLES :D
&&
epic fail
but sooo cute!
20080729
♫ yes, even stars break
edit BELOW!
hrmm
i love the cover of newsweek!
but the article, not so much :/
it was kinda confusing....
while i agree that a western/foreign point of view makes it hard to understand the importance of the games to the Chinese people, i disagree with the writer's assumptions about younger generations of Chinese and his reasoning behind why everyone should lay off.
while clearly pointing out China's weaker times in history, and consequently, making america look like the big dumb bullies, he argues that China has built itself upon it's past failures. "saving face" has always been a big deal in asian culture so i guess it makes sense. clearly, it has built itself up and "regained [its] national greatness" but only to be met with opposition. whyyy, world :(
i suppose we can't all win?
now, the writer says that he expects the post-mao generation to be "exempt from the China-as-victim syndrome." supposedly, this generation was never exposed to the hardships their elders experienced, so therefore, this should not concern them? mebe it's different in the western world, but it's not too easy to forgive and forget. to be honest, i don't think my parents will ever forget what there grandparents, their parents, what they went through. uhm and i'm quite sure my parents are not "brainwashed" by the party, thanks. afterall, they have spent a considerable amount of time in the amazing! country of america. in the end, in addition to the failures, or not, i think that the people thrive on the fact that although China has been humiliated and defeated so many times, there's no doubt it's risen past public expectations.
and besides, we all know about asian pride and our inability to forget (different from forgive) the past....which is why we (chinese, koreans, japanese, etc.) can't always get along :( but that's a different issue....
"now is not the time to provoke them further and impede their progress toward a new, more equal and self-assured sense of nationhood."
so is there is ever an appropriate time to provoke a country and impede their progress toward a new, more equal and self-assured sense of nationhood?
aish, humanity :/
lol i think in the end he just ends up saying that China's sensitive to its past and this has affected the way it's looked at the world. and the leaders and people are "old-fashioned" so don't provoke them -__-
weak.
WE'VE GOTTEN THIS FAR HAVEN'T WE??? a little late to try playing the good guy.
honestly, i think america just fears losing it's "playground bully" reputation. not that it's a good one. but america seems to enjoy it :D
i was talking about this article with my mother and she asked me "so...is it pro-China?" and i thought about it. and i decided, not really.it's just trying to...fix the anti. amongst the extremely biased news coverage, (but really, what isn't) i suppose...i appreciate this attempt to be slightly more objective (or mebe i'm reading this entire thing completely wrong).
"with an estimated 30,000 rainmakers, a $100 million budged and more hardware (like those launchers) than it has pointed at Taiwan, China has the largest weather-modification program in the world."
THAT MADE ME LOL. anyways, i hope the ceremonies don't get rained on :/
"[phelps] might have a better shot this time, especially with australian ian thorpe now safely retired."
THAT ALSO MADE ME LOL. that's right phelps, only bcus the mighty thorpedo is gone.
so i was wondering if so much negative press would continue after the olympics? to be honest, it's kinda funny that the tibet issue only surfaced NOW. if yous gonna bash, do it better -_-
i'm also wondering if beijing will continue it's efforts after the olympics, to be come less polluted and stuff. i doubt it, sadly, but it's a nice thought, to think that they'd continue....
anyways, WATCH THE GAMES, it's a big deal to us. and if it's not to YOU, watch it for the atheletes!!! i.e. WATCH LIU XIANG COMPLETELY BURN DAYRON ROBLES AUGUST 21!
....he better.
jay chou will also be at the opening ceremony. def worth watching :D
today, i got my physical and two shots and my arms hurt a lot.
does race ever have to do with BMIs?? apparently it does....whatever, BMI is inaccurate anyways bcus it doesn't take into account muscle mass :/ bcus i'm so buff that it matters to me.
i also went out to eat pho for lunch with my mother, which was good. then i stalked soompi (i spend too much time on that forum) watching users rage and whine at each other for being racist bigots. hilarious :D
WHY CAN'T WE ALL JUST BE FRIENDS??
i also started watching this jdrama that mai told me about a while ago. i actually know the whole plot before i started watching so it's not surprise but it's mega cute! it's called absolute boyfriend, hah i want the ideal boyfriend, tenjo night. well no, i guess in the end, we're supposed to realize we want soushi. right?
i never realized that blake lively was in the sisterhood.....
edit:
i made the important discovery that purchasers of clean and clear products also receive complimentary purple headphones.
also, i was curious as to what the national costume of america was in the miss universe competition so i looked it up.
http://content.missuniverse.com/delegates/2008/images/costume/US.jpg
....snowflake bikini, interesting :D
/edit
sometimes,
i wonder why God made the world so complicated.
hrmm
i love the cover of newsweek!
but the article, not so much :/
it was kinda confusing....
while i agree that a western/foreign point of view makes it hard to understand the importance of the games to the Chinese people, i disagree with the writer's assumptions about younger generations of Chinese and his reasoning behind why everyone should lay off.
while clearly pointing out China's weaker times in history, and consequently, making america look like the big dumb bullies, he argues that China has built itself upon it's past failures. "saving face" has always been a big deal in asian culture so i guess it makes sense. clearly, it has built itself up and "regained [its] national greatness" but only to be met with opposition. whyyy, world :(
i suppose we can't all win?
now, the writer says that he expects the post-mao generation to be "exempt from the China-as-victim syndrome." supposedly, this generation was never exposed to the hardships their elders experienced, so therefore, this should not concern them? mebe it's different in the western world, but it's not too easy to forgive and forget. to be honest, i don't think my parents will ever forget what there grandparents, their parents, what they went through. uhm and i'm quite sure my parents are not "brainwashed" by the party, thanks. afterall, they have spent a considerable amount of time in the amazing! country of america. in the end, in addition to the failures, or not, i think that the people thrive on the fact that although China has been humiliated and defeated so many times, there's no doubt it's risen past public expectations.
and besides, we all know about asian pride and our inability to forget (different from forgive) the past....which is why we (chinese, koreans, japanese, etc.) can't always get along :( but that's a different issue....
"now is not the time to provoke them further and impede their progress toward a new, more equal and self-assured sense of nationhood."
so is there is ever an appropriate time to provoke a country and impede their progress toward a new, more equal and self-assured sense of nationhood?
aish, humanity :/
lol i think in the end he just ends up saying that China's sensitive to its past and this has affected the way it's looked at the world. and the leaders and people are "old-fashioned" so don't provoke them -__-
weak.
WE'VE GOTTEN THIS FAR HAVEN'T WE??? a little late to try playing the good guy.
honestly, i think america just fears losing it's "playground bully" reputation. not that it's a good one. but america seems to enjoy it :D
i was talking about this article with my mother and she asked me "so...is it pro-China?" and i thought about it. and i decided, not really.it's just trying to...fix the anti. amongst the extremely biased news coverage, (but really, what isn't) i suppose...i appreciate this attempt to be slightly more objective (or mebe i'm reading this entire thing completely wrong).
"with an estimated 30,000 rainmakers, a $100 million budged and more hardware (like those launchers) than it has pointed at Taiwan, China has the largest weather-modification program in the world."
THAT MADE ME LOL. anyways, i hope the ceremonies don't get rained on :/
"[phelps] might have a better shot this time, especially with australian ian thorpe now safely retired."
THAT ALSO MADE ME LOL. that's right phelps, only bcus the mighty thorpedo is gone.
so i was wondering if so much negative press would continue after the olympics? to be honest, it's kinda funny that the tibet issue only surfaced NOW. if yous gonna bash, do it better -_-
i'm also wondering if beijing will continue it's efforts after the olympics, to be come less polluted and stuff. i doubt it, sadly, but it's a nice thought, to think that they'd continue....
anyways, WATCH THE GAMES, it's a big deal to us. and if it's not to YOU, watch it for the atheletes!!! i.e. WATCH LIU XIANG COMPLETELY BURN DAYRON ROBLES AUGUST 21!
....he better.
jay chou will also be at the opening ceremony. def worth watching :D
today, i got my physical and two shots and my arms hurt a lot.
does race ever have to do with BMIs?? apparently it does....whatever, BMI is inaccurate anyways bcus it doesn't take into account muscle mass :/ bcus i'm so buff that it matters to me.
i also went out to eat pho for lunch with my mother, which was good. then i stalked soompi (i spend too much time on that forum) watching users rage and whine at each other for being racist bigots. hilarious :D
WHY CAN'T WE ALL JUST BE FRIENDS??
i also started watching this jdrama that mai told me about a while ago. i actually know the whole plot before i started watching so it's not surprise but it's mega cute! it's called absolute boyfriend, hah i want the ideal boyfriend, tenjo night. well no, i guess in the end, we're supposed to realize we want soushi. right?
i never realized that blake lively was in the sisterhood.....
edit:
i made the important discovery that purchasers of clean and clear products also receive complimentary purple headphones.
also, i was curious as to what the national costume of america was in the miss universe competition so i looked it up.
http://content.missuniverse.com/delegates/2008/images/costume/US.jpg
....snowflake bikini, interesting :D
/edit
sometimes,
i wonder why God made the world so complicated.
20080728
ay bay bay
today, i discovered that i'm a terrible stapler :/
deniz and i worked on the bulletin board in yb and it was fun :D
yaaay then we went to yogurtland and the end.
i'm so heipi she's back, i missed her SOOO much. this is the hardest i've laughed in like, a month or something.
i had a three part dream last night/this morning, they were so weird O_O
well i remembered them hecka well when i first woke up but like an hour later i didn't remember nearly as much hahaahah so here goes:
1. i was talking to two guys from super junior (i know, what an amazing dream) i think it was like donghae and someone else....i woke up thinking about kyuhyun for some reason....hahaah but then like BIG BANG came in, well jiyong and yongbae (dream just got twice as good) and i was like wtfxors?? yay!! ahahha and gd had his bowlcut back T_T but it was TAEMIN STATUS so i was like omfg but of course he still looked good. and then for some reason gd and i were like bff and we were in like a really dark office building ish with random lights and those ceiling panals that are removable and at one point i poked one through and looked upstairs and tempo was there i think, or eeteuk. i forget.
and then yongbae told me something hecka funny about the dogs on daesung's shirt (LOL) and i laughed super hard and when i started walking out of the door with gd, he told me "don't forget to put that in your 'quotes' section on facebook!"
HAHAAHHA wtf right??
2. (i only remembered this until i was in the car with deniz haha) so i found out that this guy i know was korean (even though in rl he's chinese...???) and the dream was about me telling naomi. THAT'S IT HAHAA
3. we were in europe again and we were in france i guess just chilling and tianna, mr daren, and i were in this sandwich shop. i got a salami sandwich, i remember, and mr daren was trying to reason to tianna that she only needed one. when i got two...?? hahaahah
anyways so a lot of the furniture in the shop looked like the furniture in the yb room and there were 4 guys in there but they were american :O and i remember one of them said something funny and i ran laughing out the door to rejoin the group.
HOW POINTLESS
well, i started reading that psych book that i bought and it's super interesting.
one section was about this guy who proves that dreams aren't supposed to always have deeper meanings and they're just random disjointed thoughts etcetc.
i found his experiments really interesting but i still slighly disagree, i think some dreams have deeper meaning.
besides, it's more fun to interpret dreams :)
deniz and i worked on the bulletin board in yb and it was fun :D
yaaay then we went to yogurtland and the end.
i'm so heipi she's back, i missed her SOOO much. this is the hardest i've laughed in like, a month or something.
i had a three part dream last night/this morning, they were so weird O_O
well i remembered them hecka well when i first woke up but like an hour later i didn't remember nearly as much hahaahah so here goes:
1. i was talking to two guys from super junior (i know, what an amazing dream) i think it was like donghae and someone else....i woke up thinking about kyuhyun for some reason....hahaah but then like BIG BANG came in, well jiyong and yongbae (dream just got twice as good) and i was like wtfxors?? yay!! ahahha and gd had his bowlcut back T_T but it was TAEMIN STATUS so i was like omfg but of course he still looked good. and then for some reason gd and i were like bff and we were in like a really dark office building ish with random lights and those ceiling panals that are removable and at one point i poked one through and looked upstairs and tempo was there i think, or eeteuk. i forget.
and then yongbae told me something hecka funny about the dogs on daesung's shirt (LOL) and i laughed super hard and when i started walking out of the door with gd, he told me "don't forget to put that in your 'quotes' section on facebook!"
HAHAAHHA wtf right??
2. (i only remembered this until i was in the car with deniz haha) so i found out that this guy i know was korean (even though in rl he's chinese...???) and the dream was about me telling naomi. THAT'S IT HAHAA
3. we were in europe again and we were in france i guess just chilling and tianna, mr daren, and i were in this sandwich shop. i got a salami sandwich, i remember, and mr daren was trying to reason to tianna that she only needed one. when i got two...?? hahaahah
anyways so a lot of the furniture in the shop looked like the furniture in the yb room and there were 4 guys in there but they were american :O and i remember one of them said something funny and i ran laughing out the door to rejoin the group.
HOW POINTLESS
well, i started reading that psych book that i bought and it's super interesting.
one section was about this guy who proves that dreams aren't supposed to always have deeper meanings and they're just random disjointed thoughts etcetc.
i found his experiments really interesting but i still slighly disagree, i think some dreams have deeper meaning.
besides, it's more fun to interpret dreams :)
20080727
alabaster jar
here i am, giving every heartbeat
for Your glory take me
the time that i have left
is all i have of worth
for Your glory take me
the time that i have left
is all i have of worth
20080725
hurdling the hopes of 1.3 billion chinese
TIME-beijing '08 summer olympic preview
wang liqin-china, table tennis
number 52
ping-pong prowess confers rockstar status in china, and the three-time world champ, 30, who made the national team as a geeky 15-year-old, is now a sex bomb. are his bare chested photo shoots a distraction? nah.
LOL!
these blurbs are hilarious haha
i wish ian thorpe never retired so he could thump michael phelps :D haha jk. okay not really
"when liu xiang claimed victory in the 110-m hurdles in athens, delivering China its first ever sprint gold, you could almost sense the alarm in the announcers' voices. few had heard of this mystery athlete, much less knew how to pronounce his given name."
TEEHEEE
boyy he has a lot of pressure :(
WOW lamesauce, they made three covers for time, i want liu xiang :((
I AM EXCITED FOR 8.8.08
:D
OHOH DOUBLE BONUS, BIG BANG's new minialbum was supposed to come out on the first of august but is now pushed back a week. so two things to look forward to! :D
secret #6
i think guys are extremely attractive when they dress up.
ties, vests, the whole deal
BBL :D
edit:
微笑再美再甜不是你的都不特别。
眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天
I'M BORED
COME PLAY WITH MEE
NO MORE SATS PLEASE D:
let's just be like zhoumi :)
wang liqin-china, table tennis
number 52
ping-pong prowess confers rockstar status in china, and the three-time world champ, 30, who made the national team as a geeky 15-year-old, is now a sex bomb. are his bare chested photo shoots a distraction? nah.
LOL!
these blurbs are hilarious haha
i wish ian thorpe never retired so he could thump michael phelps :D haha jk. okay not really
"when liu xiang claimed victory in the 110-m hurdles in athens, delivering China its first ever sprint gold, you could almost sense the alarm in the announcers' voices. few had heard of this mystery athlete, much less knew how to pronounce his given name."
TEEHEEE
boyy he has a lot of pressure :(
WOW lamesauce, they made three covers for time, i want liu xiang :((
I AM EXCITED FOR 8.8.08
:D
OHOH DOUBLE BONUS, BIG BANG's new minialbum was supposed to come out on the first of august but is now pushed back a week. so two things to look forward to! :D
secret #6
i think guys are extremely attractive when they dress up.
ties, vests, the whole deal
BBL :D
edit:
微笑再美再甜不是你的都不特别。
眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天
I'M BORED
COME PLAY WITH MEE
NO MORE SATS PLEASE D:
let's just be like zhoumi :)
20080724
♫ baby i'm sorry-tae yang
today, i stole a couple more granola bars from my cousin's room. i guess i should just eat the rest and buy him a new box :/
i've been doing a lot of SAT practice tests, proud of me? i've just been going through every practice test i can get my hands on, and i think it's pretty sad that 1/3 of the ones i run into, i've done before. i definitely spent way too much time at excel....
THERE AREN'T ENOUGH TESTS FOR ME TO PRACTICE ON D:
i'm almost ready for fall/winter. this summer is getting old-fast. i wish it wasn't :/
i guess it wasn't what i expected
LOLZ i watched big bang's parody of s.e.s' song "nuh reul saranghae" again and it is SO cute. i mean the radio version bcus seeing tempo in a skirt is waay too much for me T_T although GD makes a really pretty girl :(
but seungri is sooo cute haha in the radio verson
somehow, those guys acting like girls up-s their attractiveness. i mean that in the most straight way possible, only big bang can do that -___-
my mommy and sisters come home on saturday! yayy exciting...i've been so lonely -_- and i really want to go out and eat pho or tofu or something :/
i really envy lee junki's skin. like srsly, it's not even fair bcus he's a DUDE. he says to keep puffiness out of his skin, he freezes green tea into ice cubes and rubs them on this face. and i've heard it really works O_O he's such a girl, srsly.
but a pretty one :/
i envy pretty boys (i.e. heechul, hongki!!). the ones prettier than me T_T hahahaah sometimes mai and i wonder what it's like to date a guy cuter/prettier than us -__- HAHAAHAHA
not too hard to find one....LOL
i really have nothing to write about so i'm always curious as to how i write so much
and now i'm totally rambling.
I'M EXCITED FOR THE OLYMPICS.
i have no summer hw except to finish this silly psychology book and to do my APSA stuff. blehhggg RUNNING OUT OF TIME
steffo is stupid
waited too long to start thinking :/
WHY IS IT THAT no one is here to play with me. :( and once everyon starts coming back, i leavee! D:
that is all :)
TATA. GOOD NIGHT.
i've been doing a lot of SAT practice tests, proud of me? i've just been going through every practice test i can get my hands on, and i think it's pretty sad that 1/3 of the ones i run into, i've done before. i definitely spent way too much time at excel....
THERE AREN'T ENOUGH TESTS FOR ME TO PRACTICE ON D:
i'm almost ready for fall/winter. this summer is getting old-fast. i wish it wasn't :/
i guess it wasn't what i expected
LOLZ i watched big bang's parody of s.e.s' song "nuh reul saranghae" again and it is SO cute. i mean the radio version bcus seeing tempo in a skirt is waay too much for me T_T although GD makes a really pretty girl :(
but seungri is sooo cute haha in the radio verson
somehow, those guys acting like girls up-s their attractiveness. i mean that in the most straight way possible, only big bang can do that -___-
my mommy and sisters come home on saturday! yayy exciting...i've been so lonely -_- and i really want to go out and eat pho or tofu or something :/
i really envy lee junki's skin. like srsly, it's not even fair bcus he's a DUDE. he says to keep puffiness out of his skin, he freezes green tea into ice cubes and rubs them on this face. and i've heard it really works O_O he's such a girl, srsly.
but a pretty one :/
i envy pretty boys (i.e. heechul, hongki!!). the ones prettier than me T_T hahahaah sometimes mai and i wonder what it's like to date a guy cuter/prettier than us -__- HAHAAHAHA
not too hard to find one....LOL
i really have nothing to write about so i'm always curious as to how i write so much
and now i'm totally rambling.
I'M EXCITED FOR THE OLYMPICS.
i have no summer hw except to finish this silly psychology book and to do my APSA stuff. blehhggg RUNNING OUT OF TIME
steffo is stupid
waited too long to start thinking :/
WHY IS IT THAT no one is here to play with me. :( and once everyon starts coming back, i leavee! D:
that is all :)
TATA. GOOD NIGHT.
20080722
红豆豆奶
yeayyy!
so i was wondering:
1. why it's wrong to wear fruity perfume in the winter
2. where in the world do hair ties disappear to
3. how fat people get on escalators that have bars in front of them
4. why is my hair so abnormally thick -___-
5. what chinese/english sounds like to a foreigner
6. how people call their parents by their first names...?
7. if it was possible to be completely unbiased
so i was wondering:
1. why it's wrong to wear fruity perfume in the winter
2. where in the world do hair ties disappear to
3. how fat people get on escalators that have bars in front of them
4. why is my hair so abnormally thick -___-
5. what chinese/english sounds like to a foreigner
6. how people call their parents by their first names...?
7. if it was possible to be completely unbiased
20080720
forever with you- big bangin'
so right now, i'm feeling the i-am-wasting-my-summer-away feeling again :(
bleh :(
well today at church, we got to hear testimonies from the youth leadership trip. man, if i knew i was going to hk in august, i could have gone :( i could do with some extra time with God....
after church, we went to eat italian food. it was good :)
i tried cleaning more of my room and it's looking a little better. i also started taking things off my walls that have been there since 7th or 8th grade. it makes me kinda sad :( to see the white doors and green walls again. ahwell. it's amazing how much you change in that much time. it seems like after you get old (aka adultness), time loses its significance.
i guess when you're done growing, you realize/get acquainte with yourself. you know what makes you happy and you know who you should hang around and etc. there's not much discovery left. at least not compared to now.
mebe i'll learn a new language.
great, could have come up with that idea three weeks ago....
bleh :(
well today at church, we got to hear testimonies from the youth leadership trip. man, if i knew i was going to hk in august, i could have gone :( i could do with some extra time with God....
after church, we went to eat italian food. it was good :)
i tried cleaning more of my room and it's looking a little better. i also started taking things off my walls that have been there since 7th or 8th grade. it makes me kinda sad :( to see the white doors and green walls again. ahwell. it's amazing how much you change in that much time. it seems like after you get old (aka adultness), time loses its significance.
i guess when you're done growing, you realize/get acquainte with yourself. you know what makes you happy and you know who you should hang around and etc. there's not much discovery left. at least not compared to now.
mebe i'll learn a new language.
great, could have come up with that idea three weeks ago....
20080719
unlike any other.
hmm i think i'm getting too much sleep. as much as i love sleeping, it's definitely not good for me :( hahaha like srsly TOO MUCH SLEEP. i feel lazy and lethargic
uhmm yesterday, i had sushi! and watched next with my cousin. later when virginia came over we went to see batman. WHICH WAS SO GOOD! hahah
i've always wondered why things like driving, watching movies, and airplane rides make people so schleppy. i mean, you're just sitting there. well i understand driving i guess. and movies, i suppose you have to somewhat concentrate, but airplane rides?? even the short ones...
i watched parental control today with them and it never struck me how ridiculously desperate and low american tv is until now. at least mtv hahaha -__- and yet, it's still entertaining? hAHAH i disappoint myself...
when virginia first came from australia, we were watching top 50 stupidest things ever said or something on VH1 and it was at least the top 20s or something and paris hilton came on and bush and all these important people and i've never felt so embarassed for america -__- hahaha
i also saw a recent photoshoot of DBSK in america HAHAH SO FUNNY IT'S LIKE SO TYPICAL they're like hanging out at the grand canyon and white water rafting and rock climbing and RVing and fishing it's HILARIOUS. so that's how they view us, eh?
this morning i woke up HECKA late bcus i had to make a phone call and that person didn't even pick up T_T and i was having a good dream!! (which i've forgotten....)
besides that, i woke up to mai's fb messages telling me to IM her about ft island but alas it is only 3AM in japan D: SO I HAD TO WAIT FOREVERRR but finally she came on and we talked and talked about ft island :D THEY WERE AMAZING YEAYYY i'm so jealous~
she got to touch their hands and beg them to come to america and rowland got special treatment bcus he's a DUDE. unfortunately, a lot of the concert attendees were old women. at least that's less competition compared to the attractive fangirlies....
EWWW i bet hearing
"MINHWANN OPPAA~!!" was hella gross D: i mean, minhwan isn't even MY oppa.
haha pedo status T_T
i'm glad she had fun :) she seems to be having so much funnn and i want to be there too D:
also, janet has a new obsession with lee junki (who is not as cute as my wonbinniee! :D) but i never thought janet would be one for attractive androgynous asian males....oh well! i like her taste ;)
and won hee sent me a postcard! lol i was surprised i suppose. actually, i thought it was danielle at first, so i was excited nonetheless :) he told me that danielle sent me a postcard with a nekkid guy on it. SOO danielle :B i miss her!
his is cute lol it's two aboriginal kids holding hands on the beach. it's a shot from the back and they're nekkid lolz it's sooo cute :B
BAHAHA i showed my cousin and he was like "out of all the postcards....he picks that one??"
hehehe :D
AH THE MOTHERLAND~
your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
i'll be back!
EDIT:
i had the desire to draw something so i drew my vitasoy box thing. don't drink taro flavored soymilk, it's mega gross T_T
redbean, the other hand, is good :) and i don't even like soymilk.
and then i drew an ugly version of the design on colonize tshirts/sweatshirts (I WANT ONE.) and i got annoyed so i drew a bunch of doraemon all over the place and colored in his balloons.
THE END!
i need to find some colored pencils and watercolors. :B
i watched vanhelsing today on tv during dinner/after and it was quite interesting. also, i ate ice cream and alburt warned me that if i srsly slept that much i'd get fat. so i'm going to bed late and getting up for churchh
uhmm yesterday, i had sushi! and watched next with my cousin. later when virginia came over we went to see batman. WHICH WAS SO GOOD! hahah
i've always wondered why things like driving, watching movies, and airplane rides make people so schleppy. i mean, you're just sitting there. well i understand driving i guess. and movies, i suppose you have to somewhat concentrate, but airplane rides?? even the short ones...
i watched parental control today with them and it never struck me how ridiculously desperate and low american tv is until now. at least mtv hahaha -__- and yet, it's still entertaining? hAHAH i disappoint myself...
when virginia first came from australia, we were watching top 50 stupidest things ever said or something on VH1 and it was at least the top 20s or something and paris hilton came on and bush and all these important people and i've never felt so embarassed for america -__- hahaha
i also saw a recent photoshoot of DBSK in america HAHAH SO FUNNY IT'S LIKE SO TYPICAL they're like hanging out at the grand canyon and white water rafting and rock climbing and RVing and fishing it's HILARIOUS. so that's how they view us, eh?
this morning i woke up HECKA late bcus i had to make a phone call and that person didn't even pick up T_T and i was having a good dream!! (which i've forgotten....)
besides that, i woke up to mai's fb messages telling me to IM her about ft island but alas it is only 3AM in japan D: SO I HAD TO WAIT FOREVERRR but finally she came on and we talked and talked about ft island :D THEY WERE AMAZING YEAYYY i'm so jealous~
she got to touch their hands and beg them to come to america and rowland got special treatment bcus he's a DUDE. unfortunately, a lot of the concert attendees were old women. at least that's less competition compared to the attractive fangirlies....
EWWW i bet hearing
"MINHWANN OPPAA~!!" was hella gross D: i mean, minhwan isn't even MY oppa.
haha pedo status T_T
i'm glad she had fun :) she seems to be having so much funnn and i want to be there too D:
also, janet has a new obsession with lee junki (who is not as cute as my wonbinniee! :D) but i never thought janet would be one for attractive androgynous asian males....oh well! i like her taste ;)
and won hee sent me a postcard! lol i was surprised i suppose. actually, i thought it was danielle at first, so i was excited nonetheless :) he told me that danielle sent me a postcard with a nekkid guy on it. SOO danielle :B i miss her!
his is cute lol it's two aboriginal kids holding hands on the beach. it's a shot from the back and they're nekkid lolz it's sooo cute :B
BAHAHA i showed my cousin and he was like "out of all the postcards....he picks that one??"
hehehe :D
AH THE MOTHERLAND~
your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
i'll be back!
EDIT:
i had the desire to draw something so i drew my vitasoy box thing. don't drink taro flavored soymilk, it's mega gross T_T
redbean, the other hand, is good :) and i don't even like soymilk.
and then i drew an ugly version of the design on colonize tshirts/sweatshirts (I WANT ONE.) and i got annoyed so i drew a bunch of doraemon all over the place and colored in his balloons.
THE END!
i need to find some colored pencils and watercolors. :B
i watched vanhelsing today on tv during dinner/after and it was quite interesting. also, i ate ice cream and alburt warned me that if i srsly slept that much i'd get fat. so i'm going to bed late and getting up for churchh
20080717
[20:57] omg itsz megan: this is just more proof of the male gender's stupidity.
i had a dream again today and when i woke up, i forgot what it was about
then, i went on fb this afternoon and i suddenly remembered bcus my dream was flipping prophetic! hahaha we always teased donovan for having a grand total of (2) photos of himself on fb and when i added my france photos, i doubled his count in one day.
and in my dream, he had added his photos of france and he tagged himself and naomi and i were like O_O lolz so that was it.
and it turns out that he did! yay.
i told him too, i wonder if he's creeped out yet.
i webcammed with my family yesterday, it was quite entertaining. i think i'm going to buy one of those webcams hahaaha
it's also my sister's birthday tomorrow! yaya she's 8 ! it's also taemin's birthday tomorrow, he's 15. now i don't feel THAT pedo when i fangirl :/
bah but he's still younger than me :(
today, i helped my cousin jumpstart my car, which was fun.
I AM SRSLY ADDICTED TO SOOMPI.
i feel like i'm wasting so much time, just sitting here. it's not even that i'm not doing anything productive, i'm just not doing anything. i'm excited to go to HK though...
F.T ISLAND CONCERT TOMORROW :O
i want my promdate/husband to look like this plz.
then, i went on fb this afternoon and i suddenly remembered bcus my dream was flipping prophetic! hahaha we always teased donovan for having a grand total of (2) photos of himself on fb and when i added my france photos, i doubled his count in one day.
and in my dream, he had added his photos of france and he tagged himself and naomi and i were like O_O lolz so that was it.
and it turns out that he did! yay.
i told him too, i wonder if he's creeped out yet.
i webcammed with my family yesterday, it was quite entertaining. i think i'm going to buy one of those webcams hahaaha
it's also my sister's birthday tomorrow! yaya she's 8 ! it's also taemin's birthday tomorrow, he's 15. now i don't feel THAT pedo when i fangirl :/
bah but he's still younger than me :(
today, i helped my cousin jumpstart my car, which was fun.
I AM SRSLY ADDICTED TO SOOMPI.
i feel like i'm wasting so much time, just sitting here. it's not even that i'm not doing anything productive, i'm just not doing anything. i'm excited to go to HK though...
F.T ISLAND CONCERT TOMORROW :O
i want my promdate/husband to look like this plz.
20080715
i stay in love
e=mc^2
today, i tried to clean my room
shocker, i know
i pretty much cleaned my closet and then tried cleaning my desk and then got bored so now everythings on the floor :(
i also finished kite runner two days ago. i'm not sure whether or not i like this book
actually, it really scared me
oh and also, i got my visa to china today! it cost 160. my mom only had to pay 30. oh the cons of being an "american" :/
and that's pretty much all i did haha
rowland came by yesterday and i finally delivered my f.t island letter to him :D he's on his plane to japan now. so jealous~
on sunday, we went to carrow's bcus we saw that ad for crepes and they looked soo good
but yeah service was slow and i felt 5 pounds heavier leaving that place
thank God for chinese food 2/3 meals a day.
i had a confusing dream two nights ago! it happened in three parts, i guess each for a different sleep cycle? anyways,
part1: we were having a dance show at my house, which apparently has a stage, and everyone from dance production was there. we all had to wear green ? anyways, it was a huge success or whatever so then we all partied and i remember leaving with charlie* (or at least walking down my driveway)
part2: weird and possibly scary, i don't remember it
part 3: so it's the first day of school but it doesn't feel like it bcus we're walking around in shorts and tshirts and stuff. ILLEGAL. anyways, school is apparently held in St. Marcos' square, Venice, Italy. LOL so much more scenic than highway 280...
anyways, the middle of the square was full of people playing football (i suppose this is normal?)
and i'm walking around with my friends, being super cool and all bcus we're SENIORS now and uhmm i specifically remember simi and tianna. anyways tianna is like "i know why we're walking in THIS direction, you just want to see HIM" referring to HER (purely fictional) crush? which is confusing bcus i didn't want to see her crush at all. anyways
i did want to se someone else and then all of a sudden i see charlie in my peripheral and he's like "HEY" and i'm like wtf so i ignore him and he comes up behind me and drags me away like in those cute asian dramas
and then we're like running across the square which is suddenly less crowdy and full of italian vendors again? well i remember i quite liked holding his hand. and then we run into the shade of the corridor by the fedex store and sit down on the ground, which is free of pigeon crap. this is also ILLEGAL in st. marcos. no, i'm not kidding, in RL, you're not allowed to sit on the ground. it says so on the trashcans.
so we're sitting there chilling and being very illegal and he puts his arm around me! and i'm like wtf O_O and then i REMEMBER THINKING "this situation would be so much better if it were charlie."
but the odd thing was, it was charlie, was it not?
mebe he changed into someone else whilst we were running around
but i liked this dude too, whoever he was.
INTERPRET PLZ.
i liked this dream though, it was so vivid. it FELT like venice, it most certainly looked like it. waking up every morning to talk a walk in the sun in st. marcos RIGHT OUTSIDE our hotel was amazing. early enough to avoid the tourist crowds and actually see natives, and early enough to avoid lines at the gelatto places :D i miss it :(
i started a new drama the other day, it's called fated to love you. haha it's HILARIOUS. it's not exactly the best drama ever but i like watching it for some reason. it's surprising how applicable dramas are to life :/ and besides that, ji cun xi is a mega hunk!
also, the lead girl, chen xin yi, is just kinda....average. but she has such a good personality and attitude, and i'm suspecting that cun xi and xin yi eventually fall in love, (of course, it's an asian drama) so there is hope for me yet!
uhmm every summer, i get excited for the school year to start bcus i get bored sitting at home and being lonely and lame. and also bcus i see it as a chance to start over. but i guess i don't really feel like that anymore bcus i just disappoint myself -_- and also bcus it's senior year and it's hard to make all that much of a difference in one semester. whatever, i'm still looking forward to it.
i really really hate school though. after high school, college, and then grad school? it never ends T_T you're flipping OLD when you graduate D:
lolz just kidding...
you wanna know who i wanna look like when i'm 29? lee hyori.
atm, harker is making me ANGURY D:<
i still haven't used mahum's nail polish! it looks so pretty on her but then i saw almost the same color on this chinese uhljjang and it looked so fugly :( if it looks bad on an uhljjang, it most def won't look good on meh.
i think that you're only truly comfortable with someone when awkward silences aren't awkward anymore. this is why i hate talking on the phone bcus i'm just an awkward person :/
and that's also why i hate IMing people first, in case they actually don't want to talk to me and the conversation dies and then i think it's my fault and it just sucks :(
but of course there are always those people, the ones i don't care whether or not they want to talk to me, THEY WILL D:<
i wish i had more of those,
then i wouldn't feel so insecure?
*name change!
EDIT:
so i just read that papaya skin is good for your face!
I'VE WASTED SO MANY PAPAYA SKINS! aughh i just eat and chuck D: what a wastee :(
now i feel bad, i kinda want to get the skin out of the trash (the one i just ate) but that's hecka gross D: blehh
and i was also reading this topic on soompi about what trends guys hated on girls
and the common ones are:
leggings, uggs, and gladiator sandals.
LOL wow did not know that...well i mean, the legging part.
anywayz, on a somewhat related note
i think guys are most attractive in formal wear! hehehe :)
and it's also hot if they dress like gdragon. but he's kinda extreme.
park taejun is okay then :D, granted he is a model for aboki
i like his personal style too.
i'm kinda jealous of han suhyun. she's so pretty D:
blehh song jiyeong+her bf are mega cute. makes me want a bf :D so i can take cute pictures with him all day. i want to be photogenic!
i think you're never too young to apply anti-wrinkle cream. lol i was talking to mai about it and she said:
today, i tried to clean my room
shocker, i know
i pretty much cleaned my closet and then tried cleaning my desk and then got bored so now everythings on the floor :(
i also finished kite runner two days ago. i'm not sure whether or not i like this book
actually, it really scared me
oh and also, i got my visa to china today! it cost 160. my mom only had to pay 30. oh the cons of being an "american" :/
and that's pretty much all i did haha
rowland came by yesterday and i finally delivered my f.t island letter to him :D he's on his plane to japan now. so jealous~
on sunday, we went to carrow's bcus we saw that ad for crepes and they looked soo good
but yeah service was slow and i felt 5 pounds heavier leaving that place
thank God for chinese food 2/3 meals a day.
i had a confusing dream two nights ago! it happened in three parts, i guess each for a different sleep cycle? anyways,
part1: we were having a dance show at my house, which apparently has a stage, and everyone from dance production was there. we all had to wear green ? anyways, it was a huge success or whatever so then we all partied and i remember leaving with charlie* (or at least walking down my driveway)
part2: weird and possibly scary, i don't remember it
part 3: so it's the first day of school but it doesn't feel like it bcus we're walking around in shorts and tshirts and stuff. ILLEGAL. anyways, school is apparently held in St. Marcos' square, Venice, Italy. LOL so much more scenic than highway 280...
anyways, the middle of the square was full of people playing football (i suppose this is normal?)
and i'm walking around with my friends, being super cool and all bcus we're SENIORS now and uhmm i specifically remember simi and tianna. anyways tianna is like "i know why we're walking in THIS direction, you just want to see HIM" referring to HER (purely fictional) crush? which is confusing bcus i didn't want to see her crush at all. anyways
i did want to se someone else and then all of a sudden i see charlie in my peripheral and he's like "HEY" and i'm like wtf so i ignore him and he comes up behind me and drags me away like in those cute asian dramas
and then we're like running across the square which is suddenly less crowdy and full of italian vendors again? well i remember i quite liked holding his hand. and then we run into the shade of the corridor by the fedex store and sit down on the ground, which is free of pigeon crap. this is also ILLEGAL in st. marcos. no, i'm not kidding, in RL, you're not allowed to sit on the ground. it says so on the trashcans.
so we're sitting there chilling and being very illegal and he puts his arm around me! and i'm like wtf O_O and then i REMEMBER THINKING "this situation would be so much better if it were charlie."
but the odd thing was, it was charlie, was it not?
mebe he changed into someone else whilst we were running around
but i liked this dude too, whoever he was.
INTERPRET PLZ.
i liked this dream though, it was so vivid. it FELT like venice, it most certainly looked like it. waking up every morning to talk a walk in the sun in st. marcos RIGHT OUTSIDE our hotel was amazing. early enough to avoid the tourist crowds and actually see natives, and early enough to avoid lines at the gelatto places :D i miss it :(
i started a new drama the other day, it's called fated to love you. haha it's HILARIOUS. it's not exactly the best drama ever but i like watching it for some reason. it's surprising how applicable dramas are to life :/ and besides that, ji cun xi is a mega hunk!
also, the lead girl, chen xin yi, is just kinda....average. but she has such a good personality and attitude, and i'm suspecting that cun xi and xin yi eventually fall in love, (of course, it's an asian drama) so there is hope for me yet!
uhmm every summer, i get excited for the school year to start bcus i get bored sitting at home and being lonely and lame. and also bcus i see it as a chance to start over. but i guess i don't really feel like that anymore bcus i just disappoint myself -_- and also bcus it's senior year and it's hard to make all that much of a difference in one semester. whatever, i'm still looking forward to it.
i really really hate school though. after high school, college, and then grad school? it never ends T_T you're flipping OLD when you graduate D:
lolz just kidding...
you wanna know who i wanna look like when i'm 29? lee hyori.
atm, harker is making me ANGURY D:<
i still haven't used mahum's nail polish! it looks so pretty on her but then i saw almost the same color on this chinese uhljjang and it looked so fugly :( if it looks bad on an uhljjang, it most def won't look good on meh.
i think that you're only truly comfortable with someone when awkward silences aren't awkward anymore. this is why i hate talking on the phone bcus i'm just an awkward person :/
and that's also why i hate IMing people first, in case they actually don't want to talk to me and the conversation dies and then i think it's my fault and it just sucks :(
but of course there are always those people, the ones i don't care whether or not they want to talk to me, THEY WILL D:<
i wish i had more of those,
then i wouldn't feel so insecure?
*name change!
EDIT:
so i just read that papaya skin is good for your face!
I'VE WASTED SO MANY PAPAYA SKINS! aughh i just eat and chuck D: what a wastee :(
now i feel bad, i kinda want to get the skin out of the trash (the one i just ate) but that's hecka gross D: blehh
and i was also reading this topic on soompi about what trends guys hated on girls
and the common ones are:
leggings, uggs, and gladiator sandals.
LOL wow did not know that...well i mean, the legging part.
anywayz, on a somewhat related note
i think guys are most attractive in formal wear! hehehe :)
and it's also hot if they dress like gdragon. but he's kinda extreme.
park taejun is okay then :D, granted he is a model for aboki
i like his personal style too.
i'm kinda jealous of han suhyun. she's so pretty D:
blehh song jiyeong+her bf are mega cute. makes me want a bf :D so i can take cute pictures with him all day. i want to be photogenic!
i think you're never too young to apply anti-wrinkle cream. lol i was talking to mai about it and she said:
[15:08] x swirly whirl x: imagine
[15:08] x swirly whirl x: if a guy walked into our rooms
[15:08] x swirly whirl x: and saw that
[15:08] x swirly whirl x: he'd be like WTF THEY'RE GETTING WRINKLY ALREADY?!
GOOD NIGHT~
20080712
i. need. a. life.
I AM SO BORED and i'm BASICALLY UNDER HOUSE ARREST, THIS IS SO LAME D:<
i bet i would get more freedom if i had my liscense. but i don't.
anyways, this morning, like 984934 people called me before 10 T_T and i kept hanging up on them bcus i thought it was my alarm D:< lolz then they started calling my house gahh
anyways, i probably missed out on fun times today :(
but naomi did remind me of the booksale so i got up for that, even though i was an hour and a half late :/
i bought a stats book and an ap psych book, for supah cheap too :) from emchow :D
and i saw some friends
i love the book sale lol
oh and i saw erin lee today! she's so cute :)
"STEPHANIEEE YOU WERE IN FRANCE!"
"oh, how'd you know that?"
"you sent a postcard, remember? you said 'i love you'"
"oh yeah...haha? that's bcus i do ^^"
"oh. you also said happy birthday!"
"did you have fun?"
"yes :D"
won's mom: "won hee's in australia"
"i know, have you talked to him lately?"
won's mom: "yeah, but he doesn't want to talk to me, he just wants to play" (HAHA if you're reading this, call home D:<)
"I MISS HIM D: THERE'S NO ONE TO PLAY WITH :("
AWWWWWWW I'LL PLAY WITH YOUUU :B
"what about jun hee?"
"HE DOESN'T PLAY WITH ME D:<"
won's mom: "they fight all the time :/"
BAHAHA THEIR FAMILY IS SO CUTE <3
and then i didn't do anything.
but my cousin did buy icecreamu so i might go eat that.
BAH i miss my friends D:
i saw some today and it was fun :)
but still :/
I MISS MAIII she signed on at around 6AM her time and we got to talk! <3
and i sent her lots of LOL pictures of dbsk and spammed her wall. you should go look, we're hella funny.
hahaah i read some of our old wall posts, we haven't really been friends for that long but i feel like i've known her forever O_O haha i love her :)
this post is going to be slightly incoherent bcus i have no one to talk to and no one is online bcus everyone has a life but me :(
I WANT TO SEE MEGAN.
we should go to the japanese festival tomorrow downtown....
i hope superjunior will be in HK during winterbreak so mai and i can go and hunt them down, i will be the happiest girl in the world.
i wonder what it'd be like if megan went to our school
.....
uhm daniel says i have too high expectations when it comes to guys but in the end, i guess i realized that it never really matters what those specifications are, as long as you like them, that's good enough.
yeah i suppose it's something that attracts you to them in the first place, but in the end, it's the feelings that matter.
lol obviously bcus ______ was a freaking weirdo. complete opposite of anyone i would ever like. yet, i did :/
kay i just got bored. i'll write later :D
i bet i would get more freedom if i had my liscense. but i don't.
anyways, this morning, like 984934 people called me before 10 T_T and i kept hanging up on them bcus i thought it was my alarm D:< lolz then they started calling my house gahh
anyways, i probably missed out on fun times today :(
but naomi did remind me of the booksale so i got up for that, even though i was an hour and a half late :/
i bought a stats book and an ap psych book, for supah cheap too :) from emchow :D
and i saw some friends
i love the book sale lol
oh and i saw erin lee today! she's so cute :)
"STEPHANIEEE YOU WERE IN FRANCE!"
"oh, how'd you know that?"
"you sent a postcard, remember? you said 'i love you'"
"oh yeah...haha? that's bcus i do ^^"
"oh. you also said happy birthday!"
"did you have fun?"
"yes :D"
won's mom: "won hee's in australia"
"i know, have you talked to him lately?"
won's mom: "yeah, but he doesn't want to talk to me, he just wants to play" (HAHA if you're reading this, call home D:<)
"I MISS HIM D: THERE'S NO ONE TO PLAY WITH :("
AWWWWWWW I'LL PLAY WITH YOUUU :B
"what about jun hee?"
"HE DOESN'T PLAY WITH ME D:<"
won's mom: "they fight all the time :/"
BAHAHA THEIR FAMILY IS SO CUTE <3
and then i didn't do anything.
but my cousin did buy icecreamu so i might go eat that.
BAH i miss my friends D:
i saw some today and it was fun :)
but still :/
I MISS MAIII she signed on at around 6AM her time and we got to talk! <3
and i sent her lots of LOL pictures of dbsk and spammed her wall. you should go look, we're hella funny.
hahaah i read some of our old wall posts, we haven't really been friends for that long but i feel like i've known her forever O_O haha i love her :)
this post is going to be slightly incoherent bcus i have no one to talk to and no one is online bcus everyone has a life but me :(
I WANT TO SEE MEGAN.
we should go to the japanese festival tomorrow downtown....
i hope superjunior will be in HK during winterbreak so mai and i can go and hunt them down, i will be the happiest girl in the world.
i wonder what it'd be like if megan went to our school
.....
uhm daniel says i have too high expectations when it comes to guys but in the end, i guess i realized that it never really matters what those specifications are, as long as you like them, that's good enough.
yeah i suppose it's something that attracts you to them in the first place, but in the end, it's the feelings that matter.
lol obviously bcus ______ was a freaking weirdo. complete opposite of anyone i would ever like. yet, i did :/
kay i just got bored. i'll write later :D
20080711
it's 2AM
and i am still awake! and guess what i'm doing :B
WRITING A FAN LETTER TO F.T ISLAND/OH WONBIN.
no, i am not kidding.
oh yes and i'm also talking to daniel tien <3>
my mommy and sisters left a few hours together and their plane left about an hour ago.
hmmm
now, i think i will leave everything for tomorrow to finish
eat a papaya
wash my face
and sleep :)
oh yeah and
HAPPY 7TEENTH BIRTHDAY TO MY BFF MEGANN LEUNG :D
secret #5
when i was little, i was a flowergirl for a wedding
and during the reception, every time someone tapped their glass with their fork/spoon/spork/chopstick/eating utensil, the bride and groom had to kiss
it grossed me out so much and i thought everyone had to do that when they were married
that i decided i didn't want to get married anymore.
the end :D
WRITING A FAN LETTER TO F.T ISLAND/OH WONBIN.
no, i am not kidding.
oh yes and i'm also talking to daniel tien <3>
my mommy and sisters left a few hours together and their plane left about an hour ago.
hmmm
now, i think i will leave everything for tomorrow to finish
eat a papaya
wash my face
and sleep :)
oh yeah and
HAPPY 7TEENTH BIRTHDAY TO MY BFF MEGANN LEUNG :D
secret #5
when i was little, i was a flowergirl for a wedding
and during the reception, every time someone tapped their glass with their fork/spoon/spork/chopstick/eating utensil, the bride and groom had to kiss
it grossed me out so much and i thought everyone had to do that when they were married
that i decided i didn't want to get married anymore.
the end :D
20080710
creature.
today, i visited my beloved school again and spent the day with my favorite editors!
we stuffed envelopes, wiped hard drives, cleaned filing cabinets, and ate popsicles.
i'm very content :)
so while i was looking through some of the stuff in the cabinets, i found bagillions of little stickers that say andrew tran on them because of the leetle mistake we made two years ago in the senior section. christy and i stuck the stickers on our phone
so if you're wondering why it says andrew tran on my phone
now you know!
hrmmm well my mother and my sisters leave tonight to HK, i'd laugh if they were on the same flight as mimi's dad and sister and grandparents :P
i'm going to be sad and lonely for two weeks D:
but hopefully, these couple of weeks will be fun :P
bcus the past two have been horribly uneventful :(
i feel like i'm waisting time when nothing happens, and summer is going wayy too fast.
oh! and i finished the handmaid's tale
and i dislike it greatly :(
THAT IS ALL FOR NOW. :D
we stuffed envelopes, wiped hard drives, cleaned filing cabinets, and ate popsicles.
i'm very content :)
so while i was looking through some of the stuff in the cabinets, i found bagillions of little stickers that say andrew tran on them because of the leetle mistake we made two years ago in the senior section. christy and i stuck the stickers on our phone
so if you're wondering why it says andrew tran on my phone
now you know!
hrmmm well my mother and my sisters leave tonight to HK, i'd laugh if they were on the same flight as mimi's dad and sister and grandparents :P
i'm going to be sad and lonely for two weeks D:
but hopefully, these couple of weeks will be fun :P
bcus the past two have been horribly uneventful :(
i feel like i'm waisting time when nothing happens, and summer is going wayy too fast.
oh! and i finished the handmaid's tale
and i dislike it greatly :(
THAT IS ALL FOR NOW. :D
20080708
i wanna spend the rest of my lifeee
with you by my siide :)
check out goot.
he's cool :)
[22:18] xduov3r: geek
[22:18] xduov3r: sick
[22:30] xduov3r: i dig this man
tadaaa! for once, our music tastes agree.
this morning, i ate cookies, a banana, and green tea for breakfast. gross!
then i talked to simi about being fit. lolz.
i really really really need to start exercising again :/
because i am a crazy, obsessed, fan girl, i'm writing a letter to wonbin :)
but it's not what you think.
i think my hand writing needs to be improved
and also, i'm going to clean my room soon! i know right, shocker.
well, it's too hot these days so next week, when it cools off, i'll work more on that...
i think my fashion sense is srsly going down the drain :)
and i can't WAIT to shop in hk.
esp bcus they just built that mall downstairs? SO MANY PEPO AROUND MY HIZZLE.
go away.
just kidding :)
i hope i get those fugly kicks i want so bad that cost so much in bath.
and also, i'm infatuated with park taejun.
but of course, wonbin>taejun.
i think i'll go to bed early tonight and get up early too
here is the joke on my qcup cup:
Q: 牛奶是什么生的？
A: 花。因为花“生”牛奶。
(peanut milk.)
WOW. ULTIMATE LAME, RIGHT?
BRIANCHAOJOKE:
Q. why did the monkey fall out of the tree?
A. bcus it was dead.
so sed :(
check out goot.
he's cool :)
[22:18] xduov3r: geek
[22:18] xduov3r: sick
[22:30] xduov3r: i dig this man
tadaaa! for once, our music tastes agree.
this morning, i ate cookies, a banana, and green tea for breakfast. gross!
then i talked to simi about being fit. lolz.
i really really really need to start exercising again :/
because i am a crazy, obsessed, fan girl, i'm writing a letter to wonbin :)
but it's not what you think.
i think my hand writing needs to be improved
and also, i'm going to clean my room soon! i know right, shocker.
well, it's too hot these days so next week, when it cools off, i'll work more on that...
i think my fashion sense is srsly going down the drain :)
and i can't WAIT to shop in hk.
esp bcus they just built that mall downstairs? SO MANY PEPO AROUND MY HIZZLE.
go away.
just kidding :)
i hope i get those fugly kicks i want so bad that cost so much in bath.
and also, i'm infatuated with park taejun.
but of course, wonbin>taejun.
i think i'll go to bed early tonight and get up early too
here is the joke on my qcup cup:
Q: 牛奶是什么生的？
A: 花。因为花“生”牛奶。
(peanut milk.)
WOW. ULTIMATE LAME, RIGHT?
BRIANCHAOJOKE:
Q. why did the monkey fall out of the tree?
A. bcus it was dead.
so sed :(
20080707
WHY IS IT
that there is so much i regret right now?
i feel like i didn't try nearly hard enough junior year and now it's senior year and i'm going to be very sorry when acceptance (and rejection) letters start coming out a little more than half a year from now.
i like to think that i work really hard
but the reality is
that i don't
maybe it's the competitive atmosphere that harker basks in that makes me feel so below average
but at the same time, i can't help but wonder why i really do have to work so hard to get mediocre results. i'm insanely jealous of naturally smart people :/
mai says that it's no use moping about it
and the only thing we can do is work harder from now on
what if it's too late :/
BLEH. i do not work well under pressure.
i hate to say it but i told you soo
steffo, school just ain't yo thing.
EVERYONE SHOULD GO BUY SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE, AUGUST EDITION
bcus the beautiful and talented noel duan is in it!
i'm so proud of her :)
i wish we were sophomores again. that was a good year!
I CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT.
i feel like i didn't try nearly hard enough junior year and now it's senior year and i'm going to be very sorry when acceptance (and rejection) letters start coming out a little more than half a year from now.
i like to think that i work really hard
but the reality is
that i don't
maybe it's the competitive atmosphere that harker basks in that makes me feel so below average
but at the same time, i can't help but wonder why i really do have to work so hard to get mediocre results. i'm insanely jealous of naturally smart people :/
mai says that it's no use moping about it
and the only thing we can do is work harder from now on
what if it's too late :/
BLEH. i do not work well under pressure.
i hate to say it but i told you soo
steffo, school just ain't yo thing.
EVERYONE SHOULD GO BUY SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE, AUGUST EDITION
bcus the beautiful and talented noel duan is in it!
i'm so proud of her :)
i wish we were sophomores again. that was a good year!
I CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT.
20080706
NOT A FAN.
HELLO!
i haven't made a wish at 11:11 in quite some time now so i'm hoping i won't miss it tonight. also, i watched the olympic trials today and i might say that the U.S. team is quite beastial.
but of course, no match for the mighty liu xiang, the flying man! i'm quite disappointed that robles killed his world record by .01 of a second, but no matter. he will pwn in the olympics, i am sure.
speaking of which, i think i'm going to regret not asking my dad to get tickets to the opening ceremony. i suppose i will be in china during the olympics, and i'm predicting that the atmosphere will be ridiculous. however, only the equesterian events are held where i am :(
liu xiang false started in the prefontaine classic, therefore getting disqualified :( donovan told me that he got to see him there! LAMESAUCE. and his dad and his sister are going to the olympics :( luckyy!
I'M GOING TO HARKER ON THURSDAY, ANYONE CARE TO JOIN?
i need some new music. i wish i had more room on my mp3 :(
MAI IS NOW IN JAPAN and i'm insanely jealous! haha she already bumped into an attractive fob mang in the airport and is now in the process of befriending him after finding out that he attends her school. NOT FAIR. why does she get all the luck? perhaps i will too in hong kong! where i am free to roam on my own.
yes, living alone :( one can only hope that i don't burn down all 80 stories of our apartment with my carelessness.
11:11 WISHING TIME. :D
i'm looking forward to it, though!
ALSO
i read an article on soompi about how you can bake cakes in rice cookers. AND NOW I AM SHARING THIS WONDERFUL PIECE OF NEWS WITH YOU! how COOL is that, now in college, you can have fresh baked goods without an oven! like srsly, your cakes would always come out in perfect shape and stuff. and you can make cupcakes and the whole shibang.
actually, sean told me you can make hot dogs too but they taste gross. i dunno why you would do that anyways :/
i just listened to about three ft island songs on shuffle. yayy :)
now it's playing go younha's password 486
i really like this video, youtube it! she's so pretty :) and her piano says her name on it! that was her first kiss too o_o this video always makes me want to have a boyfriend :) the name is quite witty, too.
if i had a boyfriend, i would like him to pick me daisies :D and take plenty of photos with me! and also, when i'm sad, i'd hope that he would buy me a happy meal.
and also look like oh won bin. JUST KIDDING :)
I WISH I WERE WITH MAI. AND PAULINE :( or mayhaps, they were with me. and we could go shopping. and rice-cooker-cake-baking D: and FANGIRLINGG ehh
secret #4
i used to stay up into the wee hours of the morning to watch the speed walking events in the olympics.
i haven't made a wish at 11:11 in quite some time now so i'm hoping i won't miss it tonight. also, i watched the olympic trials today and i might say that the U.S. team is quite beastial.
but of course, no match for the mighty liu xiang, the flying man! i'm quite disappointed that robles killed his world record by .01 of a second, but no matter. he will pwn in the olympics, i am sure.
speaking of which, i think i'm going to regret not asking my dad to get tickets to the opening ceremony. i suppose i will be in china during the olympics, and i'm predicting that the atmosphere will be ridiculous. however, only the equesterian events are held where i am :(
liu xiang false started in the prefontaine classic, therefore getting disqualified :( donovan told me that he got to see him there! LAMESAUCE. and his dad and his sister are going to the olympics :( luckyy!
I'M GOING TO HARKER ON THURSDAY, ANYONE CARE TO JOIN?
i need some new music. i wish i had more room on my mp3 :(
MAI IS NOW IN JAPAN and i'm insanely jealous! haha she already bumped into an attractive fob mang in the airport and is now in the process of befriending him after finding out that he attends her school. NOT FAIR. why does she get all the luck? perhaps i will too in hong kong! where i am free to roam on my own.
yes, living alone :( one can only hope that i don't burn down all 80 stories of our apartment with my carelessness.
11:11 WISHING TIME. :D
i'm looking forward to it, though!
ALSO
i read an article on soompi about how you can bake cakes in rice cookers. AND NOW I AM SHARING THIS WONDERFUL PIECE OF NEWS WITH YOU! how COOL is that, now in college, you can have fresh baked goods without an oven! like srsly, your cakes would always come out in perfect shape and stuff. and you can make cupcakes and the whole shibang.
actually, sean told me you can make hot dogs too but they taste gross. i dunno why you would do that anyways :/
i just listened to about three ft island songs on shuffle. yayy :)
now it's playing go younha's password 486
i really like this video, youtube it! she's so pretty :) and her piano says her name on it! that was her first kiss too o_o this video always makes me want to have a boyfriend :) the name is quite witty, too.
if i had a boyfriend, i would like him to pick me daisies :D and take plenty of photos with me! and also, when i'm sad, i'd hope that he would buy me a happy meal.
and also look like oh won bin. JUST KIDDING :)
I WISH I WERE WITH MAI. AND PAULINE :( or mayhaps, they were with me. and we could go shopping. and rice-cooker-cake-baking D: and FANGIRLINGG ehh
secret #4
i used to stay up into the wee hours of the morning to watch the speed walking events in the olympics.
20080705
how are you?
naomi and i went to harker on thursday and it felt good to see so many people again. ahaha so many people as in people who aren't my mom, my sisters, or my cousin.
yesterday, i went to a family friend party but i felt so tired :( so i didn't do anything while everyone else played rock band. but it was fun to catch up with old friends :)
afterwards, i went to go pick up naynay and we went to creekside park to see fireworks! haha with my sister -__- we then found emily and jan and then neil and heidi! we ran into more harker kids, what a happy reunion :) ahahah
then, YOGURTLAND!
and that's the end of my wonderful two days spent with people. kind of.
yesterday, i went to a family friend party but i felt so tired :( so i didn't do anything while everyone else played rock band. but it was fun to catch up with old friends :)
afterwards, i went to go pick up naynay and we went to creekside park to see fireworks! haha with my sister -__- we then found emily and jan and then neil and heidi! we ran into more harker kids, what a happy reunion :) ahahah
then, YOGURTLAND!
and that's the end of my wonderful two days spent with people. kind of.
20080703
"i mean, i am pretty exciting"
so today
naomi and i are going to harker! to drop off our europe photos and then i get to pick up my france photos! how exciting :)
hopefully, we'll get to do something together afterwards.
tomorrow, i think the tentative plan is watching tino high fireworks at creekside park. i'm excited! haha so if you wanna hang, come! please :D
we have to pick 100 best photos of the trip and 50 best group photos -_- it's so hardd! wtf i'm gonna start sticking in random photos :/ haahha
i crave yogurtland.
so as of now, i'm off to HK on the 30th? of july! but hopefully earlier, around the 27th
:)
I'M SUFFERING FROM BEST FRIEND WITHDRAWELS D:
i think the fact that i still think about this just means i'm worried about that.
steffo. stop. thinking. about. it.
secret #3
i hate my voice and i dislike talking on the phone.
only because i fear awkward silences
i have yet to find another person other than _____ with which awkward silences are comfortable.
edit:
WHY IS HARKER SO SHADY
geez
anyways. i'm annoyed bcus i'm forced to chose between AP studio art and mandarin III honors. clearly, i have to chose my foreign language but I DON'T WANT TO.
aya this is so frustrating :(
i DID NOT GET GOOD GRADES IN THAT CLASS FOR THREE YEARS to not be in honors.
and i DID NOT WORK FREAKING HARD TO EVEN GET INTO APSA to not be able to take it.
i'm angury.
and also.
mr mitchell is still leaving soo no milton. freaking buttholes, senior year better be bomb D:<
naomi and i are going to harker! to drop off our europe photos and then i get to pick up my france photos! how exciting :)
hopefully, we'll get to do something together afterwards.
tomorrow, i think the tentative plan is watching tino high fireworks at creekside park. i'm excited! haha so if you wanna hang, come! please :D
we have to pick 100 best photos of the trip and 50 best group photos -_- it's so hardd! wtf i'm gonna start sticking in random photos :/ haahha
i crave yogurtland.
so as of now, i'm off to HK on the 30th? of july! but hopefully earlier, around the 27th
:)
I'M SUFFERING FROM BEST FRIEND WITHDRAWELS D:
i think the fact that i still think about this just means i'm worried about that.
steffo. stop. thinking. about. it.
secret #3
i hate my voice and i dislike talking on the phone.
only because i fear awkward silences
i have yet to find another person other than _____ with which awkward silences are comfortable.
edit:
WHY IS HARKER SO SHADY
geez
anyways. i'm annoyed bcus i'm forced to chose between AP studio art and mandarin III honors. clearly, i have to chose my foreign language but I DON'T WANT TO.
aya this is so frustrating :(
i DID NOT GET GOOD GRADES IN THAT CLASS FOR THREE YEARS to not be in honors.
and i DID NOT WORK FREAKING HARD TO EVEN GET INTO APSA to not be able to take it.
i'm angury.
and also.
mr mitchell is still leaving soo no milton. freaking buttholes, senior year better be bomb D:<
20080701
summer dayz
and it's not even warm or anything
it doesn't feel like summer at all, and it feels like it should still be june
i've been gone for too long hahaa
but for some reason, i can't wait to leave again
i miss my long hair :(
fo sho fo sho
:D
it doesn't feel like summer at all, and it feels like it should still be june
i've been gone for too long hahaa
but for some reason, i can't wait to leave again
i miss my long hair :(
fo sho fo sho
:D
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