can you see through the eyes of a dreamer?

UHM i don't feel like writing about europe bcus it feels like forever ago
so i won't :)
cept i write about that one time when deniz
spit a mouthful of toothpaste and water in my face.
steffo=totally owned
and i must say, it was almost completely unprovoked! kind of.
I DON'T DESERVE THIS SO EARLY IN THE MORNING T_T

anyways i guess the rest of the summer looks someting like:
SAT classes
and mega huge loads of SAT prep for last minute testing T_T
HK end of july for 2-3 weeks?

i wish for longer, but i'm kinda excited that i'll be there during the olympics

wish i could go :/

at the moment, i'm kind of frustrated that
i don't like our summer reading whatsoever and it's SUCH A DRAG to get through
i hate driving
but i want to be able to?
i'm out of shape and so very sore
yet desperate to get fit again
i'm trying to eat healthily after europe but failling miserably
i have so many tests i still have to take
and i have to start writing for my app?
and how i miss my friends :( but i'm barely making an effort to get back in touch?
i'm such a contradiction! :P

but at the same time, i'm pretty content
although my dad won't let me go to japan to see ft island :( hahaah

i wish my hair would grow faster!

and also, everyone should go check out ft islands new pv for their newest japanese song :)

i'm bored and should be doing something productive
but i'm not.

bbl tonight :)

edit:
i'd like to say that i EFFING HATE COLLEGEBOARD.
the end.
why is it that it's always our class that gets screwed over?
whatever
i guess it just gets more competitive from here :/